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entering my posting era where i make posts
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DANCE INSTRUCTOR: now do the robot! ME: [blushing] well. you heard what the boss said BEAUTIFUL ROBOT WOMAN: *evaporates my head with a plasma cannon*
being a pervert used to mean something. it used to require a smidgen of creativity and effort. in the past, you would have to commission your local internet deviant if you wanted feet content of video game characters. now your fetish is packaged and sold to you via micro transactions linked to your apple pay. capitalism is a blight.
watch as leninists conveniently ignore that he said this

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I used to be monotheistic. Until the great worm that I worship got cut in half
It flopped on Twitter, but I love her cute face
(Now she has a name, Midnight Sonata! she is Coliflea's OC from twitter too)
dont trace reference images. dont even LOOK at reference images. in fact, don't ever look at anything that exists in the world, in person or in photos or in videos, even when you're not drawing, because you will still be able to use the memories of what something looks like as a reference when you're drawing it later. yes that includes yourself. destroy all the mirrors in your house. don't look down at your hands or feet. don't look. close your eyes. close them tight. forget everything. it's okay, embrace the darkness. just forget.
random informal poll for people who routinely self-inject medication
how bad was your needle fear?
t-shirt that says no fear
I was nervous, but not too bad
my hands were shaking the whole time
scared shitless, took multiple days to do the first one
I would faint if I even fucking thought about a needle
I'm nosey show me the results
(how bad was it when you first started?)
hoping to use this post as a point of reference for "you can totally inject your HRT even though you're fucking terrified of it". if you have any advice or anecdotes please do pipe up!
#i do subdermal injections #first one was yesterday actually #so im using like 29ish gauge needles #microscopic little pinpricks #got shaky fucking hands especially when im handling something as teensy tiny as that ... #hands shaking the whole time like im holding a jackhammer ... #and then my hands begin to shake and wobble #with the needle under my skin #30 seconds later its done#i pull out and breathe a sigh of relief #and you wanna know something about that absolute fucking clown car pile up #felt fucking *nothing* the whole time #not going in not while the needle was dancing around inside me #worst bit was the minor ache afterwards
@wizardcyborgfromtheyear2099 these tags had me giggling, both because you're adorable and because that's exactly how it is!! I've been lucky enough to be present for around a half-dozen first injections, it's always hours of nerves followed by "that was it????"
watching the "oh my god I just did it for real. it's happening" realization dawn over their faces is actual, real magic. congratulations, I'm proud of you :)
My first injection was like a month ago and I was so nervous about it. The previous time I'd had a needle stuck in me was for a blood test, and even though it went well for me, I had to lay down until the spots came out of my vision because I was scared. (was the best i'd done with being scared of needles for at least a year) I had all the stuff; I was using 25 gauge needles my doctor prescribed. I had a lovely friend on a video call walking me through and.. I kinda fucked it up on my first try! After working up to it for an hour, I pricked myself a little, bled, and panicked. Two days later, I gave it another go; on my own this time because I didn't want to make my friend wait for me and I felt a little guilty (I really could have accepted her offer to do be with me again, if you're reading this... smiles at you ^_^) I spent another hour or so working up to it, I got scared, I pushed it in and did the injection. Then I panicked, ran off to the bathroom to get a band-aid, and felt really good about myself because I actually managed to do it! I also went and ate ice cream and affirmed to myself things that were not the fear: It didn't actually hurt that much, (true) it was just an unfamiliar pain, which can be scary. I bled the tiniest little bit, which is not dangerous at all. I actually got a bruise from it, but still: not dangerous.
I felt pretty silly and pathetic about being that scared. But! I did it anyways, and I also felt really good about being brave. Anyways, five or six injections later and I'm kind of looking forward to my next one (tomorrow!) because it represents choosing something hard that's good for me. And it's almost not scary anymore! I think it was really important for me to reinforce afterwards how it was cool, not dangerous like I would have expected from my fear, and to do something that makes me feel pleasure like eating sweets. (If you're like me and really scared; building better associations with something scary like this can help)
one of the things I find most inspiring about being trans is just how determined we are to help each other. here you are a month out from starting HRT and already reaching a hand out to help others get to where you are. I am so, so proud of you :)
the spots in your vision were likely from something called reflex syncope (sometimes called vasovagal syncope, tho that's only 1 of 3 types of reflex syncope), which is the reason there's an "I would faint" option.
Episodes of vasovagal syncope are typically recurrent and usually occur when the predisposed person is exposed to a specific trigger. Before losing consciousness, the individual frequently experiences early signs or symptoms such as lightheadedness, nausea, the feeling of being extremely hot or cold (accompanied by sweating), ringing in the ears, an uncomfortable feeling in the heart, fuzzy thoughts, confusion, a slight inability to speak or form words (sometimes combined with mild stuttering), weakness and visual disturbances such as lights seeming too bright, fuzzy or tunnel vision, black cloud-like spots in vision, and a feeling of nervousness can occur as well. The symptoms may become more intense over several seconds to several minutes before the loss of consciousness (if it is lost).
it's absolutely fascinating to me that the brain has a "panic so hard your body blue screens and has to restart" process, all the more so because you can train yourself out of it.
notice how many people voted for that option and yet still managed to do it. I promise that you can too! I don't promise it'll be easy, of course, but you really just Can Do It.
im like 99% sure this photoset drops in image quality every time it passes my dash

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the fact that the original lyrics were "she shouldve stayed the same" and that was changed to "she shouldve been a son" . everyone fucking knows kurt cobain was a girl
she shouldve either fucking died or she shouldve shut the fuck up and put up with being a boy. the one thing she shouldnt have been was a fucking girl
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Spies did not exist before spy films. The first spies were only trained after governments around the world saw the earliest spy thrillers and thought every other country already had them, so they needed to as well.
dude.
i knew a surgeon and he once told me “nobodys insides look like how the textbooks say they will. you never know what you’re going to find in there once you open them up” and that was easily the most ominous thing anyone’s ever said to me
when i was taking my first year anatomy lab, we’d occasionally find a cadaver where things would branch off or attach in the wrong order, and when we’d ask our prof about it, he’d just shrug and say “they must not have read the book”
When my friend was in med school one of the cadavers donated for them to autopsy didn't have a belly button, just smooth skin.
In the past 10 years of teaching in an anatomy lab, I have seen:
- A donor with a scrotum the size of my head. When we opened it up, we discovered it was a MASSIVE inguinal hernia and a good 1.5 ft of intestine were trapped down there.
- A donor with situs inversus totalis, whose organs were a mirror image of what we normally see (ie their heart pointed right and their liver was on the left, just for starters)
- A donor whose right common carotid artery branched off the aorta waaay over on the left hand side of the body and crossed alllll the way back across the thorax to get where it needed to be.
- A donor with 4 lobes for their right lung (should only be 3). We named the 4th lobe the Lisa Loeb, but all of the students were too young to appreciate our sparkling wit.
- A shocking variety of penile and breast implants. Y'all would not believe the number of different ways science has come up to counteract gravity.
- A couple of cases of ectopic kidneys, where a kidney didn't rise to its typical position just deep to the lowest ribs and instead stayed in the pelvis.
There is probably some other stuff that I am forgetting. Take home point is: the human body is weird and wonderful and you should learn more about yours!
....duuude.
Spleens Georg
14???????
My contribution: client co pinched nerve in L side of neck. I asked about health hx; she said, “I've got some extra ribs on that side.”
me: “some?” (!!!!!??!?!??!???)
Some was 2, but that’s crazy enough.
Yeah, I don't discover the anatomical weirdness but I've had clients come in with extra ribs, missing ribs, extra vertebra, accessory muscles (that's when you have duplicates - sometimes fine, sometimes not), bones connected where they shouldn't be (spoiler: if your lumbar spine is connected to your hip, it Causes Problems), all sorts of stuff. Bodies are weird!
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This made me remember that I had a friend in high school who had one thumb that was like half an inch shorter than the other. Not sure how that happened.
even the things you never think about are a spectrum
solve it. i dare you.
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oh fuck you
in case you all want to see my progress after hours of working at this hell puzzle

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