Many A Hungry Wish

I saw the best hockey players of my generation destroyed by hole, starving hysterical naked, dragging themselves through the Ottawan streets at dawn

need some female director to lock in and make a movie where a grotesquely ugly and disgusting and monstrous woman slasher killer butchers handsome men in humiliating and sexualized ways. and it CAN'T be because they are rapists or abusers or otherwise misogynistic okay, she has to do it because she's a fucked up pervert

Just so we’re clear, if I point out that you did something racist, that’s not the same as me thinking you’re irremediably terrible. You did a racist thing.

You think you don’t do racist things, homophobic things, etc? You do. I caught myself in fat phobic and homophobic lines of thinking/speech just this morning. I’m fucking gay married. Nothing disqualifies you from acting in a way that reflects the society you exist in. We are obliged to fight it. Why not fight it in honesty and with camaraderie?

“shane was trying to prove to himself that he was straight by dating rose” “no, he knew he was queer, he was just trying to prove to himself that he liked women” folks i gotta be honest i don’t think shane was thinking about his sexual identity when he dated rose, i think he was trying to prove to himself that he was Normal. like i don’t think shane was thinking of himself in terms of gay vs bisexual or even attracted to men vs attracted to women, i think he was thinking of himself in terms of Mistake I’ve Been Making With Rozanov vs Normal Acceptable Expected Behavior I Need To Get Serious About Performing. like his actual desire and attraction is so divorced from his understanding of what he’s supposed to be doing as a masculine professional athlete that he doesn’t even consider whether he’s attracted to rose when he dates her, or rather he avoids considering it until she forces him to. In My Opinion.

lost another game. locker room vibe is So Off.

if only there was Something I could do to Improve Morale

I have a suggestion

Wait if they’re filming does this mean Shane season 2 has a mustache??

my controversial late-night heated rivalry take is that in my heart of hearts I still think that shane’s securely attached and emotionally well adjusted. it’s fun to give him Issues in fic but I don’t think they get to the cottage if he isn’t a boy who was well loved and knows what it’s supposed to feel like

“IT WORKS” (8oz)

the thing is i do think ilya takes great pride in being a throat goat and i think he would make shane fuck his face a little bit sometimes just so he could show off