danya — free bird in angel skin

A = Aftercare

George always wraps his arms and legs around her, pulling her close. He whispers various pleasant things in her ear, kisses her, and strokes her. When she comes to her senses, he brings her something to drink and a snack.

Shunya, however, feels very tired after intercourse; her maximum is to wipe the semen off George with a tissue.

B = Body Part

George's favorites are her breasts, stomach, arms, neck, and thighs. He can bite and kiss them constantly, just give him the chance. He is not ashamed that after a long separation (a whole day), he takes her hand and kisses it. He gets teased for it, and Shunya herself giggles.

Shunya's favorites are his back, hair, fingers, collarbones. She loves to scratch him during their union. She adores kissing his collarbones and biting his fingers. She becomes very playful next to him. And his hair... That's not exactly a body part, but she has a separate fixation on it. She loves to squeeze, run his locks between her fingers, and stroke them. Even if he shaved his head bald (which he won't do), she would run her fingers over his bald head.

C = Cum

George is calm about it, and even likes what her body produces, but Shunya is quite squeamish and sensitive. She occasionally allows it on her body, but does not really welcome it inside her. She will only allow it when they decide to have children.

D = Dirty Secret

Shunya — Dreams that he would torment her. She really wants to see him completely free, and for him to do with her everything he can possibly imagine.

E = Experience

Both have very little experience. George kissed a couple of female classmates, and his first time... Was shortly before his relationship with Shunya, and it wasn't worth it. And Shunya had no experience at all. Simply no one to do it with. She never kissed, never slept with anyone. Roughly speaking, they are each other's first in the true sense.

F = Favorite Position

Their baseline is missionary. But George loves it when she is in the cowgirl position. Sometimes they use doggy.

But their favorite, especially in the mornings when there's no rush — is on their sides.

G = Goofy

Shunya threw up during their first time. It was so awkward that she doesn't want to remember it, but George just recalls it with laughter.

They are both hardcore aesthetes. They primarily seek aesthetic pleasure, rather than physical. And they shave purely for that reason. As for hair on the head, same deal. Shunya gets pleasure from George's hair, and George likes Shunya's hair

I = Intimacy

Romance is a frequent occurrence in their relationship. They often have what outsiders call "cutesy" behavior. He is very loving, and Shunya wants a lot of affection. And when she started to trust him, she became no less romantic.

Shunya once bought him a bouquet of flowers. He stood there not understanding what was happening.

J = Jack Off

George does it quite often. He is very active in that regard and relieves tension that way. He realizes he doesn't have the right to ask Shunya every time.

Shunya doesn't indulge in it often; she started doing it consciously quite late.

They help each other with their hands more often now. Their first sexual encounter went exactly like that — Shunya jerked George off, and George masturbated Shunya. And they still do that for each other.

K = Kink

George has so many kinks that they can't be listed. Almost everything that falls within the bounds of the law — he likes and wants. His favorites are being choked, and grabbing his partner by the wrist.

Shunya loves to tickle George. A strange fetish, but seeing George helpless under her sometimes is an aphrodisiac for her.

L = Location

Shunya's bed is their favorite.

George's favorite is the kitchen table.

But they both like doing it on the armchair, with Shunya on top of him. For George, there's a special aesthetic in this, and for Shunya, it's comfortable. George also likes it when she can't move, and sits on him, with his penis inside her... He literally gasps with pleasure in those moments.

M = Motivation

George gets aroused when Shunya wears his clothes. And she often walks around in his clothes, especially at home, because it's more comfortable.

Shunya gets aroused when he comes home after a hard day's work, sits on the couch, and sprawls out tiredly. She somehow really likes the sight of George like that, and her knees practically buckle.

N = No

What both of them don't like is an important thing — anything that would cause pain to their partner. They are ready for anything for each other's sake, but they will not cross the line of the law and comfort.

O = Oral

Let's start with receiving:

George — loves it. He always praises Shunya, because in his opinion she does it magnificently. He is sensitive during this, especially when her tongue slowly runs from his balls to the frenulum, and teases with the tip of her tongue. Even looking at her is torture, because he will cum any second.

Shunya — is very sensitive. Because of this, she agrees with difficulty, because she is embarrassed. She cums very quickly, especially when George finds the right rhythm and strength. One time, she nearly broke George's jaw. Shunya likes it, but after each time she trembles all over.

Giving:

George — give him two. He loves it when she allows it, because he literally starts devouring her. He reads her micro-movements, her breathing, her sounds — and understands what to do when. He loves it when she cums on his tongue and licking it off. And he dreams that she would sit on his face. Pure bliss.

Shunya — She is shy, but she likes that in such moments she is in control. She does it uncertainly, but tries for his sake. She learned to do it perfectly the way George likes it. She practically learned to do deep throat, but stops every time out of fear.

P = Pace

For both — a slow tempo, transitioning into a fast one.

Q = Quickie

George likes it, Shunya doesn't really. In such moments, Shunya lacks tactile sensations and words.

R = Risk

George dreams of having sex in a store, but it's always Shunya who stops him. Fred joked a couple of times: "So, should I prepare a place for you or not?" and Shunya just squealed with embarrassment. In principle, George would love to, but he doesn't want Shunya to feel uncomfortable.

S = Stamina

George can happily go three times a day. Shunya more than twice — and she's already tired.

T = Toys

Handcuffs, collars, and vibrators — they have them. But they are not used often. Even more so — very rarely, because Shunya gets embarrassed.

They are mainly used on George, but sometimes on Shunya.

U = Unfair

Shunya gets annoyed when George chatters with his talking DURING SEX. But she's used to it by now.

And George is still annoyed that Shunya is still mostly afraid to make the first move. But he just tries to lead her as often as possible to the understanding that she has the right to want and to do what she does.

V = Volume

George talks constantly during sex. Just constantly. He whispers something, comments, says his thoughts, gives nicknames.

Shunya, on the other hand, tries to stay quiet, but sometimes... Sometimes she moans. Very loudly. Mostly while George is performing cunnilingus on her. She prefers to whisper quietly, and only speaks when the position becomes uncomfortable.

W = Wild Card

Shunya once almost bit through George's carotid artery in a moment of excessive love. George walked around with a proud smile, and Shunya apologized for a year.

X = X-Ray

George is a head taller than Shunya. And both of them absolutely love it.

George has an average-sized penis, and it's more on the thick side, while Shunya has a C-cup bust.

Y = Yearning

George — 100%, he's sex-crazed in the literal sense. He wants it always, everywhere, and whenever possible. If an opportunity arises — he'll take it immediately.

Shunya — 50%, she wants it, but for her it's not as important as hugs, kisses, words. She is generally not that interested in it. But she does have moods when she herself suggests it to George.

Z = ZZZ

[ — Well, it’s not as bad as it could have seemed. ]

Loneliness is a feeling that destroys you from the inside. But a person who has spent a long time alone with themselves will eventually become someone who needs more than just simple conversations.

Jesus Christ

She began attracting attention through Christianity. Yes, in a school of magic — you understood that correctly. She started promoting this religion, trying to show that it was the true faith. A faith of love and hope. Something that people should believe in.

She was a half-blood. No one knows her exact roots, but considering that she mostly spoke about Orthodox Christianity, everyone came to the conclusion that she was Slavic.

At first, some people laughed quietly, but later, a few began to join her. She knew how to speak and how to make people believe. Magic? Manipulation? Not at all. She simply knew what a person wanted to hear during a difficult time. She knew what people needed. And she gave it to them through words.

Did she truly believe? No one knows for sure. Some say she is obsessed with religion, while others believe it is all an act. But one thing is certain — because of this, she was almost expelled.

She promised not to talk about it anymore, but she still occasionally breaks that promise.

Part One. The Beginning.

Overall, her story as Rowen began in early childhood. She doesn't remember exactly how it started, and she probably couldn't put it into words anyway. But in her mind, there is a picture of herself as a little girl, standing in front of a mirror, thinking: "I want to be like Mum." That was her first conscious thought. But even at that age, she had to constantly play a role. Especially after George was recognized as a boy.

This story is rarely discussed by the Weasley family, but from the earliest childhood, even before conscious memory, George (at the time, named Elaina) had always been similar to Fred. Even then, Elaina didn't like who she was. That was when Rowen, at the time Ron, approached her then-sister.

— Why do you hate your name so much? — Ron's voice was quiet; it was evening. They were supposed to be going to sleep, but no one could.

— Because I know it's not my name. It's completely wrong.

Just to be safe, Elaina was taken to Healers, and they were able to determine that Elaina should have been born a boy. Then he said only one phrase:

— I want to be George.

And no one argued with him. That was the first time Rowen saw the twins truly happy. Fred and George became that unforgettable team. They were still almost indistinguishable, except for a few details. But George was happy.

And Rowen was jealous. But then, being a child, a thought occurred to her: "what if... I'm not imagining things?" But she was frightened by her parents' phrase about six sons and one daughter. What if Rowen was supposed to be a boy? A stupid thought that contradicted her essence, but she was scared. Scared that she wouldn't be accepted, even though she had a different example right in front of her eyes, but in her head there was always that "but." She buried herself underground and began playing the role of a boy from an early age.

And so it continued until Hogwarts. She was a boy, and boys like girls. But then she realized that her heart beat faster not from the glances of girls, but from the touches of boys. She became frightened of herself. It was wrong; she was supposed to be like normal guys. By the time she was thirteen, George had started looking at her with strange glances. There was something odd in them, but she could never figure out what they meant. Were they mocking her? But there were no smiles. Never.

Time flew by; with Harry and Hermione, it slipped through her fingers, and everything became unimportant. Until at fourteen, everything suddenly turned upside down.

An argument with Ginny over a "wish." She doesn't remember exactly what it was about. Something to do with Quidditch, she doesn't recall precisely. But the wish itself she will remember for the rest of her life.

— Ron, try on my dress!

Typical silly teasing. What's so surprising? Rowen started joking that the dress would sooner burst at the seams than she could fit into it, but a bet was a bet. She couldn't refuse.

She was fourteen. She looked at herself in the dress. She felt awkward, but inside her chest, everything began to beat... calmer. As if the fear had vanished, and relaxation had set in.

The old name, the one she remembered. She saw that word in a book and changed one letter, and she knew instantly that this was the name she wanted to hear directed at her.

R O W E N.

And that was when this storyline truly began.

Part Two. Real Life.

Rowen could only talk to one person — George. But approaching him about it was emotionally difficult. So she started doing small things for her own pleasure. Sometimes she would alter her clothes, but without magic so that no one would find out (her fingers were often covered in scratches because of this). She moved toward self-acceptance very slowly, changing at a pace she could manage. Playing the role became harder and harder, and she turned to toxic masculinity to make sure no one would suspect what was hidden behind Ron's mask. Fear — that was her constant companion. Along with an immense shame. She started arguing less, because that drew less attention, and she could be more herself, though her best friends asked what had happened and why Rowen had suddenly become calmer.

But how do you tell them that their Ron had never really been the Ron they all knew?

— I'm just tired, everything's fine, really.

That was the most believable answer. And so it seemed like everything was moving at the same pace. Slowly but surely.

But then the war began.

This part is very hard to write about, but let's just say one simple thing — her mind was elsewhere. War, stress, deaths — and everything that was locked inside her head. And also the fear that she would die and never get to feel like her true self. She was terrified that everyone would remember her as Ronald Weasley. She didn't want that. Besides her family, friends, and everyone else, she was fighting for what was inside her. She promised herself that someday, she would find the courage to tell the truth about herself.

When the war ended and Fred survived but fell into a coma, she began spending a lot of time with George. And that was when she told him the truth about herself. Acceptance came immediately. George had already transitioned by then, and he became Rowen's main support. He was there when she came out to the family. They reacted... ambivalently. It was hard to readjust, and they often made mistakes, but they managed to accept it. Step by step.

Of course, there were conflicts, but they died down because family is the most important thing to them.

When Fred woke up and was recovering, he took the news as a matter of course. Basically, he and George had long suspected it and sometimes discussed it, but only as a hypothetical.

At nineteen, she began her transition.

And it was during this period that she fully realized: she was a girl who loved boys.

No romantic storylines are planned in her story for now. Maybe someday.

This might all be expanded upon!!!

Part Three. The Creation Itself.

I am very grateful to the authors on AO3 who wrote some really great fanfics on this topic. Very inspiring. The story has changed a lot and was originally much harsher plot-wise. But I decided to make it more positive, a kind of escape. I also planned a Cedric/Rowen pairing, but I completely abandoned that idea.

The story was planned as a huge epic, but I changed my mind because I figured I definitely wouldn't be able to do it alone :D.

The Tumblr blog will be back up and running soon; for now, I'm just planning to have fun. That's about it.