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Part 19!

So, this part was kind of like the transition between Mikey's resurrection and Leo's resurrection.

There's not a lot going on. But hey, I think the next part's gonna be the Leo’s resurrection itself~

I've said the word resurrection too many times haha. Imma go to sleep👍

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This idea emerged during a conversation with a friend, and because of my reluctance to laboriously craft it into a fanfic, I presented it in this form:

Guilliman heard numerous rumors about the Lion's return, but he struggled to believe it. Even before he entered the stasis field, he had already believed that the Lion was dead. Yet, he wanted the rumors to be true because of his overwhelming desperation for a brother's companionship.

So, he once again captured a Tzeentch daemon and interrogated it，seeking truth about the Lion's return.

The Tzeentch daemon affirmed that the Lion had indeed returned, untainted by Chaos. However, before Guilliman could find solace in this revelation, the daemon continued.

"He holds two distinct opinions of you, and you can guess which one is true.

The first: He is immensely relieved to learn that you are still alive and believes he is no longer alone.

The second: He thought he should have dealt with you and asked why could it not have been you who fell."

The daemon pulled a sly maneuver, withholding context about the Lion's words. It also conveniently changed the Lion's true meanings, "why could it not have been you who fell instead of Sanguinius," which Guilliman might have concurred with, and it also omitted that the Lion had also wished he had died in Sanguinius' place.

Guilliman was quick to conclude that only the second statement held truth. Given his understanding of the Lion, he reasoned that the Lion had never held him in high regard and was very likely upset with him.The Lion may believe he should be held accountable for the current state of the Imperium.So it's logical that the Lion wanted him dead.

In theory, Guilliman should have accepted this reality calmly, but he found himself unable to do so.

Imagine you awaken in a nightmarish world, utterly alone, burdened with the responsibility of saving everyone, yet no one could save you in return. Your father appears mad and treats you like a tool, and you lack a confidant to confide in. Amidst the ceaseless toil and isolation, a glimmer of hope emerges when you hear that one of your brothers has returned.You two weren't close before, but you've been alone for too long. You're so exhausted and you want to talk to someone. Despite past misunderstandings and disputes, he could be the sole person who comprehends your solitude and shares your burden.

But this brother, the only person in the world you can rely on and trust,thinks you're better off dead.

Thus Guilliman crumbled.He had a will as unyielding as steel and rock, but he had already pushed himself to the brink. And this was the straw that broke the camel's back.He could have continued to endure all the loneliness and despair, had the Lion not denied the value of all his effort and his life with a single sentence.

Meanwhile, the Lion was making preparations for his impending reunion with Guilliman. During his time with his sons, he felt that he should understand Guilliman's perspective beforehand. He turned to Azrael, inquiring if Guilliman had ever spoken about him. He was told by Azrael that when Indomitus Crusade fleet delivered primaris reinforcements to the Rock,Guilliman admitted to Azrael that he had always admired the Lion. Despite not sharing a particularly close bond, the Lion had always been the one Guilliman looked up to among all their brothers. This left the Lion both moved and reassured.

Therefore, when the Lion and Guilliman finally met again, the Lion tried to express his brotherly feelings of reunion, but Guilliman reacted with extreme indifference and restraint. The Lion was puzzled and annoyed by this and suspected that Guilliman thought he was trying to usurp power. The misunderstanding between them deepened.

Eventually, the Lion could bear it no longer. He used his forestwalk ability to reach the Honor of Macragge and wanted to have a sincere conversation with his brother. However, when Guilliman spotted him, he misconstrued the lion's intentions, believing that the lion had come to assassinate him. He instinctively raised the flaming sword in "self-defense." When the lion attempted to clarify that he had no such intentions, Guilliman questioned him, "Aren't you the one who wished I were dead?" The lion was speechless, as he had indeed uttered those words. A confrontation between the two ensued, but Guilliman eventually abandoned the fight midway due to overwhelming heartbreak.

This is the very first time when Lion witnessed Guilliman shedding tears. Even after the siege of Terra, when all were in mourning, Guilliman had immediately embarked on the task of reorganization and reconstruction.At that time,he was so driven that he seemed almost insensitive and indifferent.So all his brothers, including the lion, thought he's cold or strong enough to never be swayed by emotion.

Now,Lion realized that Guilliman even remained oblivious to his own tears,still convinced that he sounded resolute and intimidating to Lion.Suddenly, the Lion comprehended the relentless battle Guilliman had waged against despair,but he couldn't hold on any longer.And it's because of Lion.

I haven't figured out how this is supposed to end.My hope is for them to reconcile sincerely. However, I'm uncertain about how the Lion could offer solace to Guilliman and gain his trust again.Even he had changed a lot,I still think he is not good at comforting...and Roboute was devastated.

Roboute Guilliman in his Terra Social Debut.

Officials praised his polite and composed demeanor,also his pragmatism and wit.Some secretly rejoiced that finally there was a primarch who valued smooth communication.

Yet,he was also considered lacking the charm of Horus and Fulgrim.This was because the 13th Primarch spent over an hour discussing "Military Camp Arrangements: Theory and Practice" with the most noble gentlemen and ladies on Terra.

Before making his debut, Guilliman had discreetly sought the opinions of Vulkan and Dorn, who were also there at that time in Terra. But he found their advice to be of no real value.

/Image 2/ 💜I’ve… had enough… SFX: turns // 💜[It’s not like I want to say these things] 💜[As I thought, the two of us shouldn’t be togeth—…] SFX: drip // 💜[…Eh?]

/Image 3/ 💜…..Nagi // 💜Why are you… 💜making such a face… // 💤I’m sorry, I don’t know what you’re angry about 💤Even though you’re precious to me 💤All I do is make you mad

/Image 4/ 💜Nagi…I… 💤Talk to me. I’ll try and fix my bad points // 💤So 💤Don’t try to leave me // 💤Because I like you Reo…so stay with me forever 💜You’re so unfair

/Image 5/ 💜 [To make such a face…] // 💜 Sighs~~.. 💜I’ll eat at your place today, then go home. // SFX: surprise 💤 Eh?! // 💤Are we not having a talk?  💜I’m not going anywhere, so stop crying already 

/Image 6/ 💤Ah, Reo smiled 💤My tears won’t stop. Rub my head and call me a good boy~ 💜Don’t push your luck!! 💜Besides it was you who started it with the this and that https://twitter.com/kazunokoumum/status/1716058024245359075

It is a subtle thing, since we rarely see Umemiya and Suou interact with each other, but somehow, Umemiya is surprisingly fitting into what Suou called "adulthood".

Suou's definition of adulthood and a teacher/mentor seems to blend a bit from the way he uses these terms somewhat interchangeably. Nonetheless, it is certain that he is talking about a certain role model. Of course, he doesn't just say them for show. Suou understands it and is striving to become the same kind of adult that he looks up to.

Imagination, experience, ability to turn imagination into reality

Deep shadows pt1 Deep shadows pt2 Kings of Hyrule Malon1 Malon2 the Bet Malanya Malon3 Malon4 Malon5 postman swords threatening shadows pt1 threatening shadows pt2 threatening shadows pt3 Masks pt1 Masks pt2 Doodles pt7 The Shadow pt1 The Shadow pt2 The Shadow pt3 The Shadow pt4 Doodles pt8 Fish stories Memories pt1 Memories pt2 Shady escape pt1 Shady escape pt2 Shady escape pt3 Shady escape pt4 new time new place Divine dark reflections pt1 Divine Dark Reflections pt2 Doodles pt9 Divine Dark Reflections pt3 Divine Dark Reflections pt4 Divine Dark Reflections pt5 Divine Dark Reflections pt6 Divine Dark Reflections pt7 Divine Dark Reflections pt8 Divine Dark Reflections pt9 Divine Dark Reflections pt10 Magic sword Regroup Miss her Timeline talk1 Doodles pt10 Likelike Heroes legacy Shifting Shadow pt1 Shifting Shadow pt 2 Shifting Shadow pt 3 Shifting Shadow pt 4 Shifting Shadow pt 5 Shifting Shadow pt 6 Shifting Shadow pt 7 Sunset pt 1 Sunset pt 2 Sunset pt 3 Sunset pt 4 Sunset pt 5 Sunset pt 6 Sunset pt 7 Sunset pt 8 Sunset pt 9 Sunset pt 10 Sunset pt 11 Sunset pt 12 Sunset pt 13 Sunset pt 14 Night Dawn pt 1 Dawn pt 2 Dawn pt 3 Dawn pt 4 Dawn pt 5 Dawn pt 6 Dawn pt 7 Dawn pt 8 Dawn pt 9 Moving Forward

…to be continued…

The works that became Linked Universe:

Original sketches 1st post ever doodles pt1 doodles pt2 doodles pt3 doodles pt4 scars smith skull kid Hoarder of legend Ravio doodles pt 5: sailcloth, minish powerful ring access to Gerudo town Vai cloths natural strength sheikah materials bully sister doodlespt 6: knights, ladyfriends, face of displeasure fishing too small for the sword lost spar a secret mirror shield scar beasts after dark pt.1 beasts after dark pt.2 broken blade broken Master Sword Wall Master Wolfie Wolf and the smallest hero Nightmares saved by the wolf Linkle 1 Linkle 2 Yiga Pictographs Malink past Mipha’s journal biggest thing you fought Ganon who? dogs

Art works:

art of 2023: January- cold sunrise February- shadow silhouettes march- green steps April- playful breeze may- shattered recreation June- summer shade July - starry notes August - ancient memories September - stormy draw October - eruption labyrinth November - slippery steps  December - collection connoisseurs

Development posts:

heights? / nicknames / Why off model? / master sword Ideas / Triforce / love interests Storyboard / Storyboard2 / art process / Tools

Characters, Concepts, Notes:

Malon / tingle / Linebeck / Great fairy / Groose / Ravio one &only / The shadow  / Swords / …. / Lizalfos / Bokos of the sea / Postman / TotK aliens?

Main Character Concepts, Notes:

Time /  Special mask /  honey&darling / long hair

Twilight  / Twilight details /  not a furry / hoodie / hunting ethics / “it’s complicated” /  best on horseback

Warrior / full sketch

Sky / woodcarver / sailcloth /  what’s up w/ the master sword / Attire Layers

Wild / Wild concept / best archer /self-doubt / wild2.0 / cooking / Totk / engineering TotK

Hyrule /  Legend & Hyrule design / Red tunic / Hero of Hyrule

Legend / Legend’s hair / Dream girl

4Sword /  4Sworddetails

Wind

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☑ the goddess’ trial

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