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(cliff marleau voice) no man there’s actually a huge difference. italian catholics know that they will sin but know that they will be forgiven. the irish catholics believe they will never be absolved from sin and shame.
(shane hollander voice) oh yeah cool i get it (furiously texting under the table) dad are we irish
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"You like tuna melt?" "You wanna... make me a tuna melt?"
HUDSON WILLIAMS as SHANE HOLLANDER Heated Rivalry (2025) — Season 01, Episode 04
I’m firmly of the belief that after the fan mail thing, for like 2 straight months Connors and Marleau just randomly text each other hollanov related epiphanies with the manic energy of that one Game Grumps video about Mark Zuckerberg.
Bouncin on it
Maybe I just haven’t met the right woman….
……..bouncin on it
when i was in college my straight friend ended up topping me every once in a while and every time he was like ”bro you are so gay and like dick so much that it makes me feel like i need to do it but it’s not gay because i’m just fucking a hole” and in my mind’s eye that’s how cliff marleau sees his encounters with men. and yes i was so desperate that i let him call me bro and just babble how gay i am to let him fuck me. and then i got a boyfriend and suddenly we weren’t friends anymore lol.
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Cliff wants to be a good bro and a good ally so when he and Ilya hang out to watch a movie, he decides they’re gonna watch a Gay Movie. And what is the one Gay Movie every straight guy knows? Brokeback Mountain. And what is the only thing straight guys know about Brokeback Mountain? That it’s the gay cowboy movie. And hey that sounds fun, cowboys are fun
Shane gets a text two hours later from Cliff that’s a picture of Ilya on the couch with his head down between his knees and he’s just like “HELP I BROKE HIM IM SORRY I DIDNT KNOW THEY BROKE UP AND THEN THE ONE GUY GOT HATECRIMED TO DEATH I THOUGHT THERE WOULD BE GUNS AND TRAIN ROBBING”
Heated Rivalry (2025) // Love Letters of a Portuguese Nun (1667)
Do u guys think Shane and Ilya make fun of the rest of the gay hockey society because they all got normcore boyfriends who make $40k a year
Shane: I mean I guess Fabian is an entrepreneur that’s gotta count for something right?
Ilya: [barely listening] yeah for sure. Should I buy this Rolls-Royce in yellow or red?
Shane: The yellow will clash with our garage.
At some point there must've been a rumor that came out of nowhere saying Shane Hollander was dating a Kardashian.
And it was no Rose situation. Ilya saw the headline and he laughed so hard it was heard all the way to Montreal. He took a screenshot and sent it to Shane with the caption "Jane meet Kane" and almost pissed himself from how funny he thought it was.
Bood, walking into the Cens locker room on June 1st: happy pride :)
Shane: huh?
Ilya: *not listening*
Troy: what?
Luca: happy pride to you too, Bood :)
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This is the Luca and Shane dynamic to me btw
I had a vision
I'm rereading heated rivalry the book and book Shane is so competitive that when they first hook up and Ilya swallows when Shane doesn't, Shane feels like Ilya beat him at gay blow jobs. #hashtagmyshane
"do you want that problem to go away?" actually kills me because you can see in shane's eyes if ilya needed to walk away shane would let him. even though it would break his heart he would do it because he loves ilya so much and wants ilya to be able to be safe and happy. but then ilya reassures him: don't ever leave me. i will never leave you.
Let me emotionally destroy you with this reminder of what actually happened in the book 😭
“He’d needed to pull over while driving home that night because he hadn’t been able to see the road through his tears. He’d been so confused and scared and devastated. He should have been going home with Rose, his gorgeous movie star girlfriend, not crying on the side of the road, alone in his car, over an obnoxious Russian hockey player.”
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happy Barely Keeping It Together Wednesday to all who celebrate
Different anon, but please, say more about your thoughts on Shane's aversion to topping connecting to all of that?
Oh I just think it *could* be linked to his comphet experiences. I don’t think it has to be, like this is total headcanon zone. So maybe Shane is just a guy who doesn’t enjoy topping, it’s not his nature.
But I think there’s at least an interesting angle to explore in like…Shane has been trying to perform heterosexuality for so long, and he very much connects this in his brain with the mechanics of fucking versus being fucked. He tells Rose he’s a bottom as almost an explanation of why he couldn’t satisfy her. I think Shane conflates attraction and the physical mechanism of sex—women want me to fuck them, men will fuck me—and I think him working through that could be interesting!
The thing about the cultural script of heterosexuality is that it collapses the physical act of penetration and dominance/submission and pursuer/pursued and subject/object and lover/beloved and provider/taker and masculinity/femininity into one single dynamic of man/woman. One of the major cultural projects of queerness is disrupting this mapping and while I don’t see Shane like, engaging with queerness in an overtly cultural or academic way, I do think this would become something he turns over more as he settles into his relationship with Ilya and his public identity as a gay man. Topping your husband, who you love, and who everyone knows you love, and whose body makes you feel safe—very different than what heterosexuality demanded of Shane, and once those demands are permanently lifted I think he could feel more free to explore.
