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16/32k. E. sexbot shane au.

It doesn’t take Ilya long; he was worked up already. And the knowledge that this is the bot that so often bested him on the ice, about whom a commentator once said “matches Rozanov in everything and beats him with the cool head advantage,” makes everything hotter. His supplication for Ilya. Taking orders. Ilya always thought sex with a robot would feel like that in a cold, abject way. He likes push and pull with girls especially, he likes when they obviously want it. But the bot – Shane – does suck dick like he wants it; like he needs it, really.

hi leo!! i went with something kinda emotional, but pretty soft i think :)) i hope u like it <333

395 words | Rating: T | CW: disordered eating

Ilya knocks his knee against Shane's. The action jostles the princess themed paper plate resting his lap. Ilya doesn't know how to do this on the best of days, let alone surrounded by all the screaming children at the Pike twins' birthday party. But the cake's been sitting there untouched on Shane's plate for nearly a half hour.

"Don't," Shane says, voice a testy whisper. "I'm going to eat it. Leave me alone."

Ilya had legitimate reasons to be emotionally distant during and after Sochi, and Shane had legitimate reasons to be hurt by it, but also, Shane being desperate for Ilya, being embarrassed by how desperate he is, asking "with who?" when Ilya said he was busy before heading on stage, makes Shane squirm, makes Shane irritated with Ilya's self-assured selfishness, and annoyingly, knowing Ilya has that kind of power over him, well, it kind of turns Shane on. And it turns on Ilya, too.

So the denial of Ilya's... everything... for six months is in some ways a step back from where they were before Sochi and in some ways, when he slings his arm over the paper towel dispenser, the perfect foreplay for how much further they can take this.

Because Ilya discovers how Shane reacts to being denied. And Shane discovers how Ilya reacts to denying him. Like the glimmer before this was in their first hookup, when Ilya teases that he’s leaving after Shane got him off, without getting Shane off in return.

But in Vegas, Ilya pushes the dynamic further with his "maybe ask nicely" - "please suck my dick please" - "no" while giving Shane a firm grip on the chin, pulling him in for the hottest kiss he's tasted in half a year.

Shane giving Ilya the power to make him wait, make him wonder if Shane will get what he wants, make Shane question what he even wants more of in the first place - to be given release or to be held in Ilya’s tension longer - is such a huge leap forward in their relationship that I think, no matter how poorly the aftercare went, they both felt closer in the long run because of it.

Afterward, Shane thumps his head softly to the elevator door when he types and then deletes we didn't even kiss, and it's at least partly from the emotional whiplash from how the night started to how it ended, without his wish for a sweet kiss goodbye.

And yes, Shane could have been better at expressing his wishes, and Ilya could have been better at being attuned to them - like he was when he finally broke his teasing in their first hookup, "let me show you how to do this good." And Ilya's emotional whiplash in Vegas was real too, miserably smoking that cigarette, no kiss to put a spell on a blissed out boy. It was the wrong kind of denial for them both. Neither of them wanted the night to end on such a sour note.

But here is where I defend the two of them moving on from that night without much friction afterwards. Shane deletes the text, goes back to his original See you next season, and then they're off to the races, texting and fucking and discovering each other again and again. Their closeness from the first part of the night far outweighs their distance at the end of it.

Like no he really does light up every time Carter talks to him or squeezes him except for that one time when Carter emotionally shot him w a gun in sochi but even then he still makes sure to sit next to him in the stands (NOT dinosaur Scott hunter) and yk there's even a part of Shane that's like "omg he likes gay people😍😍😍😍" and ALSO that part of Shane really was 25 and flirty and thriving in tampa

1.2k, E, Shane/Ilya, D/s, orgasm denial, power exchange

"What is wrong with you today?" Condescension coats Ilya's words. "You think you can just get whatever you want? When has that ever been true?" "It's my birthday," Shane says dumbly. ——— It's Shane's birthday. He doesn't get what he wants.

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and it’s because it’s been three days since he got to fuck Shane because Shane is on some summer business trip Yuna’s got him on that Ilya couldn’t join for

Shane: why is Troy texting me about someone named Kacey Musgraves

Shane: it’s only been 3 days I’m still here for another 4

Shane: *marries generational hockey player and living legend Ilya Rozanov*

The fact that there is someone else on this earth who also derives pleasure from Ilya's domming is a miraculous bonus, a wowwow you think this will be enough pot of gold at the end of the da, just like that rainbow. Not that Ilya isn't giving. He is curating the experience and in awe of how much Shane loves doing what Ilya wants him to do, and he's attuned to Shane's responses and pleasure because he cares and he should care, but not because his primary motivation is of service.

Ilya's flint of desire is Shane's bare-faced honesty, how open and earnest and preciously flappable he is, it makes Ilya sick with wanting to devour and debase him. And their chemistry is so explosive not because they can give each other what the other wants, but because they are each so hungry for what the other is already made of.

And I think this is why the Vegas penthouse scene is so misunderstood. Because if Ilya was a service top then his behavior seems so much more intentionally callous. He's taunting, withholding, punishing, and if his True Nature was being of service to Shane's pleasure then his motivations appear selfish and cruel.

But Ilya likes pushing Shane to the point of discomfort, for Ilya's sake. He's self-serving in his sadism, electric with how much it turns him on to make Shane beg and squirm and agree to his 'let's make a deal's and struggle in the challenge of it and then submit to the punishment if he fails ("show off for me, it's my special night." "I won't touch you, but if you get hard...")

Ilya's cruelty is part of their dynamic and it's hot, to both of them, as long as the experience ends with everyone regaining their dignity afterward. This is why so much of Ilya's responsibility to Shane is in the aftercare, a word they would probably never use because their verbal communication skills are far outpaced by their physical communication skills, but Ilya should and does know how to do it (stairwell kissing) and the fact that he didn't do it after Vegas was his mistake. A big one, but not as intentionally selfish as many people make it out to be. It follows then, that Shane and Ilya can repair this rupture far easier than they can for other ones (tuna meltdown) and that by the time they make it to the cottage they can phone call blowjob like they were made for it.

Anyway I did it.