make me feel

the threesome dynamic i’d be truly interested in is hudconob sorry not sorry the thought of hudson fucking two people he craves the approval of 😵‍💫 would connor tone down his bossiness in deference to jacob? much to consider

hahahaha do you know what I did originally have 'older director or cast member' and then I removed it because I only ever dip my toes in hudconob but I will admit it intrigues me.

because we could for sure cook up something messy where maybe they're at jacob's house for dinner and casually the conversation turns to a sex scene they filmed earlier. how it wasn't exactly right, was it, boys, you were way too in your heads, what was up with that? well, connor says, hand firmly on hudson's thigh under the table and creeping higher (also they've been playing footsie all evening), maybe we can try it again. in a more relaxed setting. and you can give us some notes. tension crackling like static electricity. connor picks an eyelash off hudson's cheek and says what do you think huddy. you think we can do better? and hudson's gone all mute, cheeks flushed, but he nods and then somehow they end up upstairs, in the guest room because jacob's not THAT forward, but he is happy to get up close, help connor spread hudson's legs, run a hand over his warm smooth skin, gently push between his shoulderblades so he's pressed flat on the mattress as connor kisses down his verterbrae. and they're both telling him how good he is, how pretty and big and muscular he looks, and hudson is losing his mind, all blood diverted south of the border, static in his ears as he forgets all his choreography and lets both of them move him however they like with hands and knees and noses and chins until his bones turn to jelly, connor gripping his chin and holding eye contact as he comes.

https://www.tumblr.com/hazmesentir/817710649801064448

oh anon we can...let's go to my favourite place (and let me humbly recommend the fic I wrote about it lol)

eyeeee like to believe mr storrie knew exactly what Hudson was putting down with that mangled metaphor and I truly don't want to live in an rpf sandbox where they're not having some form of threesome somehow. we return to the hallowed halls of the vancouver polycule. look Connor. look how good I am at making her cum. and Connor is there biting his lip stroking his back kissing his neck saying yes baby, so good. doesn't he feel so good? see, look how good you do it, huddy. maybe Connor gets to fuck him while he's fucking her and it's the realisation of the bisexual fantasy Hudson has harboured since he was a teenager

Mmmmmmm

hey yes I posted about it yesterday but in a sort of roundabout way because self-promoting on here feels very strange but let me try it again!!

https://www.tumblr.com/bipolar4autistic/819419309433618433/like-ilya-is-getting-himself-committed-with-he

Do you see that being the case with the two of them in both of these hypotheticals? Do you think their codependency would manifest itself this way (Do you think it's not as intense as this? Do you think it's even more intense than this (omg how)? Do you think they're not codependent at all?)? How do you think this codependency (if you think they are) shows up in other ways for them (especially if it's on the intensity level mentioned above)? Do you think one or both of them ever clock it (even if they can't/don't name it)? And if so, do you think that (once they're past 1x06 timeline) it scares them?

(I'm sorry book readers if this pops up in the books (since I do at least know there are some mental health discussions in TLG since running across spoilers these past months) and these questions seem obvious for what's ahead! I haven't read the books and don't wanna read TLG until after next season airs)

HELLO rare hollanov ask I am so sorry it took me so long to reply to it!!!

so here's my take on myhollanov and the codependency between them...for like nine years they existed very separately. they loved each other sure but they had their whole own lives, it wasn't just blank space, like leaving a sims game on pause. eyeeeeee think one of the biggest problems hollanov would have in general is adjusting to having each other in their space all the time. like even during TLG (not really a spoiler but mentioning it since you said you haven't read it) they barely spend time together apart from the summer, and even then it's only a couple of weeks. they're miserable about it of course but I think what this means is actually by the end of TLG when they do finally move in together they actually don't know, even after 10+ years together, what it's like to share a home. not to say I think they'd struggle long term with it but I do think it would be an adjustment and that they are not constantly in each other's pockets after the first rush of it wears off.

I actually think they're much more independent than most people read them as, rather than this kind of romeo&juliet if I die you die thing. I think that's common due to a certain incident in TLG (but imo that is really just designed as a tipping point to get both of them - but mostly shane - to realise what being together openly means to them).