zionists this post is not for you

loneliness really does advance and strengthen like once it makes a home in you it's so hard to feel like your place is with others and it's so easy to get out of practice at sharing who you are because by that point being on your own is an integral aspect of your existence and there's just no way to explain that to anybody

I think isolating and not having your body interacted with deprives u of like another dimension of yourself. It’s like looking at yourself with one eye closed. You cannot really view the full depth of your being alone. imo

I just think that ethnicity versus "race" versus ancestry in terms of geographical point of origin (at what time? populations move!) versus nationality is so incredibly complicated that anyone who thinks they understand it & mocks others for not understanding it is sure to betray themselves with their own errors at some point. it's not as if any of these things have universally accepted definitions that are mutually exclusive and uninfluenced by each other... these are all terms that people made up and that are subject to their own sociopolitical influence and constraint in both their conception and their application...

every social interaction i initiate feels like i’ve violated like 15 untold rules

girl help everything i do feels like a performance

Babe are you okay I saw you reblogging "here's the life I've always longed for"

actually a girl becomes a woman when her fantasies of violence are no longer focused inwards, but outwards 💗

being as i am an idiot, and having been one my whole life, i just wanna say that i find it very easy to do nothing, and go nowhere. i eat chocolate late at night in the dark. i stand in the garden also. and i’m often waiting for something to happen. and i’m stupid.