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First I consume media and then I go to the tumblr tag and consume the fan content until the obsession fades

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Nothing puts the scale of Alec and Magnus's relationship into perspective like remembering that Rafe (the second child they adopted) was born before they started dating. Alec really did the speedrun from "seventeen-year-old who's never been on a date" to "married, father of two, important government leader" in five years
I have watched 900 BLs here is my top 10%
10 BLs I have rated 10/10
Seven Days (Seven Days: Monday-Thursday AND Seven Days: Friday-Sunday) Japan 2015
Until We Meet Again - Thai 2019
Color Rush - Korea 2021
Light On Me - Korea 2021
To My Star - Korea 2021
We Best Love: No. 1 For You and We Bes Love: Fighting Mr. 2nd - Taiwan 2021
Semantic Error Korea 2022
I Cannot Reach You AKA Kimi ni wa Todokanai - Japan 2023
Our Dating Sim - Korea 2023
Secret Lover - Taiwan 2025
58 BLs I Have Rated 9/10
Long Time No See - Korea 2017
HIStory 2: Crossing the Line - Taiwan 2018
He's Coming to Me - Thai 2019
Cherry Magic AKA 30-sai made Dotei Da to Mahotsukai ni Nareru rashii AKA Cheri Maho - Japan 2020
Oxygen - Thai 2020
Wish You: Your Melody in My Heart - Korea 2020
A First Love Story - Korea 2021 (short)
A Tale of Thousand Stars - Thai 2021
Be Loved In House: I Do - Taiwan 2021
Love is Science? - Taiwan 2021 (BL cut)
Lovely Writer - Thai 2021
My Beautiful Man AKA Utsukushii Kare - Japan 2021
Nobleman Ryu's Wedding - Korea 2021
Bad Buddy - Thai 2022
Blueming - Korea 2022
Cherry Blossoms After Winter - Korea 2022
Minato's Laundromat AKA Minato Shouji Koin Randorii - Japan 2022
My Ride - Thai 2022
Not Me - Thai 2022
Old Fashion Cupcake - Japan 2022
Takara-kun and Amagi-kun - Japan 2022
I Feel You Linger in the Air - Thai 2023
Jun and Jun - Korea 2023
Kiseki: Dear to Me - Taiwan 2023
La Pluie - Thai 2023
Laws of Attraction - Thai 2023
Love Tractor - Korea 2023
My Personal Weatherman AKA Taikan Yoho - Japan 2023
My School President - Thai 2023
Our Dining Table AKA Bokura no Shokutaku - Japan 2023
Step By Step - Thai 2023
The Eighth Sense - Korea 2023
The New Employee - Korea 2023
Unintentional Love Story - Korea 2023
Century of Love - Thai 2024
Cherry Magic (Thai remake) - Thai 2024
Cosmetic Playlover - Japan 2024
Love For Love's Sake - Korea 2024
Sugar Dog Life - Japan 2024
The Rebound - Thai 2024
The Sign - Thai 2024
Unknown - Taiwan 2024
Wandee Goodday - Thai 2024
We Are - Thai 2024
Ball Boy Tactics - Korea 2025
Desire the series AKA ABO Desire - China 2025
Khemjira - Thai 2025
Knockout - Thai 2025
My Magic Prophecy - Thai 2025
Our Youth AKA Miseinen: Mijukuna Oretachi wa Bukiyo ni Shinkochu - Japan 2025
Reset - Thai 2025
Revenged Love - China 2025
School Trip: I Happened to Join a Group of Cool Guys AKA Shugakuryoko de Nakayokunai Group ni Hairimashita - Japan 2025
See Your Love - Taiwan 2025
ThamePo - Thai 2025
The Heart Killers - Thai 2025
Your Sky - Thai 2025
Me and Thee - Thai 2026
22 BLs I Have Rated 8/10
of the 139 I have rated 8/10 these are the 22 I would rewatch right now
Addicted - China 2016
HIStory Obsessed - Taiwan 2017
Love By Chance - Thai 2018
Some More - Korea 2018
HIStory 3: Trapped - Taiwan 2019
See You After Quarantine? - Taiwan 2021
The Tasty Florida - Korea 2021
About Youth - Taiwan 2022
DNA Says Love You - Taiwan 2022
Oh! Boarding House - Korea 2022
The Eclipse - Thai 2022
A Breeze of Love - Korea 2023
Bed Friend - Thai 2023
Destiny Seeker -Thai 2023
Hidden Agenda - Thai 2023
Love Mate - Korea 2023
Make a Wish - Thai 2023
My Tooth Your Love - Taiwan 2023
Stay By My Side - Taiwan 2023
Meet You At the Blossom - China 2024
Perfect Propose - Japan 2024
Top Form - Thai 2025
My rating system:
10/10 HIGHLY RECOMMENDED faithful to tropes, happy ending, good chemistry, few flaws, high rewatch potential 9/10 ABSOLUTELY RECOMMENDED probably a few pacing issues or one flaw 8/10 RECOMMENDED some concerns around tropes (like dub con) or story structure but still satisfies as BL 7/10 RECOMMENDED WITH RESERVATIONS i.e. isn’t quite BL, convoluted, not strictly HEA, too short/long, or chemistry issues 6/10 WORTH WATCHING BUT FLAWED probably around the ending or in narrative structure/cohesion or censorship 5/10 WATCH IF YOU HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO but don’t expect much, it’s a total hot mess 4/10 FATALLY FLAWED but still basically BL, however… do we want to support this kind of behavior? 3/10 I DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM WATCHING AND NEITHER DOES IT 2/10 IT'S DEPRESSING they killed the gay, save yourself 1/10 IT'S AWFUL, I WATCHED IT SO YOU DON'T HAVE TO
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i really think a lot of the long game conflict boils down to shane saying “hey i’m really scared” and ilya thinking “well i took a meat cleaver to MY life in order to have a chance at happiness and i survived it so why the fuck can’t you do the same for me??” while he grows paler and paler from blood loss and pointedly does NOT look at the ghost of his mother who appears in the rearview mirror of his porsche cayman gt4 and whispers for him to take his pregame cens v raiders nap in the garage with the engine running
I think people should get into Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji if they liked Heated Rivalry. Semi similar also completely different…

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At some point after they're married, Shane and Ilya are apart for like a week for ~reasons~ and when they're both home again, Shane basically jumps Ilya by the front door and drags him to the bedroom.
After they're finished fucking, Shane says something to the effect of, "I can't believe I used to go months without this."
And Ilya, as smug and satisfied as the cat who got the proverbial cream, replies, "Bet you wouldn't have held out for two years if you'd known what getting fucked felt like, huh?"
"Maybe," Shane says. He's still kind of out of it, so the next words slip out thoughtlessly, "I mean, I wanted to when we first planned it. I just kind of freaked out when it fell through and you left me on read."
Ilya's heart drops. "What do you mean?"
Shane does not pick up on his change in tone. "Just made me feel like I was alone in how much I wanted it. Obviously when you kept messaging me I realized I wasn't but it took a while to get over that feeling, y'know?"
Then he yawns, turning over to cuddle into Ilya's side, already drifting off and unaware that Ilya is now wide awake, staring up at the ceiling and wondering if wanting to go back in time and wring his nineteen year old self's neck counts as thoughts of self harm.
If there’s one thing I am, it’s a Cliff Marleau stan. He’s Ilya’s best friend. He and Ilya have never talked about their feelings. He’s bisexual. He’s an ally. He’s a vampire. He has sworn his loyalty to Ilya across centuries. He and Ilya used to take girls home together all the time and it kind of hurt his feelings when Ilya stopped wanting to. Truly contains multitudes for a man who has approximately five spoken lines.
Cliff: Hollanderrrr!!!! U tryna get a handie 2nite?
Shane: Hi Cliff, I know this is how you and Ilya communicate plans but please just text me normally. Yes I will be coming to the bar with you and Ilya tonight.
it occurs to me that ilya was taught by everyone except his mother that his only worth was in the things he could provide them (money, prestige, etc) and when he fell for shane, he realized that there wasn't anything he could offer that shane didn't already have
Tucker, the cat behind Lady Normalgirl’s noble eunuch, passed away on Tuesday morning.
From about the time I could talk, I dreamed of having a pet cat — and when I was ten, that dream finally came true. But in all my tiny child dreaming, I don’t think I could have imagined a cat better than Tucker. He’s been my constant companion for the last thirteen years, through all the best and worst bits of my life and as much as I know it’s good he’s no longer in pain, it seems very wrong that I have to do this next worst bit without him.
I’m thankful that we were able to spend so long together (even if it doesn’t feel quite long enough) and I’m so very grateful that over the last year and a bit I was able to share him with all of you. Knowing that he will be remembered so far and wide means more than I can really express. He definitely knew how insanely much I loved him (and I know how much he loved me back), but I’d like to think he knew how much so many of you loved him and how much joy his noble likeness’s comics brought so many people. While I know I will never stop missing him and that my sadness might never truly go away, it will always be a comfort to know my little cat has left behind such a grand legacy of love and happiness.
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AO3 changed their beta status to omega for April fools. Everybody else can go home because we already have a winner
If Shane and Ilya have to be on the same team it should have been Boston.
Ilya would sit his team down and be like: Boys. You know how the second greatest hockey player in the league fucks up our chances at the cup pretty regularly? Well what if I told you I’ve decided to take one for the team and solve this problem for us once and for all. That’s right, I’ve leveraged my incredible body and sex appeal to seduce Shane Hollander to Boston at an extreme pay cut, thus basically securing us every cup until the end of time. Now everyone be nice to this hot piece of ass I have secured for hockey reasons because I’m such a baller.
I think they would crown him a champion. I think they would be like “the gay thing is weird but we can’t argue with results and anyway Ilya’s fucked all the pussy from Boston to Montreal it makes sense he’s branched out. Boston would be like “we literally don’t care if they’re fucking on center ice if they’re winning cups they’re winning fucking cups”. Shane would do a joint dunks commercial with him and eventually become the people’s sweetheart. Maura Healey would personally petition for Ily to get citizenship.
Ilya is their god king and Shane is therefore untouchable. The people of Boston and the team itself would be shitting themselves with sheer joy at the chance to beat the shit out of Montreal in every way that matters. It’s a literal bloodbath every time. People are crying in the streets watching their boys give a beatdown to every Metro who gets near Shane on the ice. Everyone’s uncle from south Boston gets a little worked up around their Newport like “he may be a homo but he’s our homo. And he plays some damn fine hockey.” They name one of the harbor seals after him.
Shane Hollander the atlantic harbor seal:
I made this as a joke but the resemblance is actually uncanny. Those big wet eyes.
#shane #myshane #harborshane
i’ve compiled a huge google drive folder of anarchist, socialist, feminist, anti-colonial, anti-imperial books+ essays, crip + disability theory, queer theory, critical race theory, film theory, transnational + diaspora trauma study essays, and writings that combine all of the above
some essays i’ve got from school, most of the books and some essays r from beautiful people on the internet
to be updated as often as i get more shit. which is fairly often~
new categories r: abuse, domestic violence, consent, rape // film theory +chinese film +soviet film // ananarchism+socialism // anti-prison // crip theory + other disability theory // diaspora, transnational trauma // education // empire + hegemony (anti-colonial/imperial, etc) // feminism, womanism, black feminism // gender + queer theory // history // MENA (middle east/north africa // misc essays // novels // palestine // philosophy (sorry) // pop culture + tv analysis // race, ethnicity, racism, antisemitism // religion // resistance theory // science (ideology, philosophy, history // yiddishkeit
categories r growing + changing as i put more time into organizing these files and receive more stuff to add. also a lot of the new stuff i’ve received from other ppl i havent had time to look thru properly so i know i’ve miscategorised some stuff but w/e ill get to that in the summer. if u have anything u’d like to add to this drive, please email me @ [email protected]
When Yuna has her “no son(in law) of mine will have inferior brand deals and management” takeover shortly after she learns about Shane and Ilya, how long do you think it takes her to figure out his money situation with his family?
I’m imagining her/maybe Shane playfully ribbing him about how he has no real financial manger or decent investments and what do you MEAN you just let a paycheck like that sit in your account while buying luxury cars every five minutes no wonder your net worth is shockingly low for your value, etc etc. and he’s not even offended he’s surprised and pleased that his new family is so invested in him and also enjoys watching where Shane gets some of his crazy. Like Ilya Mommy Issues Rozanov is “yes please ma’am optimize my finances and worry about my wellbeing harder” while he shovels whatever David made for dinner in his mouth.
But then at some point while she’s (lovingly) harping on his financial irresponsibility he just kind of quietly mentions that actually so much of his paycheck was going back home to his family when he was younger that he needed to blow shit on cars or whatever pretty quick if he didn’t want it to disappear. And she realizes that yeah he’s a little dummy who spent a concerning amount of money on VIP sections last year and thinks bank account interest is investing but he was also a child supporting his entire family in a foreign country with no one bothering to look out for his best interest or explain planning for a future.
David gets treated to impassioned rants every night about how “David I’m not convinced anyone even read that boy his contract in Russian”.
She starts managing him as well, obviously, and she’s kind of disturbed by how easily he just signs whatever she puts in front of him and doesn’t bother asking questions before agreeing to hand over all his management to her. He just seems thrilled she got him a Lamborghini partnership and an invite to fashion week.
The only time he puts up a fuss is when he realizes she’s not planning to take any significant cut of his money because “you’re family sweetheart” and he looks like he got smacked in the head with a shovel and has to go outside on the porch with Shane for a suspiciously long period of time.
Just to make sure it’s not suspicious that Yuna Hollander is now managing Ilya Rozanov she takes on a few more clients too. And if she specializes in managing rookies with no support network or active language barriers then that’s just a coincidence.
just thinking about the father (yuri on ice) the son (heated rivalry) and the holy spirit (check, please!)

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