a little about me:
hiiiiii!!
iâm bug-eyed fish or mole :)
im 21!
i use she/her pronouns
iâm autistic and have adhd (these are not diagnosed officially yet but iâm hoping to get this sorted soon via right to chose! iâve done lots of government recommended self assessments and have been told i am by pretty much every single diagnosed neurodiverse friend iâve met that i have these)
iâm british and from the south-west of england!
i just did a degree in filmmaking production and spent most of it doing producing. film isnât going to be my main career (sadly bc iâd love to but i canât do the industry rn) but i am going to keep doing it on the side :)
i love:
- films!! if i were to recommend 4 right now it would be âfleeâ, âpolite societyâ, âguillermo del toros pinocchioâ and âamelieâ. im currently looking forward to: âladyâ, âteenage sex and death at camp miasmaâ, âi love boostersâ (itâs not out in the uk yet :{ ), âthe sunny dancerâ and âprimetimeâ. i love going to my local indie cinema, but i also grew up on the MCU, and donât mind bigger films either :)
- tv: iâm currently into âthe pittâ, âabbott elementaryâ, âthe testamentsâ, âarrested developmentâ and âyellowjacketsâ. i always want more recommendations (especially for more diverse tv shows, with more diverse cast AND crew so if you have some send me them PLEASEEE)
- scrapbooking and collaging. i made a big fantasy aesthetics one for my wall since i love that too!!
- sellotape: i have ranked sellotape types on smell and rollability as i stim / think by rolling sellotape up and down.
- beauty (specifically glittery eyeshadows, skincare, fun lipsticks and the brand lush!)
- point and click adventure games (detective grimoire and poco!! i used to play grimoire as a kid on my mums i-pad. give me more recs!)
- pop music! i LOVEEE a dramatic pop track. currently loving: âadelaâ, âhemlocks springsâ, âchappell roanâ, âolivia rodrigoâ and âJADEâ (and specifically lady gagaâs ART-POP, despite not having heard a lot of her stuff) (i also recently liked lily allenâs âWEST END GIRLâ)
- musical theatre! iâm big into a few shows and iâd love to recommend â35MM: A musical exhibitionâ and âLizard Boyâ to anyone watching!
- iâm into dolls! iâve just had 3 bought for me! i specially like ever after high and monster high
- making films! i wanna get better at writing since im not great, i can do cool concepts i just canât execute them. i wanna write a film about a female clown at a speedfriending event (to talk about how being autistic can make making female friendships more difficult)
- hangyodon the fish - what can i say i donât know super much about him but HES SO CUTEEEE. im collecting stuff for him and now own: some hair clips and a notebook (thanks to my lovely mate whoâs a phenomenonaly talented editor btw)
some fun facts about me:
- when i was 4 i went to london and licked a tube window
- iâm so SO pale and cool-toned that when i buy makeup people struggle actively as all foundations are too warm and yellow
- i currently have hot pink streaks in my hair
- i really want to get into comics (specifically XMEN, and gwenpool. i own gwenpools omnibus! i need to finish it still. i also own labyrinth coronation!)
- my car is bright yellow
- i like to stim by winding up and unwinding sellotape. i find the sound and feeling of it really relaxing, and itâs a repetitive motion
- my favourite flavour of tea is teapsyâs coconut and chamomile because itâs blue originally but turns green when ready! i also desperately want these moomin exclusive teas to be available much wider to the point i emailed the company
- i made a dark fantasy horror short about cycles of emotional abuse within families, and depicted why people stay in abusive situations.
- i had a pet great african land snail as a kid but now i am terrified of bugs to the point i just shrieked and ran away from a fresh baby catepillar in my house
- when i was a kid my raven queen dollâs leg broke. my grandad gave it a cast and i gave all of the characters signatures on the leg (i attempted to make them unique and failed)













