CloudySmile

They dont take no for an answer...

I can not face you,

I can not bare it,

I can not hope; A future I do not see.

He can not face me,

He can not bare it,

He can not hope: That which he never saw.

If both could change

Why are we still the same?

Trapped, we never grew.

My friend was talking about LA, to her this ment the city,

However my little anime mind completely forgot it was a place. All I was thinking of was,

"Would the anger ever fade, did you ever even know me?"

A thought we both could ponder

I never imagined we could fall so free.

Will you ever reach out?

I can't find it in your reality,

Breaking everything I find because it simply isn't you,

In truth I know, realistically,

Yet I find myself awaiting

In this dark damp empty room, I saved you a spot you see?

Though I'm not sure you want it

I seem to have lost the key.

If only I could turn back time,

And stay oh never flee.

Im starving now, there's not much to eat

All I have left is the bitter taste of honey,

We used to talk about cooking together

Creating, try anything, undoubtedly,

But it's at this time the soothing sun had set

And I fell into this room; a mentality.

So here I am, page in hand,

Though it's too dim to read myself, is it an apology?

Please someday hear it,

I'd say you wouldn't care though, probably.

This ink will fade too,

Much like our shared memory

So I hope then you will read this,

This letter for you and me,

There was a girl in my primary school,

Her name was Poppy,

She was

Verry sloppy

Repetition is a demonds hold,

Day in day out a melting flame,

Things that could ever stay the same,

Repetition is a demonds hold.

Words; a fallen hope,

I knew, we both did,

Yet still somehow cut the rope,

For desperation breaks our eyes,

A false way to life and and hard to cope,

I didn't know before it was gone.

Oh how I wish I could retry,

Succeed to tell my story

Understand the teardrops in her eye

Her words following mine

Our bond through time became that of a dying firefly,

Who had the chance to shine

Who had the chance to soar the sky,

But silence broke its way of life,

Bleeding crimson into her and my

Akin future and further plans,

Letting out an empty sigh,

Words, our fallen hope.

I realise not many people actually realise it do I'm just gonna put it out there, This poem starts with 10 words and loses a word every line to signify time running out, just know that.

A small boy looks out at the frosty winter dawn

Never before had he witnessed;told by his age

Asked his father why the water became ice

Not wanting to bother what was young

He said "wait for the fall"

And wait he so did

Unsure how winter felt

Through seasons passed

Frozen tears.

Last

The light that shatters now reflects each a different person.

The

2. Light

3. That

4. Shatters

5. Now

6. Reflects

7. Each

8. A

9. Different

Who would truly notice?

Drops of silky silver streams reflecting a reality for aid,

Peace, rath, desperation,

Into tears of sort yet still differing a shade,

Drip ever so slowly simply wishing to break

This empty flowing basket I have made.

No-one will gift but a second glare

To the moonlight melting into the shallow sea; afraid,

Empty sands mirror what melancholic views

Circle endlessly, as anger must cascade,

Hear me scream, pierce the endless night,

Disloyal flames burn to invade

My core, now strengthen my voice,

Crismon will stain the sea as tho flayed

But who would notice?

Should the moonlight ever fade.

What happens when I look away?

His eyes fill with malicious intent

To my fault promise, as I must pay

My breath has cost most then I will ever earn

How could words possibly fill what I'm trying to convey?

When alone I must forever be

My rainfall was violent; be that as it may

Now there are no stars to illuminate my galaxy

I wish I could take it all back, tell him it will be okay

But mean it not just deceive as I had

Because the sky's where looking grey

He should not forgive and I will never forget

Promise I will always regret

What happened when I looked away?

I lost him, now for good