It’s Hard To Admit That I Still Have Work To Do

the mind is uncomfortable and the body she is also uncomfortable

im so scared the rest of my life is gonna feel like this

Sat crying in my kitchen because I’m so scared of being exactly as I am forever. I’m almost twenty seven. I can’t afford to move out on my own but I’m single and I’m scared no one will ever love me or I’ll never be open enough to let someone. But I can’t live at home forever because i think it will break me. I’m scared I will never be more than I am. That I’m trying so hard with writing and doing a masters and that it will amount to nothing. I don’t know how to be more than I am. I’m scared I’ll be nothing forever. Because that’s how I feel. What if I’m this lonely forever. What if I’m this sad forever.

i think the most beautiful thing about being a human is the capacity to change

people like the idea that there is an identity they can claim that will absolve them of the responsibility to examine their beliefs and actions and adjust them accordingly to better align with their values and desired outcomes but there isn't, we all have to practice humility and do the work regardless

must feel so good to be soil absorbing rain

That is simply what we are meant to do

WAIT did I never tell tumblr about the haunted space waterpark hotel

I should add that I did not see a single other guest the entire time I was there, which intensified the whole vibe.

There is at least one thing to do in kansas