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My mind tends to wander in strange places

I stay up hearing voices and seeing faces

The way they look at me makes me think Back to all the time I’ve wasted

The hole inside my chest has left me aching

I feel the ghost watching me through the window from the pavement

Tell the reaper I give up my life is for his taking

Because I can’t take another day like this!

In this overwhelming strange Abyss

Up smoking, thinking

My mood swung, and I started drinking

I don’t even remember when the last time that I blinked is

And every time I go to put my blunt out I hit it

I need another bag but Ill still smoke this down to the midget

Without it I get nervous and get to twitchin

Vicious, lashin out about to consume me another victim

Not recognizing all the pain that I inflicted

But the weed is the least of my worries if I get sippin

Start trippin mind goes ballistic

Sniffing head noddin off I get to slippin

Wish my mind could gravitate to realignment

Find the key to free me from my confinement

Wish everyone would just leave me alone

I could really use some peace and quiet

When I’m alone I feel the weight

If I die tonight Please do not resuscitate

All this pain is suffocating me

Painful eyes in my reflection

Never fails to remind me daily

I hear you talking on the phone

A single breath to sell your life away

I wish that you’d leave me alone

I’m not okay

I scream inside my head

I hear it crack as it starts to break

I feel too stressed out

It’s more than I can take

I stay high

hide from my problems above the sky

up on the moon in outer space

I keep my distance

Depressed so I stay blazed

Probably why my minds trapped up in this maze

My mind unwinds

The smoke starts to slow time

Searching in my heart

Hoping a bit of peace is what I find

But this empty feeling that surrounds me

And the ever present lack of time

Makes a profound impact

I’m nervous below the surface.

Everything is getting worse.

Is it all hopeless?

This medication doesn’t work.

Everyday im losing hope.

as I’m searching for a way out.

I just need a way to cope

somebody please just rid me of this curse.

I’m at a point where waking up just seems to hurt,

I’m getting tired.

someone please just bury me to sleep.