asterin

ⓘ hii i’m asterin, but you can call me rin (or any other nickname, idc), i’m twenty years old, male (🏳️‍⚧️), & use he/him pronouns. i am shifter and with that being said, i will share my thoughts, feelings & maybe tips on this blog. im also agnostic so i do not have a one set religion, but pantheism & solipsism mostly align with my views. i am also spiritual.

i won't interact with you if you're under 15 but you can still like, follow, comment & ask, i just won't interact with you privately.

june gemini | infj | bengali | neurodivergent | the embodiment of the moon & black cat in human form | ravenclaw

#my s/o, the colors red and black, sliver jewelry (however i pretend to love gold jewelry because im desi..), alternative, goth, and punk culture, spirituality, manifesting, witchcraft, shifting, autumn, winter, rain, dr pepper, brownies, mint chocolate ice cream, vanilla cake, coffee, vanilla scents, cats, writing, poetry, listening to music, baking, books, nighttime, nostalgia, goth makeup, being on tumblr, my moots, being alone.

#music avril lavigne, evanescence, nirvana, mcr, panic! at the disco, ac/dc, guns n’ roses, metallica, bauhaus, paramore, the birthday massacre, the cure, motionless in white, muse, slipknot, korn, type o negative, HIM, linkin park, nessa barrett, chase atlantic, illit

byf : selective following, dms open only for moots & there would be no private chats between us unless we are mutuals, i delete my posts a lot randomly, very private about my drs & s/o, i try to be aesthetic, but fail… very very bad at dms but i try, i am probably autistic (im 99% sure i am) and extreamly shy so i will not text you first so if you genuinely want to be friends with me you have to text me first.

dni : zionists, racists, homophobes, transphobes/terfs, pro life, right-wingers, misogynistic, conservatives, maga supporters, religious extremists, and if youre not a leftist. antishifters, anti age changers, gender changers and anti permashifting, incest shifters, white people who speak over poc who find race changing uncomfortable. (i will just block you if youre any of this fyi!)

#interact : loa bloggers, shifters, tarot blogs, spiritual blogs, witches.

personal tags : (will try to be consistent with these lmao)

#by cannivalles — (everything i post)

#asterins rants — (random venting or thoughts)

#asterins reblogs — (random reblogs)

#asterins asks — (random asks)

(im guessing the date in your intro post is your birthday, otherwise i just look dumb ^∧^).

LOLLL YES IT IS MY BIRTHDAY 😭😭😭 also omggg OUR BIRTHDAYS ARE SO CLOSE WE ARE ALMOST BIRTHDAY TWINS 💔💔💔 it’s okay spiritually we still are >_>

"people who [say] “can we get back to talking about our drs” or “we left this in 2020 can we move on” which is SO.. insensitive 😭 poc can talk about anything they feel uncomfortable about without feeling like they’re being dismissed or feel like they’re creating “problems” within the shifting community"

this!!!! it shouldn't be something that is just swept under the rug. racism and hate speech are already so prevalent and normalized (especially on shiftblr) in the shifting community... to have white ppl as well as other poc downplaying the feelings and opinions of poc shifters who are speaking out about something that is collectively "weirding out" a group of people is not something we should be normalizing?? is that not just another microagression????? if you are someone trying to "move on" from the topic,,, fine. go for it. but don't try to make that decision for the entire community? to make a post trying to goad people into ignoring the topic is literally silencing poc voices.. an issue that we already struggle with online.. if you don't want to hear about it just go scroll or put it on your filtered words or something don't try to play the "i'm woke because i believe anybody can do whatever they want" card as if you're not literally telling people to shut up because YOU personally don't want to see it on your dashboard.. right right..

&& i definitely agree that there should be a more nuanced discussion on the topic of race changing because the poc experience is built upon more than just?? skin color??? it's a multifaceted background dealing with politics, culture, gender, sexuality && more.. you can't just cherrypick when it comes to these sort of topics... imo everyone needs to get more educated now!

hey guys!! i feel like there ABSOLUTELY needs to be a more nuanced discussion within race changing, because you all are either extremely pro race changing (and dismiss every other poc who feel uncomfortable with it), or extremely anti race changing (who call people names, disregard the fact that there’s infinite realities and we are only awareness, and etc) or people who just want to avoid the race changing topic all together and be like “can we get back to talking about our drs” or “we left this in 2020 can we move on” which is SO.. insensitive 😭 poc can talk about anything they feel uncomfortable about without feeling like they’re being dismissed or feel like they’re creating “problems” within the shifting community.

as stated, i am a south asian trans man, so ofcourse, i have can have my two cents in this, so if you think im “fighting” anyone, or trying to pick “sides”, i am not! im not trying to argue with anyone here, i dont CARE what you think about race changing or what your opinion is on it… this post is just more nuanced so if that bothers you, i suggest you scroll now!

so yes, it IS true that theres infinite realities, and that we are only awareness, and that there’s 100% NO original reality and technically morals don’t “exist” from a stand point, BUT, that doesnt mean morals all TOGETHER don’t matter, each reality has different morals. currently, we are aware of THIS REALITY. so we are operating from THIS REALITIES MORALS. humans have a moral compass, and in this reality, we have been thought that rcta is bad (i am not calling race changing rcta, before you pro race changers jump me and call me the shifting police😭) so shifters see race changing, and associate it with that because we are, basically operating from this realities morals. ESPECIALLY poc can be uncomfortable with it, as a south asian, i’ve been made fun of for my culture, my parents had their accents mocked every time they talked, i’ve had been called that i “smell bad” just because of south asian stereotypes — even though south asians literally invented bathing. but ok. so i UNDERSTAND why poc WOULD find race changing uncomfortable, especially if it’s a WHITE person changing their race to asian in their dr, without knowing what poc go through ON A DAILY BASIS. especially if you’re doing it out of fetishization (like ex: you’re shifting to be korean in a kpop dr because you believe that you CANNOT be non east asian and be in the kpop industry, that is a form of internalized racism, because you can just script is normal for your race / ethnicity to be in the kpop industry. you technically don’t HAVE TO BE KOREAN). this is NOT me calling race changing bad in general (and i swear if people misread this post, im going to throw my phone across my room), this is me saying why poc MAY be uncomfortable with it.

+ just because, race changing doesn’t NECESSARILY equal being racist (and it doesnt) that doesn’t mean you HAVE TO BE OKAY WITH IT, and everyone has to agree with you on the topic, because clearly, we need nuance. YOU can choose what’s moral and what’s not, so if you feel uncomfortable with race changing, you’re ABSOLUTELY free to express that discomfort, and if you are pro race changing, it’s your job to LISTEN to them and not be passive aggressive to them and talk about how “it’s okay” or “this is a limiting beliefs” or “we are limitless” because we all know that..?? 😭 you’re not doing anything by saying that. you just look like a jerk silencing pocs voices (or anyone really who’s uncomfortable with race changing)

and this is an example for me: i HATE people who shift to participate in incest, why? because this is MY reality and i CHOOSE MY MORALS. i have a RIGHT to express my morals too, because we are OPERATING from a reality where, incest is CLEARLY wrong even IF they’re shifting to a reality where it’s “okay”, and no, i don’t CARE what you do in your dr, but you also cannot expect positive reactions with that. but, this isn’t the topic here today!!!

so, if a poc finds race changing uncomfortable, you do NOT make extra posts bothering them saying that them being uncomfortable with it is “nonsense”, even if you’re a poc who’s okay with it, not EVERY poc is, and if it genuinely bothers you just BLOCK them and move on.

this is not me shitting on race changers, i actually don’t care about race changing, however i may find it a BIT odd if a white person changes their race to be asian in their dr and doesn’t script out racism because they want to “experience” racism, but who am i to tell people what they can’t and can do, i’m just a random tumblr blogger lol. but opinions are free, the internet will always be the internet, so you can’t really change peoples minds, but also you’re free to YOUR own opinions, so if people are being disrespectful, you can just block

i hope i didn’t offend anyone with this post… i am NOT pro race changing nor am i anti changing, im more in the middle ground, i don’t know how to feel about it😭 my only problem is pro race changers thinking that only THEIR opinion matters (even anti race changers do this, but i’ve PERSONALLYYYY seen more pro race changers do this)

and if a pro race changer comes in my comments, ignoring all the nuance to this post because they didn’t read, then well idk what to tell you anymore dude 💀 you might be the problem here, because this is NOT me picking sides, i am just saying that we all need to respect each others opinions a bit more, ESPECIALLY the fact we are a very small, tight knit community. this post was just, stating reasons why a poc MAY be uncomfortable with race changing, not a jab at pro race changers / race changers in general.

guys, please READ this post all the way through before some of you guys come at me acting like i’m the shifting police. don’t skim, don’t read one paragraph and comment “omg who CARES😒” READ. PLEASE GUYS READING IS GOOD FOR YOU😭.

hii ! i can see your EXACT problem, first of all, there’s no such thing as “small wins”, if you keep telling yourself you only manifested “small wins”, it will always be difficult for you — there’s no difference to manifesting $5, or a thousand dollars, or no difference in manifesting seeing a purple car, and manifesting a new job. because you’re still manifesting all of it. also ignoring the 3D doesn’t mean taking action in the 3D, yes obviously still work, DONT quit your job (please😭😭😭😭) but living in the end is all MENTAL, you already live in the end of the wish is fulfilled by deciding you’re done with it, your problem is that you’re WAITING to see changes, you’re LOOKING FOR PROOF IN THE 3D. while the 3D doesn’t change — it’s your thoughts and assumptions that does. you’re basically contradicting yourself, you say you have it, but then you look in the 3D and say you don’t. check the 4D for proof. because even though the “3D” and the “4D” are talked about like they’re separate things, they’re the same, the 3D is formed by your internal thoughts. just KEEP focusing on what you want, keep persisting. by this you don’t have to sit there and robotically affirm for hours, you just decide it’s done and if you have doubts you flip it to already deciding it’s done, that you don’t need proof. i will say this again the 3D does not change. don’t fight the 3D — you’ve made the assumption you’re already done with it? great! keep that assumption. don’t half ass it, don’t look for proof 5 minutes later. stop looking for proof all together. you already have it.

me : doing a method, ACTUALLY getting disconnected from my cr body….. DOING GOOD !!!

suddenly, my brain for no reason: “BUT YOU FORGOT TO SCRIPT SOMETHING IN YOUR SHIFTING SCRIPT STOP STOP STOPPPP !!!!!”

me : WHY DOES THAT MATTER. WE ARE GOING TO OUR DR WE NEED TO KEEP AFFIRMING 😞😞😞

my brain : NO TRY AGAIN TOMORROW YOU NEED TO EDIT YOUR SHIFTING SCRIPT 😡

me : but ☹️ *keeps affirming anyways*

my brain : “STOP ! just go to sleep and try again tomorrow !!”

me : aw okay 😞 *falls asleep*

… i’m so mad at myself HELPPPP 😭 if i actually kept GOING i would’ve shifted 🥲 i need to stop letting my brain take over LOLLLL.

basic ass title ^ i know… don’t come for me 😞 but i feel like some of you guys overcomplicate manifesting SO much that you forget how simple it is. that you forget that all it takes is a DECISION. now before you throw a pillow at me and say “I HAVE BEEN! I HAVE BEEN DECIDING BUT NOTHING IS WORKING😭😭😭😭😭😭”… have you been PERSISTING IN THAT DECISION? or have you kept identifying with the 3D knowing manifesting all happens INTERNALLY? silly checking the physical about something that happens internally, isn’t it? at most ridiculous, manifestation is instant, it most definitely is, but the 3D? the physical world? takes time to render. before you say “but that’s a limiting belief—🤨” i’m not selling hopes and dreams and lying to you all. there is no limiting beliefs, the physical world being slower is not a bad thing, that’s why you need to PERSIST in your decision. let’s say you want clear skin. you made the decision, but then you look in the mirror, and be like “ugh! my skin is so horrible 😒” that’s not persisting, right? now i’m not saying ignore what’s happening infront of you, you can be upset about it, that’s not going to ruin everything. but persisting is more like. KNOWING you have clear skin under everything, even if you don’t “see” it yet. reading my post here, can help you better understand this too. persisting in the fact, you have clear skin, means the mirror will reflect it. now don’t go checking in the 3D — CHECK IN THE 4D, and you know you have it in the 4D. check in the 4D, not the 3D if you have the urge of checking. once you check in the 4D, you know it’s done, there’s nothing left to do, besides hold that decision.

how do i persist?

now you’re probably going to ask me, “HOW DO I PERSISTTTTTT” simple. what does persisting look for you? it can be listening to subliminals (this is my favorite, because it sets you in the mood), robotic affirming (this is not needed if it feels like a chore, i get how affirming all day can feel like a chore at that point, neville literally also never said you needed to affirm all day. you just need to STICK to that knowing), you can meditate (this also helps. but with the way i meditate, is kinda different. it’s so simple you’d think it’s stupid. but meditating IS supposed to be a simple thing, our brains just LOVE to make us believe we need to work for everything. but with the way i meditate, i just close my eyes and stare into the darkness of my eyelids. that’s it, i don’t breathe, i don’t sit criss cross apple sauce saying “omMmMmMmMMM” like im aang from avatar the last air bender. this helps alot with shifting too — which would help with manifesting too. obviously). it can also just be you knowing you have what you want, all of these methods are not necessary, but they may be helpful.

reality is made by YOUR imagination, “imagination” is not any less fake than the physical. what we know of the “physical world”, IS MADE BY YOUR OWN MIND AND PERSPECTIVE, which MEANS, reality can change ANY second with just a thought. have trust in yourself, we’re more powerful than you realize.

i hope you guys know that your manifestations won’t implode if you accidentally react to the 3d LOL😭. like you don’t HAVE to start panicking if you accidentally checked the 3d…. you just genuinely have to stop identifying with it, YOU are the one who accepts your desires not the stupid 3d. YOU decide. not the 3d. think of the 3d (physical world) kinda like a video game with high graphics — you may get frustrated about it not loading but you KNOW it will end up loading, just like you with your desires. you get frustrated about not having them. that’s okay. but again with the video game analogy, you KNOW it’ll work out in your favor like how the video game would end up loading. you just need to know you have your desires, the frustration does not matter, because the mirror would end up reflecting and it may have already reflected at this very moment. you just need to accept it.

please please please change your mindset when listening to subliminals guys, it’s a game changer. when you’re listening to subliminals, don’t think that you’re listening to it because you don’t have what you want yet (because you do), think in a way that, by listening to subliminals you’re just FOCUSING on that reality where you have the thing you want, and the subliminal is helping you redirect you from the old story, to the new story, subliminals themselves aren’t magic you have all the power. it’s the same thing with affirmations, when you robotic affirm, you’re just DIRECTING your awareness to the reality where you have the everything you want, it all happens internally before it happens externally. that’s why whatever the 3D shows you does NOT matter, everything happens in awareness. accept your desires in awareness, then you have what you want, then the mirror reflects.

guys i really recommend you to make your own subliminals :3 it’s so simple to do and so effective, since you can also make specific affirmation to YOUR situation, here’s how i do it

step 1: i write down all my affirmations, they don’t have to be complex — they can be simple ones like “i have clear skin” or whatever and it’ll still be effective.

step 2: i turn the affirmations into audios, i import them into a text to speech app (i use narrator’s voice! it’s very good, pretty sure it’s free on both the app store and play store)

step 3: i save the audio into my files app, then i import it into an editing app (you can use any editing app, but i use capcut)

step 4: i find asmr, rain sounds, frequencies, music or anything to add over my affirmations.

step 5: i import the affirmations into capcut, split it if im adding a mini booster, and the way i do this is i add the booster affirmations (like self concept affirmations…) below the general affirmations of whatever topic im manifesting

step 6: i then speed up the affirmations fast enough that its gibberish and i can FAINTLY hear it, but you can’t understand the words (this is the sweet spot), then i turn the volume of the affirmations down to 10-15%, then add whatever sound i want

step 7: then i export the subliminal i made > save it to my camera roll > then im done

this isn’t the only way to make subliminals, sure you can make those fancy formulas but i just like to keep it simple. this is just how i do it, which is just as affective as any other subliminal out there.

then there!! now you have your own free subliminal THAT YOU DIDNT HAVE TO PAY 50 BUCKS FOR YAYYYYY … !!!!!

i hope you guys know you don’t NEED to be in a happy / positive mood 24/7 in order to get what you want…😭 we are human, we have emotions, you can cry, break down, about everything but as long as you affirm and know you’ll get your desires no matter what, you will. manifesting all happens internally NOT externally — as soon as you decided you have it now, doesn’t matter if you aren’t “seeing” it in the 3D, you decide you have it now you do. you may have your desires at this very moment. but you just didn’t realize yet. so cry, break down, be a sobbing mess — and none of that will mess up your “progress”, you just need to know you have what you want.