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happy birthday liz 🥳🥳 it's awesome to share this space with you. your thoughts on hudcon are deeply appreciated <3

noooooooooo, why did you give bb hudson kinda an out by having k be the one that cheated first noooooooo (because you wanted to ofc, that's why!!! which valid!!). anyway i think maybe there's juuuuust something wrong with me that whenever i see a hudcon fic with 'au - no girlfriends' or get to a fic that doesn't have that but k has done categorically A Bad Thing first before hudcon get to slangin and bangin i'm like nooooooooo i want hudson to grapple with like k being a sweetie generally (not like a perfect angel with no flaws ever ofc that'd make for a boring character but like just still a big sweetie to him generally) and still falling in love with connor cause he just can't help it and still sleeping with connor or crossing some kinda line after trying sooooooooooooo hard not to. hudcon as a ship having one being taken since it's beginning is just so poisonously chewy to me and has inherent angst and a source of mental anguish and torture that you have absolutely included already ofc ofc ofc i love your fics sfm and i'm just a meanie and seem to want hudson (and connor since he's a sensitive boy who is at v least friendly with k and would feel like shit about it at least to some degree too) to always feel even more and The Worst possible amount of guilt available to the human psyche over it apparently lmao. anyway i fuuuuuuuuuuucking love your writing so much. i love how you characterize hudson and connor sfm they feel like i could actually see them doing the things you write about fr fr irl. you're incredible i'm just sick and prone to frothing at the mouth over the worst amount of mental anguish (which also might explain why i read so many mcd fics for hollanov so like yes something IS wrong with me probably). i cannot WAIT for the next chapter (like odessa??????????? i might cry i think)

LIZ WAIT IT WAS YOUR BIRTHDAY??? happy belated birthday angel ❣️❣️❣️ i hope you had the best time and were showered with so much love!! literally where would we be as a sandbox society without you… one of the greatest rpf minds of our generation, we are so blessed. so glad to be in this space with you. LOVE YA ‼️

This is soooooo.... Having all (most?) of the comments about hudcon's chemistry in one spot is amazing

happy birthday!!! thanks for cultivating and tending to this lovely corner of our sandbox. now, i kind of want to play with Met Monday and big crier connor storrie- how many times do you think he cried that night? I know he cried at least once before, once in the Met bathroom, and at least at one Hudson reunion/goodbye. i hope he takes lots of fluids.

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY SWEETHEART 💖🌈🌷✨🍀 would quite literally be lost, shuffling disoriented & pitiful thru the wretched wasteland without your delightful hudcon musings & lovely fanfictions & general shining beacon-of-light demeanor. hope u have the best day ever ❗️❗️❗️

just a little complaining don’t mind me