i be like “idc” then my chest start hurting

i wish i was a “love me loudly or don’t love me at all” person but i was cursed with abandonment issues so im a “love me however terribly and abusively you want just don’t leave me” person

sorry man i can't make it tonight i'm in the torture room again (my brain)

cant talk rn i'm busy being a danger to myself

knew from a young age that i was weird and unfixable

if ur wondering what the fuck is wrong with me imagine how i feel

Losing interest in everything tbh

anyway. there is beauty + power in telling someone I deserve more than you can offer and leaving

*cancels plans* sorry i can’t come i’m ugly

i wish i could say “?????????” in real life it would be very useful