i'm starving, darling

I am desperate, so if you'd like to help out, I'd really appreciate it a ton.

If you do help, lemme know, and I'll design an ugly basic-white-girl tattoo for you! See Examples (all based on my own basic white girl tattoos that are permanently etched on my body!):

I can write you a one-shot fic for any fandom (I will do in-depth, diligent research), inspired by any song of your choosing, like this fic I wrote for the Triple Frontier fandom, inspired by Midnight Rain by Taylor Swift:

Trembling/Famished/Hollow/Gone

I can read a book or watch a show that you've been dying to talk to someone about, and discuss it with you.

i'm working on a full gifset of the trailer rn but i just needed to highlight this shot for a second.

i'm a violinist, so i can't come from a cellist's perspective, but i can come from a string instrument perspective.

this is probably the best faking of a string instrument i've ever seen? maybe my view is skewed because i love him and his acting, but when i heard about him playing a cellist, i planned on going into this with a more critical eye than a lot of others probably did.

the bow hold is REALLY good. he's actually using his wrist instead of his shoulder. he's got great back posture (!!), and his left hand is doing REALLY well. the little bit of vibrato with his pinky at the end is insane

and the fact that his bow strokes are matching up with the notes he looks to be playing?? he's on the right strings at the right time??

this is going to be my entire personality until december jfc

great work, bb

Well, I knew this day might come. All of the Pedro videos are down. It was fun while it lasted.

At this point, I really doubt I will re upload to another hosting site. It was really nice having everything in one place. It was easy to find and just watch Pedro stuff.

In the meantime, if there is a particular file you want, you will have to message me and I will have to email the file to you.

Such a sad, sad day. The end of an era. Thank you SO MUCH for your time, energy and sheer dedication, compiling and filing his work. It was such a selfless and kind thing of you to do. From the bottom of my heart, thank you.

Plus make sure to take breaks regularly - and stop if anything starts to hurt!

I think about how Ilya has had to make his way through life mostly on his own since he was twelve years old, about how he moved to a new country as a teenager and was immediately thrust in front of a camera without knowing the language or how to cope with his newfound fame. I think about the preconceived notions of Russians and how, in the absence of being able to accurately communicate (both because of the language barrier and his repressive upbringing), Ilya decided to or was forced to lean into that stereotype. I think about how soft Ilya allows himself to be with Shane, about how he takes care of him, about how silly and goofy he can be, how he's sometimes just a grown kid, how other times he's the only person who can shut Shane's brain off. I think about how kind he is, how caring, how deeply he feels, how incredibly empathetic he is. I think about how wildly Shane loves him. How there literally never could have been anyone else. I think about how incredibly hurtful it is that no one trusts Shane to make his own decisions about his own fucking life and how much it hurts seeing the coldness the world regards his partner with. I think about Shane getting home and walking straight into Ilya's arms, after having to (once again) justify his love for the best man he's ever known, allowing himself to take comfort in his warm embrace, even when it feels to Shane like he should be the one providing both comfort and shelter.

This has been happening all month with little to no international media attention. Here are a few organizations you can check out for resources or to support:

ActionAid India

SEEDS India

GlobalGiving