Perhaps I made a mistake in that knowledge is not "the power" or provider of answers i was told it was. In my experience it seems that the more I know the less I know what to do to be helpful. perhaps then it's a better modality to understand what I should not do, to learn the ways in which I can be harmful and avoid them. With this consideration of mind anything I choose to do will be helpful (again also long as I can be sure it's not harmful). The nature of being human is collective and diverse. Even though it seems like we need a very specific solution to the problems of this world it goes against us living diversely and contributing collectively. Our cumulative effect will stop our Society from continuing to harm the planet. Going out of our way to learn copious amounts of knowledge that is not naturally on the path to what we want to do to be helpful and connected to other people is a distraction. The longer we stay distracted the longer we stayed disconnected.

We are literally on a giant rock with a millions forms of life and and endless galaxy around us rendering us to a fraction of a spec. That shits weird.