make me feel

anyway at least my birthday outfit is sorted

You have such a delightful, evocative way with words because yes, he does look like his brains are exiting through his dick and Hudson is his stars, his moon, his sun, his entire world.

I watched through my eyes while blushing the first few times I watched that scene. It's so intensely lovely. They really conveyed how different the intimacy, and intense in a different way than before, was in the wake of finally coming clean with each other about being in love and wanting to have a life together.

The hunger to be plastered together, pulling each other in closer, caressing and mouthing and and and breathless and lost in the sauce.

When I saw this gifset I was sad I hadn't noticed these touches before but I was understanbly focused up by their heads. These smoothing caresses and clutching hands and fingers lightly walking down thighs and the grasp on the knee to pull him in closer are just, to quote Hudson, exactly what I want to see. They add so much to the scene.

https://www.tumblr.com/handsywoman/811724456223490048/when-i-touch-your-thigh-here-it-means-im

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oooh yeah this is so spot on for me too I think. connor knowing he’s not everyone’s cup of tea so knowing instantly when he vibes with someone he wants to keep them. (I think about “you’re mine” all the time like babe. he has a gf). I also like the interpretation that his high self esteem means he is a bit aloof and picky and knows his value so he uses that as a lure and knows exactly how to wind someone around his little finger (talky talky manipulate) but he’s not always as slick as he likes to think he is.

I remember briefly on Twitter people brought up Connor calling Sophie Wilde "the most beautiful person on the planet" in two different interviews as some sort of 'he's into women more than we think, okay!!' hail mary, but like...it's Sophie Wilde. She is beautiful lol.

I do think in general the wider fandom has an issue with wanting to put people into boxes with their sexuality (this also applies with hudcon's relationship). like labels are helpful for us as humans to interact and categorise stuff and without those signposts I think a lot of people struggle (when I say 'people' I mean people who grow up in a primarily heteronormative monocultural environment). but really it's not our business at all and i'll never forcefully apply a label from the outside just like I wouldn't want anyone to do that to me. I can see it from a broader pov of people wanting out queer famous people and obvs it's disgusting in this day and age that it's still better to be closeted or at least 'glass closeted' for your career but generally it really doesn't matter to me what either of them identify as.

the way they are with each other I think also is confusing for societal norms hence why a lot of people do want to put them firmly in the box of 'they're in love and in a monogamous committed relationship if only you'd open your EYES!' and i'll never discount that as an IMpossibiltiy but to act like it's the only logical read of their connection is crazy to me.

owp not me forgetting the source texts what a fake fan I ammmmm

is this regarding the vancouver polycule content in ch5 😅 I am nothing if not a dedicated hudcon scholar doing my immersion year amongst the great minds of RPF University

anon hahahaha I feel the rpf energies sweeping over me…. do you realise next waning gibbous moon they will most likely be together in Toronto, that’s come sooo quick!!