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that bpd feel when you don't even really like your fp and you just kinda have this resigned obsession while you wait for someone else to fixate on

#FUCK do i know that feeling #i feel so fucking bad for being like that #anonymous #answered #tbpdfw

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i dont know what this blog is anymore, but it sure as fuckin hell aint what i created it for

#sorry 4 never getting to msgs i am just too fucked up #i wanted to be relatable and sometimes help ppl but bpd was jus like :)) sweetie :))))#i barely use this and its to vent up to mayb 5 posts bc i dont let myself to further #except in the tags lol #so like... i feel rly bad for letting this blog become... w/e the fuck it is now #and not answering msgs? among the worst anxiety. along with barely posting/the posts r just me venting #sorry;;

im really jus that fuckin unlovable huh lol

#actuallybpd #actuallymentallyill

why is trying to get better so fucking hard

#actuallybpd #actuallymentallyill #theres so many obstacles i didnt think would ever be problems

pd-rat

has this been done yet

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how to love someone unconditionally when ur a piece of shit who lashes out at the smallest things

#.txt #actuallybpd #i!!!!! wanna get better !!!!!#how to stop being shitty!!!!#help?!?!?!??!?!?!#dont leave me please fuck im wanna try

sorry i cant answer ur messages rn, im busy being a fulltime piece of fuckin shit

#.txt #actuallybpd #actuallyborderline #this is actually meant 4 the ppl who sent me ims. i cant get 2 them sorry #ive been unable 2 reply for Months and feel like shit for not doing so but i do not have the energy to reply to anyone sorry #ok 2 reblog

full fucking offense but im literally never going to get better so god better fuckin kill me soon cuz hes 20 fucking years late

#.txt #actuallybpd #actuallyborderline #not back ! just getting fucking worse when i thought i was getting better !!!!!#still on break till i actually fucking break for good #translator note: that means they wanna fuckin die scoob #ok 2 reblog

im gonna need another break

#.txt #dunno how long #fp problems again #sorry

im not okay with who i am as a person currently but i also am not okay with changing who i am either

#.txt #afraid of current me... afraid of who i would be if i got help #actuallymentallyill #maybe??? cause.. this is directed towards getting help??#actuallybpd #i wouldnt be myself if i got help #not lashing out? not being a shitty person in general? laughable #but also i hate? being like this?#but im not gonna like... do anything 2 change myself just bc i hate/am afraid of current me #however dying solves this! what a concept !#i hope i die soon

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the fear of fps leaving me doesnt motivate me to get better, it motivates me to die

#.txt #as sad or as shitty as that sounds #ive refused to get better throughout my life #this is a vent but its okay to reblog #actuallybpd #even when i am thinking i want to get better or that maybe i am getting better; reality crashes on me #and i realize i dont... want to get better #no matter how great it would be to be happy #sometimes i vent here apparently. its been a while since i used this blog again. sorry.#life is not going well again. shocking; i kno

hi, fellow person w self dxed pd here. this rly isnt for anything i just want to vent i hate myself so much when will i be gone

hey i hate myself so much too my guy, thats a question i ask myself every waking moment of my life, when will i be gone.

disruptivedisgusting

anyone desperate to not seem manipulative when ur only sharing ur feelings smash that mf reblog

#txt

relateforteens

#img #and a fuckin piece of shit

crikeymikeyy

dont flirt with my fp 🗡🗡🗡

#txt

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sleepingbpd

i love imagining hypothetical situations that piss me off, it’s my favorite pasttime

#txt #LMAO ME

neurofish

it’d be cool if i could…………………function

#txt #tbh

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