i might be mentally ill but at least theres fernando alonso

sorry for being attached to the mostly very surface level conception of a washed 44 year old spanish race car driver. i just like. he is everything i cannot be but want to be. he has been cruel and vindictive and cutthroat and all in pursuit of one specific goal and just so openly and honestly. people still like him. he is still loved. he has been racing in formula 1 for 25 years. he hasn't won a single race since 2013. He's still driving. He's still driving in a shitty team and a car that gives you nerve damage. fernando alonso knows who he is so unapologetically and will not give it up for anything. i want that. i want to be that.

like to allow yourself to love anything as much as a racer loves driving . can you imagine

i think people are starting to confuse class analysis with bioessentialism. like... no not all men do this, but Men as a constructed social class do do this. that's still okay to say. that is regular material analysis of the world around us.

i might be mentally ill but at least theres fernando alonso

sorry for being attached to the mostly very surface level conception of a washed 44 year old spanish race car driver. i just like. he is everything i cannot be but want to be. he has been cruel and vindictive and cutthroat and all in pursuit of one specific goal and just so openly and honestly. people still like him. he is still loved. he has been racing in formula 1 for 25 years. he hasn't won a single race since 2013. He's still driving. He's still driving in a shitty team and a car that gives you nerve damage. fernando alonso knows who he is so unapologetically and will not give it up for anything. i want that. i want to be that.

the losing dogs and i are engaging in insider trading

and YOU get a penalty for speeding in the pits and YOU get a penalty for speeding in the pits and

Marlboro Wrapped: your wasted cigpig proto-corpse choked 100 times on our darling dust darts. and you sucked on the filter too much. stale stinking bitch

my wizardgirl keeps mage regressing during the big boss fight, throwing out level 1 Ice Bolt and giggling like we're supposed to find it cute. I know this bitch can do a level 12 modified Frosthammer Vortex. It's not even hard for her. But the Wyvern Queen, who we're supposed to be killing, keeps going "Wow, that was a really big spell for you! good job giving me -1 speed! You're soooo powerful!" and my fuckass mage is beaming at her with those big wet eyes. I don't care if you get "level dysphoria" from your gigantic big-girl mana pool I'm about to die out here