I am cringe, but I am all of me

speaking more standalone, I think of it like. Wanting to live rather than survive. At least thats how I see it. In the first bits we get lines like this, where Nekomura is characterized as reckless, upset with her housecat life. She didn't value that peaceful life, so she runs from it.

I find it interesting that in the first part of the song 'glow' is used both to describe 'headlights' and her identity (her embrace). Nekomura's identity hits her like a truck. 'satisfaction adorns and thrives throughout her next eight lives' suggests that she needed to go through a 'death' of some sort to live a furfilling life. It really reminds me of this albums sub-theme of breaking out of monotony. Static, spoken, and human are all trapped in it, erb and human break out, streetcat is freed. It's painful and dangerous, but its a life worth living.

By the time we get to the next part of the song, Nekomura is no longer seeking pain to dodge shame, but to find meaning, to be someone and embrace herself. I find it neat how her voice changes to be lighter and more emotional between these sections

This line is really neat because. Shrodinger's cat reference hehe It also calls back to the sort of split in identity found in this album after significant change

If I may be so bold as to connect Nekomura's eyepatch falling off as completing healing considering that it symbolized the starting healing in erb! YAY THEME PROGRESSION WOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I hope they can find satisfaction in a way that doesn't hurt someday :)

BONUS CONNECTION!! Rawdog and streetcat both use a desire for pain as a desire for connection, one with yourself and one with a partner. This parallels the way queen of venus and Human mirror eachother (finding humanity within yourself vs finding humanity within another)

EDIT: Also as This Post says there is the masochism parallel. Im dodged the topic cus im too repulsed ace for ts but I thought abt it and yeah it prolly deserves to be said (credits to impishthing)