make me feel

the fact that it was filmed after the night of the waning gibbous moon makes the whole thing even better. hudson wiping away connor’s tears in the bathroom and reassuring him that his face isn’t puffy from crying, he’s beautiful and he’ll still look perfect tomorrow. mr 110% dedicated to his career choosing to forego his beauty sleep in favor of spending the night in each other’s laps 🫠

their sex sells tattoos could be literally covered in concealer right now 😭😭😭

Whenever I watch any of their press, I think that Hudson is more in love with Connor than Connor is with him. But I think he actually just doesn’t try to hide it. His look of love when Connor called in to the SUE podcast was pretty much the rawest, most naked thing I’ve ever seen. And during the press, he never tried to disguise how much he loved Connor, whereas Connor I think compartmentalized it a bit. But then I saw all the photos of them walking around Toronto for 10 days straight and I was honestly harmed by how fond of Hudson he looked the entire time. Even after a week of talking nonstop! You can try to hide it but your heart eyes are just as bad as Hudson’s, sorry babe.

oof you’re hitting me square in the chest this afternoon. i might be way off base here because i generally only consume their interviews in gif form so i might have missed some of the full answer but i thought it was really telling in one of hudson’s recent interviews he referred to connor being a support to him but he kind of qualified it with “industry related”. i’m not saying that there’s no support in either direction outside of acting stuff but it struck me as a huge walkback from “emotional support person in life” from the golden globes. it makes sense, they were really in the maelstrom of it all back at the golden globes time of year and it probably felt like there was no life outside of being famous but now they’ve spent a lot of time apart and communication probably dropped off a bit with all the country hopping and long hours spent on different sets. but then again, connor is the one who understands exactly what that’s like at the end of the day.

there’s no way they don’t make jokes about offering a “helping hand”

https://www.tumblr.com/vickyvicr/824870462410620928?source=share

Oh I love thinking about the universe where it turned out that sex doesn’t always sell, hbo never picked the show up, they both gained maybe 10k followers each and had to back to working in restaurants. It’s so perfectly bittersweet. Sometimes I wonder if the thought of meeting your soulmate and getting your big break in one fell swoop feels too good to be true to them? Who is that lucky? But maybe if fame hadn’t found them, it would feel like it was the universe’s way of bringing them together. That’s what it was all for - meeting you. And who else could understand the feeling of having had a shot at fame and then returning to your humdrum existence other than him? I think they’d be every bit as enmeshed in that universe even in spite of the distance. Saving every dollar to get 300 together to book those flights as often as possible. Maybe on one of Hudson’s trips to LA they end up in Hi Tops and they sit pressed together in a corner, nobody recognising them because they’re nobody to recognise. But they’re attracting attention anyway, both are getting territorial, grips on shoulders and thighs tightening and it all comes spilling out at the end of the night… you’re all I think about even though I know I shouldn’t. So they say fuck it, let’s be together and see where life takes us next.

https://www.tumblr.com/gaygoatshane/824869309184638976

https://x.com/GayPublix/status/2087314802464952610/video/1?s=46

you rpf freaks literally have no respect for hudson and connor it's insane.