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Today I celebrate my pride month day, and this is an incredibly happy day for me. I'm proud of all the lesbians, every one of you. I hope you're proud of yourself too, and if you're not, it's time to get started!
maybe this is something im just not seeing myself, but i feel like there is a big, and probably common, issue csa survivors dont really talk about and thats having urology issues...so im going to talk about my experience with it.
im cutting the post before i go into it, so if anyone reading has issues with this topic here's your warning now
this is also a long post, sorry
i want to start off by saying that i am incredibly ashamed to have urinary problems, so this post is definitely going to be difficult for me to speak about. however, i feel like this is an important topic to talk about so i will contribute to this conversation. im sure a big reason why its not talked about a lot, is that it has to do with it being a somewhat "taboo" subject (bodily fluids and all that), and on top of that people are quick to judge. so im going to be the one to say that if you struggle with these issues too, that you are not alone. you are not a burden. and i understand that it is incredibly frustrating to deal with. you are seen. you are heard.
in my personal experience, i have just recently come to the realization and acceptance regaurding the fact that this is something i struggle with a lot. ever since we were a child, we have always had issues with holding ourselves before being able to go to the bathroom causing us to frequently have accidents in our bed. this of course, caused us to get in trouble (scolding) and my parents (especially my mother) to be very confused on what was happening and how to stop it.
I vividly remember as a child in my childhood home, not being able to make it to the bathroom in time so i opted to squatting in the hallway of the house to relieve myself since i didnt want to get myself wet. i went to my mother sobbing and apologizing for it because i knew it wasn't appropriate to do so (even though i couldnt control it).
it got better with age, as we were able to teach ourselves how to hold better the older we got, but issues still persisted. we didn't realize we had issues with it until recently because during my teenage years, i was able to go to the bathroom easily since the bathroom was right across the hall from my room (some issues did occur once in awhile since there was only one bathroom in the house and my father took his sweet time in there) and i was a good enough kid at school that me asking to go to the restroom wasn't much of an issue.
i subconsciously learned that i had a timer on myself the moment i realized i had to pee, so i learned to go as quick as possible to reduce the possibility of an accident. i struggled and continue to struggle with slight urinary incontinence issues (leaking) if i have to hold myself for too long. ive never peed myself in my teenage and adult life yet, but ive come very close as it progressively gets harder and harder for me to hold it when i need to go. its, unfortunately, very embarrassing to me.
weve also had issues with needing to go frequently because i cannot trust myself to hold it even if its a small amount. and on top of that, we struggle with chronic urinary retention symptoms (scroll down a little to find the section talking about it).
our fiance recently found out we struggle with these issues. they made us feel supported, telling us that they'd never make us feel ashamed for it. it made me happy and relieved. it definitely helps having a support group.
i think i struggled a lot with accepting this part of us because its even more conformation that was happened to us, happened. that this is a physical issue im going to have for probably the rest of my life. ive been looking into ways to help with this issue, such as pelvic floor exercises and incontinence pads/underwear. its hard for me to look into those accommodations, but im learning to accept myself because i deserve help with it. its something completely out of my control, and i shouldn't have to feel ashamed about it.
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At the end of the day, my thoughts on job hunting are that it's incredibly stupid how every fiber of our current socioeconomic structure is screaming that you MUST have a job and nothing else matters because you MUST be working and that's the only thing of true importance so never forget that you MUST have a job, and I'm like damn okay so I'd like a job, can I have one? And the answer is No
I am an alter of the Space System and I HATE this body.
I'm a lesbian, and I was in love with a beautiful red-haired girl who also loved me very much. And although Alex (the second host) appeared more often in that company, we often spent time together and were generally a good couple.
But that bitch inside my head couldn't let go of our ex-boyfriend (who wouldn't have worked out anyway), and broke up with her! We didn't even talk about it, I found out yesterday when I went to the front and was absolutely devastated. My baby doesn't even want to see me anymore, and it's very painful for me to watch her suffer because someone went to the front at the wrong time!
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It's so hard to be in a body with an AAP alter when I literally HATE pedophiles with all my soul
I literally k___ed them in my source and that was my life goal (I'm fictive), because all pedophiles should burn in hell if they harm children, are going to do it, and generally interact with children in any way, considering their attraction to be normal. This is NOT normal.
But at the same time, part of our system does not see anything wrong with this???? and even trying to have relationships with adult men???? Bro, I understand that you didn't have enough parental love, but this is too much.
I hate my body for making decisions for me. I hate all the maps that put up "pride" flags and say they're just part of the LGBT. I'm really made for hate when it comes to this.
Important: I do not blame our host for the fact that his brain is trying so hard to protect itself from what we have experienced. I sincerely feel sorry for the people who suffered from the MAP, even if they were looking for it voluntarily. When a teenager falls in love with an adult, it's sad, but normal; when an adult reciprocates, it's not.
Being the only lesbian alter in the system is disgusting.
Yesterday I had the best sex of my life, and for the first time I experienced excitement, tenderness, and pleasure instead of shame, fear, and disgust. But I can't go to this red-haired beauty, because we have a boyfriend, and I can't leave him, because it would morally destroy our host. Okay, I treat him well as a person, he's dear to me, but I'll never understand how you can date a man and enjoy it.
Well whyyyyyyy
Disclaimer: this is not cheating. Our (or rather their) boyfriend knows that I sometimes have sex with girls, and he doesn't mind. This adorable red-haired girl also knows that we are busy (to my great regret, God, I love her, I really need her)
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I recently wrote a poem and tried to translate it into English. I will send the original in Russian and the literal translation in the comments. Rate it?
Choose your busted knuckles ache.
Choose the bitten lip and shake.
Choose the deepest drag you take.
Choose the fear you can't forsake.
Choose to scrape by, not to live.
Through broken glass and lifeless hive.
Choose to fight stray dogs, and take
Bad meat and cheese for your bad break.
Choose Soviet blocks* of grey concrete.
Choose to whistle and retreat.
Choose the cold in your worn coat.
Choose the street that knots your throat.
Choose a smoke break on the stair.
Hide from adults in teenagers lair.
Choose summer and three stripes** you wear
Choose lying with a bullet hole and bloody hair***
*Soviet blocks (rus. "панельки") - panel buildings that are popular in the USSR (image 1)
**A line from the song "jeans are cut, summer, three stripes on sneakers" (rus. "джинсы порезаны, лето, три полоски на кедах", the song is attached below), popular among teenagers in the 90s and 2000s. The three stripes mean adidas, the signature clothing of the hooligans of that time.
***Shootings of people of different ages and social status were common at that time. My grandfather died from a bullet, my mother was almost shot - these are just the realities of that time.
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