Hello!!

i bring a sort of “you should maybe interrogate your so-called ‘preferences’ to make sure they’re not literal textbook examples of severe unconscious bias” vibe that my woke gay friends dont really like

Transitioning as someone with no particular internal sense of gender feels a little strange. Im going to be very different yet the same, likely more the same than even I suspect. Plus the hormones havnt had a very strong affect on my mood or state of mind so its like, im very normal rn just changing my body schematics as a hobby. (Wich i am pretty excited about)

lol, lmao even

CNC because making decisions stress her out.

Always the right choice pets ;)

a man walked up to me at pigcon and said that he followed me on social media for my games & was kinda introduced to transness through me & it actually really helped him when his daughter came out to him wrt being understanding & supportive & i stg i fucking melted into a fucking puddle on the spot 🥺

slamming the big red button on my desk labeled "bweh" over and over again to no discernible effect

why is this post completely broken in every way imaginable

It’ll be almost impossible to find this post unless it wanders across your dash.

It wandered across mine. I shall help it travel forward.

this is not a place of honor

Oh hey post of Ozymandius, good to see you again standing on your feet in a desert where no one remembers you

THEY KILLED AMITY???????

you're not allowed to tell girls who are in a terrible place that they're not broken. it's a bannable offense on tumblr.

Honestly, fuck @staff. This post helped save my life and @staff banned her. Fuck you @staff, when ya'll are *anywhere* close to the level of harm reduction that this post provided, maybe then you'll be a real blogging site again

THEY KILLED ESTROGEN BLOOD CHALK TOOO?????

they cannot kill me in any way that matters. Thanks for being here, lovely.

Do you remember when Amity risked her blog to give love and paid the price? I haven't forgotten.

You matter

-DESCARTES. René. Meditationes de Prima philosophia, Paris, 1641.

It wasn’t even for one of my two actual systems… they paid that for my very much free two pager game…

I mean... If you can track them back, you can ask them if they meant to do it. If not, there's nothing you can really do about it, is there? Happy little accident. And if they paid specifically for a small and free game, they probably meant it.

cis men are doing forcemasc self hypnosis every day

cis men know that it’s possible to be amab and not a man and it’s their biggest fear

I’m coming for them.

I still am

I'm not even nearly as anti-LLM as most other leftists but part of approaching new technology is "hey let's think real critically about the application and scope of this so we can use it in ways that are worth it and don't cause mass scale societal damage" but the fact that it's being injected into fucking EVERYTHING makes any stance more cautious than "USE LLMS FOR EVERYTHING NOW AND FOREVER" so much more anti than the status quo that I don't even fucking want to add nuance

Like most of the problems people have with LLMs are the natural conclusion of decades of tech companies gaining monopolies, environmental regulations struggling to keep up with new technologies, and a growing semi-privatized surveillance state, as opposed to issues with LLMs themselves. There's a theoretical reality where LLMs are implemented in useful, responsible, and sustainable ways but that reality is so far removed from our current one that none of those points actually matters

The fact that I don't know if this is satire or not is somewhat chilling

some days i feel overwhelming grief for the fact that i never got to be a teenaged girl

i should have been an awkward tomboy slowly figuring out she's a lesbain and crushing on my best friend but instead i was crushed into nothing by feelings i couldn't even point to

I should've had an incredibly awkward "not like other girls" phase, spent some time thinking everyone was cringe for being so boy crazy, which would've led me to assume I was just better than them right up until I realized that the crushing feeling I got when talking to that girl I found cool and interesting and funny and- was, in fact, why we call it a crush (kid me was a bit slow on the uptake when it came to emotional stuff). Bref, it probably would've been awkward instead of simply alienating.