I regret so much not being able to know what couldβve happened if i had stayed with you, how our lives couldβve been, would we have lasted? I know this is what i get for the choice I made, was it the right one? I donβt even know to be honest, it feels like i never knew anything and i still donβt.
Wish everything didnβt feel so confusing all the time, so blurry, so incomplete, so dark, so pointless.
Wish you were still around even if weβre not together anymore, wish you still wanted me around but I get thats very selfish to expect.
Wish I didnβt miss feeling like someone wanted me in their life the way you did.
Wish I didnβt feel so temporary and unimportant they way Iβve been feeling lately.
Wish someone would see me the way you did.
Wish I didnβt feel like Iβm fading more and more everyday.
