jojo

basic info

name: jo

age: 17

race: white

birthday: august 2

pronouns: they/he

about

i am autistic. my special interests and hyperfixations are dead poets society, anne with an e, our flag means death, IT, metal lords, community, the big bang theory, the mcu and ranboo. please use tone tags

i am schizophrenic. please don’t purposely trigger things for me.

my top kins are james potter, neil perry and anne shirley. i have a lot more kins but there’s just so many.

my top ships are anderperry (todd and neil), mitts (meeks and pitts), moonchaser (james and remus), wolfstar (sirius and remus) and reddie (richie and eddie)

i am transgender, and on the asexual spectrum. (my sexuality is not labeled)

i like weezer, nine inch nails, tally hall, elton john, korn, coldplay, twenty one pilots and more

dni/byf

dni: homophobic, transphobic, racist, ableist, antisemitic, proshipper, jkr supporter, basic dni.

byf: use tone tags, i don’t use trigger warning’s often but i try to, i cuss regularly

please tw…

sexual assault, mass use of alcohol, mentions of sh, animals that look like people

i’m always willing to be friends!

my wattpad is: astroverse-

(mentions of drugs)

meeks likes charlie and pitts, the feelings being mutual. the three aren’t dating but they do act on romances. they don’t make it official because it’s frowned on.

todd has bad dreams almost every night.

neil lays with him and reads him his poems to help him fall back asleep

knox is the one everyone goes to for relationship advice, despite being a hopeless romantic.

cameron was the last one to find out about neil and todd

todd gives neil everything off his plate that he doesn’t like

they get high together sometimes! (that’s how everyone found out about pitts, meeks and charlie. they’re very clingy when high and let all their secrets out)

todd only reads his poems to neil and neil reads them to everyone else at meetings

neil goes to charlie about everything

they’re all very affectionate with each other. hugs, head pats, kisses on the head, etc. they’re all comfortable enough with each other

todd is the only one of the poets who can sit through a scary movie

charlie’s favorite book is little women

todd, charlie and meeks do face masks together. (neil eats the cucumbers off todd’s eyes)

knox and cameron love marvel comics

charlie prefers dc. so he argues with them about what’s better

cameron goes around to everyone’s rooms at night to make sure they’re okay. it’s a huge inconvenience on private date nights.

pitts goes on a run every morning. occasionally neil will join him. it’s a chore to get meeks and charlie out of bed early.

todd has everyone over for summer break and he makes all of them breakfast.

cameron and neil were best friends in grade school but had a falling out.

other than neil, knox is todd’s very best friend. they do Everything together. their favorite thing to do is go see new scary movies together. knox gets scared but not as much as the other poets.

the two boys sat alone, by the lake.

they were having a “study group”, the only thing different was they, somehow, forgot to tell the rest about.

“how do i love thee? let me count the ways. i love thee to the depth and breadth and height, my soul can reach, when feeling out of sight. for the ends of being and ideal grace.”

“that’s beautiful, neil.”

“browning, how do i love thee.”

todd had an aching churn in his stomach as he stared back at neil. he wondered why he felt so heavily about the way neil spoke, so softly, only to him. todd licked his lips, before breaking the silence, “is there more?”

“i love thee to the level of every day’s, most quiet need, by sun and candle light. i love thee freely, as men strive for right. i love thee purely, as they turn from praise. i love thee with the passion put to use, in my old griefs, and with my childhood’s faith.”

he inched closer to todd, his fingertips brushing against the other’s knuckles. though he didn’t flinch, he kept his hand still. breathing in sync, with the boy before him.

“i love thee with a love i seemed to lose, with my lost saints. i love thee with the breath, smiles, tears, of all my life and, if god choose, i shall but love thee better after death.”

“how do you speak things in ways i’ve only dared to dream of.”

“how do you mean?”

“elegant.”

“elegant?”

“delicate.”

“delicate..”

their faces were just inches apart. todd shook his head, vigorously.

“we have to get back.” he began to stand. neil grabbed his arm, pulling him down.

“i’ve waited for you, for so long.”

“neil-“

“i have to have you now.”

“what are you talking about?” todd asked, standing up.

neil quickly stood up, grabbing his hand, “don’t you feel it?”

todd swallowed hard, looking down at their hands. he nodded.

“then let’s do something about it.”

“no. we can’t, you know that.”

“nobody’s telling us no here.”

neil held the side of his friend’s face, he lowered his voice, “what is it that you’re longing for.”

“kiss me.”

“i beg your pardon?”

“every time you look at me, i get this feeling in my stomach. this feeling like i’m going to explode. i get so warm and it feels like i’m wrapped in a large blanket, from the top of my head, to the tip of my toes. i feel suffocated when i’m around you. it takes everything in me not to tell you how i feel about you, how i’ve felt for so long. how the moment i met you and you shook my hand, it was extraordinary. i’ve never felt a moment like that. please kiss me!”

neil stared at him for a moment, before smiling. he let out a chuckle.

“what? what is it?”

“you’re an absolute fool.”

and then he kissed him.

he finally kissed him.

it felt like magic. like the whole world was in the palm of his hands. he felt breathless. he felt happy.