She's just a Leaf blowing in the wind

So you seem to think misogyny is acceptable if it's done by someone with your political views? Well dude, guess who isn't being set up with my single, super hot, genius, kind, perfect friend anymore?

Tfw you already are depressed about the future of the world and then you discover your ex boyfriend just got posted to the North Korean border. We're screwed everyone. Truely

I hate the fact I still have such lows even though I've been doing so much better I hate the fact I know I've made good progress in life yet it feels like fucking nothing I hate the fact even though I did nothing wrong and everyone knows that I'm the one that's done all the fucking suffering and everyone hates I hate the fact if I could go back to the lie when I was the closest to happy or if I could go to you before all the horrific lies you've said about happened I would in a second without hesitation I hate the fact I still need to delude myself with the bullshit that deep down you do really like me I hate the fact I am so far away from my friends I hate the fact some of my closest friends are too different now, unambitious and accepting, that I struggle to relate to them I had the fact I'm such a fuckup in everything I hate that you're (so far) the only guy whose treated me like I was actually someone worthwhile and yet you still then treated me like shit I hate the fact that people automatically just hate me for some reason which I still don't know why even after my many years of thinking it was cause I was unimportant and worthless and trash and horrifically ugly because that's what I got told by my classmates and my dad (answers on a postcard or anonymous message plz) I hate the fact that I then thought it was because I was annoying and boring even though I'm no more annoying and boring than any other fucking person on this planet I hate the fact that just one photo of you and her can fuck me up for days I hate the fact that I can't even commit suicide because I'm addicted to the possibility that one day I'll make it and actually be happy even though that's getting less and less likely