heated rivalry fic: so you must like me for me - COMPLETE, 36K
art by @anonymouspinkturtle
Relationships: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
Summary: Shane wants to figure out if he's gay before he gets draftedβand no, the way he felt when Ilya Rozanov smirked at him with a cigarette between his lips in Saskatchewan has nothing to do with it. Unfortunately, the random guy he hooks up with to try and make sure one way or another takes a picture, and Shane gets outed before the draft. In the ensuing scandal, he goes seventh overall, to Ottawa.
It turns out having the worst thing you can think of happen to you when you're seventeen years old can end up being pretty liberating. And land you an unexpected best friend.
Chapter 1 of 2 on Ao3 HERE
Chapter 2 of 2 on Ao3 HERE
βYou going sevenβis bullshit,β Rozanov replies. βOkay if you go second, because Iβm better than you, but sevenβ¦ fucking bullshit.β Shane has the βfuck you, youβre not better than meβ on the tip of his tongue but, the thing is, according to at least six MLH GMs, Rozanov is. And yet, Rozanov looks like heβs deeply offended, like he means what heβs saying, not chirping or bullshitting at all, and that. That heals something in Shane. Theyβve been one and two, back and forth, for at least three years now, and the fact that Rozanov acknowledges it, tooβ¦ βThank you,β Shane says. βItβMontreal told me it was about optics, or whatever. I donβt know.β Rozanov shakes his head quickly, harrumping. βWhat, optics are you suck one dick and canβt hold hockey stick anymore? Bullshit. They will all regret, Hollander. Trust me.β






















