Hi! My nickname is mini, written in all lowercase like that! i’m mewr local friendly cat plushie!
i use nya/purr and it/its pronouns, no they/them please. i have a second person pronoun set as well (you -> mew, your -> mewr, yours -> mewrs, you’re -> mew’re), but mew don't need to use it.
i type with cat puns, any of my posts are ok to reblog though. If mew came here to find out why i use cat puns, it's a purrsonal thing, but the short answer is that i'm kinda-but-not-really therian/otherkin*.
i'm a programmer and an artist of sorts. i have 49 Program/Machine-based daughters named "nano", and i post about developing them from time to time. i use she/purr and it/its for them :3
i like lots of videogames, particularly Bravely Default and Bravely Second (i presently hold the Any% True NG+ World Record for Bravely Second), Pokemon, and several others that mew will see as mew follow me. I come up with UNDERTALE and deltarune theories, here is a list of my own theories.
i will occasionally reblog something nsft here, so do not follow if mew are not 18+.
somehow i am green on shinigami eyes again??? regardless, i support intersex, nonbinary, and transmasc folks, as well as the rest of the pride spectrum.
i'll update this more as necessary!
links and other stuff below the cut ↓
in case I get blinked from tumlr: bsky
in case mew wanna see stuff i've done: Ao3 | my WR | github
in case mew wanna friend me in an mmo???: ffxiv
Never Asked Questions:
Fav color(s)?: Pink (#FFAADD), then blue (#AAEEFF), then roughly halfway between those colors on the L*a*b* scale (~#DCCEEE), then a different blue, and then a green, then it keeps going from there.
Fav _____ from _____?: _____
Character, Anything?: Minette Napkatti from Bravely Second
Species, Pokemon?: 3 way tie between Sprigatito, Floragato, and Meowscarada
Character, Undertale/Deltarune?: That one Tasque that gets stuck in a window in Cyber City
Important Character, Undertale/Deltarune?: First Fallen Human, The Demon That Comes When People Call Its Name, & Seam
Important Character who is actually present through most of the game, Undertale/Deltarune?: mew're losing me here... uhh? The Voice i guess
Number, Real Life?: I like it when the number 2 repeats. Like 22, 222, 2222, 22222 etc.
Why are they called "Nano"? Why are they mewr daughters? Where did this idea come from?: So a long time ago i wrote a very tiny script to convert scheduling emails from my job into shift appointments on my digital calendar, and i called this and a few other similar scripts "Nanomaton"s from "nano" as in smaller than "mini" and "automaton" as in an automatic machine (the script was fully automatic after all). Over time i referred to the scripts as "Nanos" and started anthropomorphizing them as i am wont to do, and eventually named a laptop of mine "Nano Zero". Having a physical object that i referred to as "Nano" sped up the process of anthropomorphization, and eventually i became attached to this idea of tiny little robots helping me with various tasks. I made my first few programs with the naming scheme i currently use and eventually someone suggested i was kinda the mom of the program-borne Nanos, and the rest is history.
What are those four letter tags you keep putting on posts of cats?
#COAT - Cats Of All Time - cats that really strike a chord with me, i like them a lot.
#SODS - Successes Of the Distribution System - videos of people rescuing cats off of the streets, mewsually
#GROW - Genome Roulette Outcomes & Wonders - cats with genetic blessings and unique abilities
#KOLA - Kittens Of Limitless Ability - kittens of a very specific age where it looks like they secretly hold the power to obliterate the sun but they don't because they are fueled by curiosity and the sheer power of baby
What about all the monoliteral tags?
#a - Posts about autism, sometimes also a little scream.
#b - Posts about recognizing specific kinds of trauma.
#c - Okay so you know how there's things like "cottagecore" and "reactorcore"? well this is the tag for minicore, stuff that's very me
#d -
#e -
#f -
#g - What if life was a videogame?
#h - a really long time ago i used to use this for posts that made me laugh, i don't do that anymore and there's only like 3 left now that i haven't edited.
#i -
#j -
#k - There is a really bizarre phenomena where Kris from deltarune is dressed in outfits that i really like, and this is the tag for when that happens.
#l - Posts about lesbianism
#m - This tag is for posts that depict at least 2 strong aspects of my core identity OR for posts that HEAVILY depict 1 strong aspect of my core identity. This has massive overlap with #c for obvious reasons but it is distinctly different. Mew can think of this tag as "#me almost"
#n - Posts about my daughters AND the king of team plasma.
#o - Please message me if i accidentally make a post with this tag, it is reserved for something later.
#p - Posts about polyamory
#q - This used to be my Queue tag, then it became my tag for queer posts as a whole, then it was SUPPOSED to become a tag for an oc of mine who is named "Q" but i don't post about her so it's kinda just a garbage tag now.
#r -
#s -
#t - Posts about transgenderism
#u -
#v -
#w - I was gonna make this a tag about magic and wizards and stuff but haven't really bothered since it's not that important to me.
#x - Please message me if i accidentally make a post with this tag, it is reserved for something later.
#y - Please message me if i accidentally make a post with this tag, it is reserved for something later.
#z - Please message me if i accidentally make a post with this tag, it is reserved for something later.
(*) Okay but what do mew mean by "kinda-but-not-really therian/otherkin"?: Okay if mew wanna know that bad then i'll tell mew. a long while ago i had a bad mental breakdown and ended up giving up on real life and spending all my time in a paracosm where i was baaasically my "fursona", and even though i got better many years after that, i still see myself as a magic cat plush way more than i see myself as a human. The lowercase (nick)name, lowercase first person pronoun, and cat puns are all extensions of that if mew trace them back.
So is that why mew use ΨΔ instead of ΘΔ?: Yeah, it's b/c it was a permanent mental (Ψ) change (Δ).
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Took a break again today but I'm itching to draw more already, tomorrow I'm gonna try to get not 5 but 10 more panels out, if possible. It'll be my whole day but i think I'll be done with the current arc, if not 5 or 10 more panels away from it, depends on if the two topics i plan to cover tomorrow take more than 5 panels each to get through and if the last panel of the second topic doesn't take more than 5 or so hours to complete (I'm anticipating it to take more, tho... Or i could just... Not overcomplicate it... Hmm...)
On second thought I'll just do five tomorrow, i don't want to go ham and burn out...
I'm experiencing hubris even though i limited myself to five today. It has been a shit ton of work this time. I'm at about 6 hours of drawing today, and I've only really just done the first bit of the last panel. I'm feeling less and less like an amateur the more i work on this comic, which is somewhat bad because it was supposed to be scribbles, but somewhat good because it means I'm learning!!
Took a break again today but I'm itching to draw more already, tomorrow I'm gonna try to get not 5 but 10 more panels out, if possible. It'll be my whole day but i think I'll be done with the current arc, if not 5 or 10 more panels away from it, depends on if the two topics i plan to cover tomorrow take more than 5 panels each to get through and if the last panel of the second topic doesn't take more than 5 or so hours to complete (I'm anticipating it to take more, tho... Or i could just... Not overcomplicate it... Hmm...)
On second thought I'll just do five tomorrow, i don't want to go ham and burn out...
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now that i've hit 20 panels / 4 posts, i've added navigation links to the secret comic
i cannot believe how much i've done, i'm like... it's not real, it doesn't feel real. this is the most art i've made since i made my own very rough Live2D model like six years ago. Sure, most of it is really really simple art... scribbles, really, but... it's still mind-boggling, even at just 20 panels
the whole idea was to just ignore making things perfect and just create. to make something and move on to the next thing. improvements and skills would build as i just kept going, didn't stop. I expected to fail, because i've never been able to hold myself to stuff like this, like weekly or monthly drawing sessions, new years resolutions, or even just random scribblings outside of funny heat-of-the-moment jokes.
all that on top of me dealing with a shitstorm of medical stuff all at once... it felt like i was going to make the first and maybe the second comic and then hit burnout. I haven't hit burnout yet, i'm still planning the next five panels, i want to make the next five panels but i'm forcing myself not to because i have lost sleep over trying to finish panels/posts. I have gotten some of the worst sleep of my life the past three days because i keep going to bed super duper late after posting.
it's getting to the point where i'm actually starting to get scared of sharing where to find the comic out of fear that this drive will evaporate, i don't want to lose this! So, originally, i was going to share where to find it when i finished this "introductory" arc, but instead i'm only going to show it when i hit burnout (i'm intentionally not drawing today and maybe tomorrow to help avoid burnout) or when i hit 50 panels / 10 posts (to put a capper on this drive so i don't go crazy talking about and sharing scraps of a comic i can't share with anyone)
also all of this could get thrown out the window if tumlr just randomly decides to start promoting the secret comic's blog as i haven't turned off discovery settings. if mew find the comic mew better not tell me a single thing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Waking up and realizing i need to start planning panels of my secret comic in advanced or else things are going to get messy, i already need to edit panels seven and ten, wagh
i actually got done faster today b/c i did planning, but a bunch of other stuff happened so i'm going to bed super late again anyway. my heart is gonna be so mad at me tomorrow but it was so worth it to get up to 15 panels!!!!!!!!!
Waking up and realizing i need to start planning panels of my secret comic in advanced or else things are going to get messy, i already need to edit panels seven and ten, wagh
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Another five pages to my little comic, i feel like these five feel kinda risky to leave on their own since it kinda sounds/looks like i started doing something super unhealthy, but i really just need to like get the energy for the next five pages so that i can explain more ;w;
also, this little plan of mine has been working out exactly as i hoped it would
posting these panels to a blog no one follows and none of my friends know the name of means that i don't have that sense of need for praise tagged to it. no one can praise it if i'm the only one who knows how to see it, so i have to accept that i will get none, no likes or reblogs, and that's actually fine, it's better than fine! it means that i'm able to do this without it being tied to validation or seeking validation!
it just sucks because it also means that i can't show my friends or talk about what i'm making except in reference, because otherwise the motivation will be dashed and i won't be able to continue. every time i work on it or think about it i have to fight the urge to drop hints to my friends or followers about where to find it. i gotta keep it isolated or the magic will stop! aaa!
Another five pages to my little comic, i feel like these five feel kinda risky to leave on their own since it kinda sounds/looks like i started doing something super unhealthy, but i really just need to like get the energy for the next five pages so that i can explain more ;w;
