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second of all same name :)

third of all you have great taste in ships

thankyou!

tis a wonderful name, don'cha know?

I just clicked on your blog and went absolutely feral when I saw Vampires SMP, ngl :) would love to rant with you about the series?

oh yes yes yes indeed i have much feelings for vampires and would love to rant together

but i would like to watch shelby's at some point, is it good?

also the contrast between scott and owen's episodes does make me laugh a little

(love a thought train, I can never stop when it comes to something I absolutely adore. also, did you really have to stake me in the bloody heart with the reminder of episode 7? T-T)

honestly, I really wasn't seeing the flaws with Scott's finale that so many people seem to fixate on (that may be because I've only watched his POV so far, we may never know)

I do actually quite like the conclusion to become a better person, even if I expected a truly tragic ending, either him to go on a murder spree to kill Owen and Pyro or die by the hands of the militia. but the whole redemption thing, while it definitely could've been executed better (it was a bit abrupt), honestly, I really think v!Shelby had a huge influence over v!Scott as they were such polar opposites, and the whole emotionally connection with the rest of the flock (especially v!Avid) really opened up his eyes.

I also just like flawed characters, that's a really obvious thing with me. controversial characters with bittersweet endings is my roman empire, and v!Scott checks every box.

(he's also just really cool)

(i definitely don't have avid's dying screams on a beaded necklace nope not me)

i. see now i have mixed feelings about the finale.

I posted this tell me I posted this. I am going to repost this and ash if I didn't post this kindly slap me across the face with a rubber fish or suchlike. /me finding this in my drafts and going oh fuck no

aaaaanyway. where was I past me.

mixed feelings about the finale- i do like it. it's fun and I like a little bit of redemption arc here and there. it. i would have preferred it if it had been less abrupt, as you said. it does amuse me immensely to know that Scott, the vampire who has canonically murdered thousands, gets off with being redeemed and gets to skip around New York with Shelby. it's awesome. and a great example of the smajor effect.

I would like to watch one of the townspeople's POVs, actually on the subject, because I feel like in neither of the one's I've watched does another side of Scott get shown but apparently a lot of other POVs have him perceived more as a villain which. like. fair.

however there is part of me that, regardless of how much I can write mental fanfics for days about Scott's emotions being unlocked by his fledgelings (and avid!!!) which caused him to become something of a better person and go on to get out of the castle and live in a city with his friends hooray, would have liked the ending to be a bit more. well. bloody?

the fact that a lot of people got out alive and happily and they just made peace then, at that point, when everyone had really settled down to the idea of outright war, sort of annoys me? because like. it could have been incredible if they fought and it was like the rest of the series, violent and tragic and all of that. if it had been earlier on when they had still been semi-seriously working towards a truce (Scott having a friendly conversation with half the town about the benefits of vampirism 'no more sore backs after sleeping funny' or something like that is one of my favourite scenes in the entire series full stop -> . ) I would have loved it but. I don't know

sorry this is long it is late I am sleep deprived XD

v!Avids screams definitely don't haunt my dreams, and I absolutely don't think about the tragedy of his character every day nope, not me woahwhatwasthatmust'vebeenthewind

honestly, exactly that. the whole season did kinda seem to 'set up' a big bloody and tragic finale, and while I'm pretty sure that's exactly how Legundo, Ren and Martyn's POVs went, I haven't watched them :D so I can't know, and truly after that whole devastating cliffhanger ("I'll make sure to kill them for you." SOMEBODY SEDATE ME-)

truly, I'll take anything at this point. Angst With a Happy ending with a lovely ever after once Scott gets over his emotional constipation? incredible. wreaking bloody havoc to avenge Avid and Scott bleeding out John Wick style by the towns beacon in the same spot louis was burnt at the stake? lovely, I'll take 12 of them.

(another thing was, I'm really desperate to watch one of the militia or just the townsfolks POV, because truly i need to see the smajor effect from the other side T-T hes absolutely insane in love cc!Scott and v!Scott so much.)

ooh yeah, the opportunity for tragic contrast from the beginning to the end would've been SO good. symbolism is ultimately my favourite thing in media. it's my roman empire, and no one can take it away from me. shoo shoo. it's mine.

but yeah! I guess you can't expect too much since there's not much you can do with a free minecraft series with zero planned plot and a goofy minecraft vampire bite simulation, but not getting a better ending might not be a bad thing. cause we get to write it! honestly, fanfiction and fan media are the greatest things I've ever come across. bloodletting wasn't a concept till the fandom came up with it, and I'm so grateful for that fact.

anyway, ending may be somewhat lacklustre despite the comedic value, but the series is incredible. It's a really great example of a piece of media that's good for fan content. the chances for alternate universes, the plot holes that don't impact the plot by existing, but we can fill them in, the GAY SHIT- it's truly a masterpiece.

second of all same name :)

third of all you have great taste in ships

thankyou!

tis a wonderful name, don'cha know?

I just clicked on your blog and went absolutely feral when I saw Vampires SMP, ngl :) would love to rant with you about the series?

oh yes yes yes indeed i have much feelings for vampires and would love to rant together

but i would like to watch shelby's at some point, is it good?

also the contrast between scott and owen's episodes does make me laugh a little

(love a thought train, I can never stop when it comes to something I absolutely adore. also, did you really have to stake me in the bloody heart with the reminder of episode 7? T-T)

honestly, I really wasn't seeing the flaws with Scott's finale that so many people seem to fixate on (that may be because I've only watched his POV so far, we may never know)

I do actually quite like the conclusion to become a better person, even if I expected a truly tragic ending, either him to go on a murder spree to kill Owen and Pyro or die by the hands of the militia. but the whole redemption thing, while it definitely could've been executed better (it was a bit abrupt), honestly, I really think v!Shelby had a huge influence over v!Scott as they were such polar opposites, and the whole emotionally connection with the rest of the flock (especially v!Avid) really opened up his eyes.

I also just like flawed characters, that's a really obvious thing with me. controversial characters with bittersweet endings is my roman empire, and v!Scott checks every box.

(he's also just really cool)

second of all same name :)

third of all you have great taste in ships

thankyou!

tis a wonderful name, don'cha know?

I just clicked on your blog and went absolutely feral when I saw Vampires SMP, ngl :) would love to rant with you about the series?

oh yes yes yes indeed i have much feelings for vampires and would love to rant together

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(choosing who i wanted from buffy was so painful)

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i'm sensing a theme of generally outrageously gay here

i am not one not two but three of these people as well XD

thank you muchly for the tag :)

I'm just gonna carry on the outrageously gay theme, thank you.