So, yeah, hello everyone, I'm Black Jack! (He/Him, Straight, possibly neurodivergent)
This is a sideblog I made to interact with the yumeshipping/self shipping community.
I'm pretty new to this, still finding out what I like and stuff. Hope we can get along.
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Teenage Kara trying to write down every kryptonian children’s tale, religious practice, popular sport and everything she remembers about them, but being incredibly disorganised so the papers and notes were just scattered on the floor of her flat and buried under all her other stuff.
Kara feeling no connection to earth and trying to create a sense of familiarity and comfort by recalling everything she could about Krypton. It doesn’t help. It just makes her homesick.
She tries to show them to Clark but seeing him so disconnected from all of it makes her want to puke so she just keeps dropping the notes in his room and ignores him when he approaches her about it.
Kara feeling every single gap in her memory like missing a limb. Slowly stopping her recollections cause she finds more gaps than memories and that makes her want to destroy something. So she doesn’t try to preserve memories anymore.
Her notes weren’t even that good most of the time. She cannot draw that well and so her recollection of clothes and people and architecture and plants weren’t that great.
She keeps writing in kryptonian sometimes to make sure she doesn’t forget how to, but she stops desperately trying to remember stuff. It just makes her sad.
Years down the line, after having healed some more, she talks with her cousin about it. Telling him that she isn’t sure if stopping her notes was right, cause while it was hurting her, it helped keep the memories alive. Now she feels like the details keep slipping away more and more and she wishes she had kept better records.
Clark leads her into a section of the fortress that she never paid any attention to. There they find a little library, filled with Kara’s old notes, sorted and preserved. But that isn’t everything. Clark expanded the memories with his own thoughts, pictures of similar things from around the world, memories of the kryptonians from other species he found and notes on everything Kara talked to him about over the years after she had stopped taking notes.
Because like, specially if we go with her WoT origin or any version of it, she was there to see her people die of kryptonite poisoning. Her family and herself are radiation poisoned every other week on Earth and it's very usual for people who've gone through illness related trauma (taking care of people dying of any illness, specially if they're close) to either become hyper vigilant and even anxious about any kind of symptoms or to become detached or even negligent when it comes to others or their own sickness.
To this, we add that Kara was sent to Earth BECAUSE her parents wanted to keep her from getting sick and now she's on Earth she's in an environment when almost everyone but herself can become sick.
So what I'm saying is that I wanna see fics tackling how Kara would react or act to people being sick around her. Might even write one myself
If you feel lonely, I could be lonely with you | Kara Zor-El
MASTERLIST | AO3
Relationship(s): Kara Zor-El x gn!reader (platonic or romantic)
Summary: Just one look.
Warnings: Allusion to Kara's drinking problem. (Let me know if I need to add any)
Word count: 0.6k
(A/N: Just a quick thing I wrote today! This is based on my many peaceful, slightly lonely mornings at a coffee shop before I go to work. Forgive the self-indulgence! As always, requests are open!)
Clark’s been worried about Kara. Earth is supposed to be her home but she leaves any chance she gets. Now that she speaks English and is familiar enough with Metropolis, she should be able to go out and slowly but surely build a life for herself as best she can. But, she hasn’t. Not yet. She sees how much it pains him. It’s almost as much as it pains her.
She figures it’s worth placating him this once, so she decides to go to a coffee shop he recommended. This is her way of making an effort, not just for him but for herself. She doesn’t share Clark’s enthusiasm for this planet, but it’s as good a place as any to call home, if only she spent enough time there.
It’s a block away from The Daily Planet. It’s where Clark and his coworkers go sometimes. The breakroom has a perfectly functional coffee machine, sure, but it’s nice to get out of the office every now and then, he tells her.
As she steps inside, she recognises that it’s exactly the kind of place Clark would love, probably. She still doesn’t know him all that well. Either way, with the wooden floors, the brick walls and the mismatched, worn-out chairs that somehow seem cohesive, there’s a humble warmth to it that reminds her of him.
Looking up at the menu on the wall behind the counter, she has no idea what to order. As far as coffee goes, she’s tried black coffee with an ungodly serving of sugar — the Lois special. In the spirit of getting out there and trying new things, she picks a drink from the board at random. A ‘mocha’, which she mispronounces, but the barista isn’t unkind about it. They smile at her as they hand her the steaming cup.
Kara takes a seat at an empty table. She glances around. It’s a weekday, late in the morning. It’s busy, but quiet, too. Everyone’s typing away on a laptop or thumbing through a book. Some people chat. But, each table is like its own solitary pocket of existence. No one but her looks away from what they’re doing. She may as well not be there. It’s peaceful yet lonely to go undetected like this. It might be handy were she laying low at a shady dive bar. If only she were out-of-her-mind wasted, Kara thinks, she wouldn’t be aware of the fact that she’s completely on her own in this place. She hasn’t brought anything with her, so all she can do is sit and sip her drink.
At first, you blend in with everyone else. You sit alone in the corner. Your attention is fixed on the book in your hands, until it’s not. You pause, shift in your seat and raise your cup to your lips. As you glance around the room, as though you’re searching for no one in particular, your eyes land on Kara.
Before you get a chance to look away, she meets your gaze. It should be weird and awkward. That’s what you both anticipate in the first split second — that it will be little more than an unfortunate, short exchange. But, the longer the eye contact lingers, the more comfortable it becomes. You’ve never met, yet there’s something familiar about you. Perhaps it’s that you’re united in being alone. She doesn’t quite understand it but she feels that she understands you from just watching you from afar.
She offers you a small smile. You smile back.
You’ve not spoken a word to her, and yet it’s the most connected to anyone she’s felt in a long time.
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"youre not always nice but youre kind and youre not always perfect but youre good" is the perfect analysis of supergirl's character and its such a beautiful message for young women
I haven't seen the movie and man I love this costume's profile. It's already awesome af looking at it from the front but it's a real awesome costume from all angles.
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Kara who saw her parents wither away. Kara who carries the grief of an entire planet. Kara who doesn't share that grief with her cousin, because she thinks he could never understand. Kara who holds Krypto like her heart, because he is the only piece of her Krypton that is still alive. Kara who will tarnish her soul so Ruthye doesn't have to. Kara who has every reason to scream, cry and break things, but chooses to stay and make Earth her home because she also has many reasons to find again the happiness she lost. That is a Kara that I love.
I think Lois should get to punch Lex whenever she wants, but I'll settle for her getting to punch him every other season. So if we play our cards right, she should get to do it again by season 5.
...So I'm gonna need MAWS to get renewed for a season 4 ASAP.
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