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i smiled at the thought—at how handsome they would be together.

the lovely fawn, blooming spring vibrant behind her. standing before death, shadows and terrors lurking over his shoulder.

then who was gwyn’s first if she’s going to end up with azriel??

elain -> graysen -> azriel

azriel -> mor -> elain

gwyn -> ? -> azriel

“Most females die, the babes with them. There’s no way for magic to help, short of fracturing a female’s pelvis to widen it for the birthing. Which might kill the babe anyway.” “Feyre is going to die?” Her words were a whisper. For a heartbeat, every bit of spite, of anger, of bitterness faded away. Pure, clear panic replaced it.

did you know nessian officially slept together for the first time in a court of silver flames, ch. 37 after finding this information out?

Cassian leaned down to kiss her. And as his tongue slid into her mouth, he thrust home in a mighty, final push.

then continued to fuck every which way after that?

did you know the nessian mating bond clicked in officially in a court of silver flames, ch. ch. 58?

Hours later, days and weeks and months and millennia later, when they were both finally spent, when their souls had cleaved together entirely, Cassian pulled out of her and collapsed against the bed.

did you know cassian confronted nesta about it in a court of silver flames, ch. 62?

“Ask me why I vanished for nearly a week after Solstice. Why I suddenly had to do an inspection right after a holiday.” Nesta kept her mouth shut. “It was because I woke up the next morning and all I wanted to do was fuck you for a week straight. And I knew what that meant, what had happened, even though you didn’t, and I didn’t want to scare you. You weren’t ready for the truth—not yet.”

did you also know both of these chapters happened before nesta changed her body for an illyrian anatomy in a court of silver flames, ch. 77?

Nesta buried her face in the cold sweat of Feyre’s neck. She opened that place within herself, and said to the Mother, to the Cauldron, “I’ll give back what I took from you. Just show me how to save them—her and Rhysand and the baby.” .. Feyre began sobbing then, too, taking her son from Mor, hardly. noticing Madja suddenly leaning between her legs, inspecting what was there—the healing. “If I didn’t know better, I’d say you’d developed an Illyrian’s anatomy,” the healer muttered, but no one was listening.

did any of this stop nessian from being endgame?

no?

then why the fuck is it such an issue for elriel?

you don’t have to like the elriel ship, but let’s not make up bullshit like, “Sarah wrote it that way for a reason!” when trying to drag gwyn into this hurtful and gross mess..

sarah wrote gwyn having SLIGHTLY more pliant bones because it helps with her training. it LITERALLY says it right after:

“My grandmother was a river-nymph who seduced a High Fae male from the Autumn Court. So I’m a quarter nymph, but it’s enough for this.” Gwyn gestured to her large eyes—blue so clear it could have been the shallow sea—and her lithe body. “My bones are slightly more pliant than ordinary High Fae’s, but who cares about that?” Perhaps that was why Gwyn was so good at the balancing and movement. 29

sarah wrote nessian being endgame despite knowing the risks WAY earlier on..

and even after finding out the risks, it didn’t stop feyre and rhys from still being endgame..

and even now, a little power of nesta’s remains AND she has the knowledge in a court of silver flames, ch. 78. so when elain and azriel are endgame, and should elain decide to want to have children (a choice that will be made with her partner), nesta is there to help! but a friendly reminder that children aren’t the be all and end all for a relationship to work!

So Cassian asked, “Is your magic … The power’s really gone?” The brisk spring wind whipped her golden-brown hair across her face. “I gave it back to the Cauldron in exchange for the knowledge of how to save them.” She swallowed. “But a little remains. I think something else—someone else—stopped the Cauldron from taking all of it. And I made some changes of my own.” The Mother. The only being who would see the sacrifice Nesta had made and give a little back. Perhaps it was she who had peered out at them through the Mask. “What did you change?” Nesta rested a hand on her abdomen. “I changed myself a little, too. So none of us will have to go through this again.”