#foxposting

really pretty ,, i want this as like my background

i was sick, and i had stepped on glass that shattered

i was bleeding everywhere

i called my mom, waited, and got a voicemail

i cried for help. nobody was home except for me

i called back. she was thirty minutes out and helping catch a cat

i told her that i was scared for my life. just as i did the nights i thought i wouldn’t make it through

i was told that she’d come home and help

i kept pressure on the wound. she told me not to call an ambulance

i whimpered

i didn’t want to go out like this. what a pussy

i ended up collapsing a couple times from the pain when i got the first aid kit

i told my friends who were states out that i just wanted to talk for a bit while i kept my blood pressure lower

i was told that she’d be back in thirty minutes. tick, tick, tick

i wrapped everything up myself, poured alcohol on my wound (and cried, what a dumbass)

i slept on the couch

three hours later, she was home

it was my fault forbbeingsuch a fucking idiot

she never did care and it was my time to fend for myself

just like every other time

she was happy that i took care of it

and told me that i overreacted while i cleaned the blood up from our couch

do you think she would have cared if i were a foster cat

do you think she would have cared if i was an animal

maybe i deserve to be an animal

maybe that’s the only way i will be cared for

or maybe i just need to do what i’ve always done, like a vampire

and simply begged for strangers to stay with me while they roleplayed

let them do anything to me

because i am only loved that way

🦊 hello there! you guys can call me Kip, Neil, or just Fox/Foxboy, & i use he/yip pronouns!! ^^

🍂 i’m a minor, totally fine with adults interacting so long as you aren't being weirdos and/or creeps

🐾 pretty much just here to talk about foxes! i’m especially partial to red foxes, but they’re all cool in my completely professional opinion (/silly)

☀️ any sort of hatred/discrimination will not be tolerated here!! i don’t have a dni list, but i do block freely! if you are hateful or creepy towards anyone you’re getting the ban hammer!!! behave!!! >:[

*Later*