𖦹 welcome to wonderland 𖦹
basic info: raine, they/she, 22, bisexual, nonbinary, robot fox doll kin, gemini sun, sagittarius moon, scorpio rising ^o^
i have cptsd, a dissociative disorder, autism, and a variety of physical disabilities/long term illnesses. my personal posts are tagged with #personal or #vent depending on the topic. i’m always looking 4 moots n friends! w33d is my soulmate XD
pfp by my friend dolli.bun on insta
kin stuffs: i relate to robots as a reclamation of my body bc of long term illnesses. i have an insulin pump (that needs site changes every few days, battery charging, and updates) and it’s been a part of my body for as long as i can remember. my dad also really likes sci-fi and robots so he would call me a cyborg to help me feel cool >•< ! i also might need a gastric pacemaker at some point for my gastroparesis (stomach paralysis) which being a robot makes that concept feel less scary!! plus like robots are v autism coded and i have a presentation of traits that to me made me relate to robots i encountered in media! also i like viewing my mistakes as machine learning and my needs/taking care of myself as maintenance bc without maintenance computers n ppl break down >.<‘ . also i lowkey am also mothkin bc computer bugs hehe and also there’s a lot of familial and personal associations to luna moths for me. i’ve related to foxes since middle school loll and that’s due to like wanting to have a tail and ears, liking to bite ppl as a stim, being playful and liking play fighting, and i just think they’re so so cute!!! lastly, i relate to being a doll bc when i’m out of energy or overwhelmed/overstimulated i def have a tendency to dissociate which feels doll-like especially bc i have trance like episodes or whtver they’re called, and it helps me let others take care of me to be like oh they have to do this and i have to trust them bc i can’t function without a puppeteer to pull my strings (like a trust fall kind of? i don’t just let anyone care for me). also i love the japanese philosophy and art of kintsugi and have written a few poems inspired of it. i love the concept that mended fractures give something or someone more value rather than making them unvalued. i also had a lot of dolls as a kid and porcelain dolls are def my fav for how i see myself! also some of the like mindbreak or hypno stuffs can be fun for dollkin like the idea that someone slowly mentally turns you into a doll so you’ll accept their love and care (especially as a hyperindependent disabled person) is def appealing @.@ !! i also sometimes make kin posts for ghost n zombie/frankensteins creature kin types but those are lesser than robot, fox, doll, and moth right now
𖦹 hobbies: writing, reading, drawing, painting, scrapbooking, making fan edits, playing video games, crocheting, cosplaying, retro console modding, coding, doll customization, witchcraft, doing tarot, listening to music, baking, singing, making silly sounds in flstudio XD
𖦹 animes: as miss beezlebub likes, chobits, my dress up darling, darling in the franxx, chainsaw man, love chunibyo & other delusions, happy sugar life, future diary, horimiya, lord of mysteries, vivy ~fluorite eye’s song~, sailor moon, sword art online, frieren
𖦹 mangas: otaku vampire's love bite, pandora in the crimson shell, asumi-chan is interested in lesbian brothels, how do we relationship, i can't say no to the lonely girl, chobits
𖦹 shows: hannibal nbc, sandman, star trek: strange new worlds, doom patrol, bluey, blues clues, ruby gloom, agatha all along, wednesday, interview with the vampire, hex, bbc dracula, criminal minds, titans, watchmen, bee and puppycat
𖦹 movies: miller's girl, chainsaw man: reze arc, companion, scream (1996), lisa frankenstein, everything everywhere all at once, the craft, jennifer's body, promising young woman, batman: under the red hood, battle angel alita, batman begins, american mary, coraline, tangled, anything mcu (but like my favs are multiverse of madness and black widow probs but alsoo wanda n nat got me into the mcu as a baby bot), the matrix, bladerunner 2049
𖦹 music: hyperpop, electropop, alt z, pop, emo, metalcore, witch house, breakcore, scenecore, dark r&b, nightcore, escape room, phonk, dark trap, and darkwave!! my fav artists are robopup, bludnymph, ashnikko, deathbyromy, baby jane, saraunh0ly, korpsebunny, motionless in white, and sleep token
𖦹 gaming: 1000xRESIST, slay the princess, the beginner's guide, sims 3 & 4, tomodachi life (both old and new!), kemono teatime, detroit become human, galaxy princess zorana, volcano princess, road to empress i, i was a teenage exocolonist, overwatch (mercy & juno main <3), deadlock, marvel rivals (lady loki main 🐊), gtfo, alien isolation, baldur's gate 3, stardew valley, coral island, acnh, hello kitty island adventure, spiritfarer, the cosmic wheel sisterhood, doki doki literature club plus, needy streamer overload, danganronpa v2, swtor, risk of rain 2, minecraft, league of legends (i’m a beginner tho fs, ahri n yunara main atm) and vrchat. i mostly play on my pc but i also have a steam deck, nintendo switch, nintendo 3ds, ps vita, and xbox one that i play on! i love horror, dating sims/otomes, simulation, cozy, stat builders/daughter raising sims, your choices matter/multiple endings, visual novels, and (mmo)rpgs!
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