make me feel

has it really 😭 god time flies when you're having fun (imaging the various ways they might be in love and either know it or not know it)

bonus points IF there's a mirror involved and connor's like look at you, look how good you are, look how amazing you make me feel, and hudson can't help but look, connor's face turned towards the mirror where he's pressed against the mattress, back bending in a way hudson didn't think was possible. and connor reaches back and grabs the meat of his upper thigh to stop him moving every time he's close, so all he can do is move his hips in a teeny tiny motion, and even connor is losing it a bit because he's so close but he's saying not yet, baby, not yet. you can go a little longer, I know you can, cuz you're so good for me. connor's hand stroking the outside of his thigh in circles, spreading his legs a little wider, arching his back a little deeper as hudson's big hand runs all the way from the base of his spine up to between his shoulderblades and back again, breathing ragged at the top of his lungs, eyes unfocussed as he whispers please, and connor just says, please what, baby, use your words, speak up. and hudson manages to get out please, please let me, I have to, I can't, please, please. and connor lets this go on a bit longer until his whole body is shaking from the effort to control it and it's getting too much for him too. so finally he says go on, you did so well, you're such a good boy, you can come now. and then hudson fucks him so hard he has to bite down on the pillow to stop from shouting

I sometimes wonder what would hudson like more: to be the guy behind the camera asking connor to pose for him or to be in the shoot with connor slutting it up with him

I do not recall this specific lore but what I will say is they formed their lovely little soul bond gasping and moaning and grinding on camera for a room full of people so yes I definitely think they like to be watched

one of my fav interviews is the first one I ever watched (e talk where they text fans) and there are soooo many bossy/high maintenance connor moments in it...when he tells hudson off for how proud he is about the AD thinking he was russian story...when he's endlessly mocking him for how he replies to the fans...when he's legitimately trying to answer the question about best butts while hudson is doing his weird little haikus 'hockter' 'sprintey'... "connor is getting passive aggressive....he 'doesn't care'".... connor being a terrible texter 'and that's your problem...' ... idk I think it's so tasty. that's mythem 😭

sorry darling I don’t have anything to hand! hopefully some dear angel might come and comment with some though?