make me feel

what prep work do you think chala has done before boybestiekissing summer camp? Do you think she’s telling herself okay I need to put my foot down this time (she’s got a white board ready to demonstrate Rules)

come get your dinner hollander you must be starving

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butbutbut i only see her through pics and videos connor, let me have this. she’s just so soft, no im not replacing you stop with that. you’re my connie baby but she’s just my princess am i right baby? cue puppy kisses and giggles. ok ok let’s watch that film you’ve been trying to get me into BUT i get the dog as a pillow, right bubba? cue puppy kisses AGAIN. and connor can’t help it, he just snaps that pic that will be his second lock screen (bc he doesn’t want to give too much) and he will look at it three times a day when he is filming in nowhere iowa. and hudson has a matching second lock screen but it’s a pic of all three that tyler took early in the park. connor is petting connie smiling and hudson is just staring at connor all soft eyes and soft smile and he has to remember that it’s his best friend there. but they look cute they look like family so he lets those feelings set in him for a few hours a few days a week. and maybe he asks too much about connie lately, and sends random pics, do you think she will look cute in this? maybe i can buy her this tiffany collar so she can match her dad 😏 im eating bread in this fancy italian restaurant in chicago, do you think she will prefer rosemary bread or just plain bread? and connor can’t stop smiling miles away. he will always answer with a pic that tyler sent him two days ago bc he is filming in mexico and then when he is back in la he just send that selfie that hudson will print and guard in his wallet

i will fight you on this bc when tyler is not in the picture connor will TRY to be the boss. hudson stop she’s going to get sick if you feed her another bit of taco. hudson stop rolling around she’s going to playfully bite you and get sad. HUDSON THE TAIL. oh my god ok she can cuddle in bed but the minute she starts slobbering the pillow she’s out. no don’t give me the puppy eyes CONNIE NOT YOU AS WELL. but yeah i guess they get the free pass everytime bc he’s a sucker for both of them.

Not to be a harlot, but to be a harlot I think after seeing this (https://www.tumblr.com/smokey-ilya/804467872196870144/in-case-anyone-wanted-this-as-much-as-i-did), seeing an intimacy coordinator's TikTok that confirmed Hudson's SUE modesty garment description of it basically being a 'lil Crown Royal bag, that one anon that mentioned Hudson and Connor having takes of sex scenes like the above that went on for several minutes without Jacob calling cut (plus, Jacob saying that Connor and Hudson would check in with each other with their own "you good?" between these takes) and sex scenes taking hours to film, and things like Connor sucking Hudson's nipple and kissing his pelvis and Hudson declining a crash pad during the thrusting and grinding of a sex scene like the above or how close they are while grinding on each other for ep4 and ep6's sex scenes especially despite there only being a lil Crown Royal bag between them (plus, with the understanding that based on Connor's hand placement they might both be imagining things like Connor being inside of Hudson at the same time while they grind on each other with barely anything between them has me like..........am I just watching two people genuinely do foreplay here like??? Yes, I know acting, I know I know, but their bodies?? They are actually physically doing (and imagining!) all of this, some things people would legit consider legit foreplay. And foreplay is sex and now I'm sitting here like when I see reaction channels say "oh wow it looks like these actors are actually having sex" I feel like staring at the sun 'cause I'm sitting here now like "yes technically!!!" Then, I feel like a madwoman. Thank you for the space to be one.

i can see the shane ilya anya parallels but let’s be honest, hudson would spoil that baby. connor we need to buy this, and this, and then this as well and it’s just the same toy in different colors bc obviously it needs to match the different collars, wdym which ones? the ones i brought with me? oh my god connor yes she needs them. oh gosh baby you get more beautiful every day, come here. no hudson she’s not allowed on the sofa. *death glare petting the dog on the sofa* fight me. big sigh from connor making sandwiches in the kitchen. that was so dad of him, don’t listen, you deserve to be on the sofa, comfortable like the princess that you are, yes yes, princess. you can feel the fucking fondness miles away radiating from the kitchen

Connor wanting the fame and success all these years and he’s relentless and he’s hungry but he's now finally at the river Styx and the ferryman is asking if he’s ready to pay the cost and he didn’t anticipate it would be this hard when he started this journey