Not Him
(This was a short fic I posted originally on a different writing blog of mine, back in 2020. Reposting in honor of Father’s Day. Ha. )
“You’re not him.”
The thing wearing his skin grinned back at me from behind his usual tinted glasses. How did it even find me? I was just trying to buy some napkins for Thanksgiving, dammit, and there it was, waiting right there in the parking lot. Exasperation seeped through the layers of fear and horror. I really don’t have time for this.
“Sure I am, Sugar Pie. Don’t you believe I’d find a way to come back and meet your baby girls?”
Its speech was too fast, too fluid... it was mostly his voice, but it wasn’t his cadence, despite its use of my pet name. I pulled my two youngest behind me and they huddled together, knowing instinctively that something was very, very wrong.
“You’re not getting anywhere near my kids.”
The thing stopped it’s awkward approach. The gait was wrong. Its body listed to one side, not unlike his actual walk when the cancer got bad. Funny thing was, it was to the wrong side. I leaned down and whispered instructions to the kids.
“Get into the car, and get down into the floor of the backseat. Don’t look out the windows, no matter what you hear, understand? I’ll be there in just a minute. This man and I have to have a talk.”
One looked up at me, eyes wide and frozen in fear. Her sister, in contrast, had set her mouth in a determined line. She knew. Grabbing the other’s arm, she pulled her toward the nearby car and they scrambled in, the door slamming behind them. I prayed they would heed my warning and not look.
The thing cracked its neck to the side, its tangled hair swinging loose. He would’ve never been in public like that. Always kept his in a neat ponytail. The t-shirt was right, but wasn’t tucked in. Something else he would’ve never done.
“That’s fine,” it sniffed derisively, the voice loosing some of his pitch and taking on more of a growl. Guess it was dropping some of the pretense since I’d pretty much called it out. “Let them go. They’re too pure to be of use to us, anyway. That’s what you get for breeding above your class.”
“Don’t you dare...” I hissed, but it started to laugh.
“You had such potential for darkness, but then you found HIM.” Its chuckle dissolved into a sneer. “But we can scrub it out of you. Don’t worry.”
“You should’ve taken me twenty years ago,” I said, trying to buy myself a little time as I reached into the back pocket of my bag to find the bone-handled knife that lived there. “I probably would’ve come willingly at that point. But I’m not going anywhere with you now.”
My hand closed around it and slipped it free of its sheath, concealing the blade behind the bag for the moment. I sent up another prayer that the one who made it knew what she was doing, and that its magick still held.
“Oh, we had to wait for you to ripen, like fruit,” it shrugged. “Your opinions may have changed, but your power has only grown. And that’s all we care about.”
It flexed its fingers and cracked its knuckles, and I could see the tips of claws beginning to protrude from the otherwise human appearing fingertips. It started toward me again.
I dropped my bag off my shoulder and shifted my weight to my back foot, dropping into a ready posture. I wasn’t relishing the thought of gutting a demon wearing my dead father’s skin in the middle of a Hobby Lobby parking lot, but I was more tired of trying to have a conversation with it while the nosy middle class women stared at us as they entered and exited their SUV’s.
“Let’s get this over with.”

















