#system alters

already coined? consider this an alternate term/flag! <3

[USERBOX PT: the first userbox says "this alter's role is being a carnivore."

the second userbox says "this headmate's role is being a carnivore."

the third userbox says "this part's role is being a carnivore."

the fourth and final userbox says "this user's role is being a carnivore." /End USERBOX PT]

[FLAG PT: the first flag is from the alter template created by k9coded (deactivated tumblr account). there is a rhombus in the center of the flag with lines stretching out from each side to the edge of the flag. then there are fourth individual sections separated by the center rhombus. in the first section on the top left is a medium dark red, lighter than crimson but not by much. the second section on the top right is a lighter red. the third section on the bottom left is a dark, crimson red. the fourth section on the bottom right is a red similar to the petals on a rose, a deep red but not dark in tone. the rhombus in the middle is split into two sections, the left being a beige color and the right being a cream color.

the second flag looks exactly as the one described above, except a symbol of fangs being in the center of the rhombus. it is colored black. /End FLAG PT]

[DESCRIPTION PT: "carnivore: an alter who is ready to lash out at a moment's notice for any perceived slight, similar to an avenger but considerably more short-tempered. they are under the "harmful" umbrella of alter roles." /End DESCRIPTION PT]

so uhm wreck it ralph? watched that movie for the first time as a kid I cant remember when exactly but i did watch it. Then got obsessed with it cuz of The Video™ only in October of 2025! How recent!! i love that movie and those characters to bits top three fav characters 1. SOUR BILL OMHLLLLGLMMM😋🤤 2. Turbo 3. Vanellope💘💘💘

"What are these designs for/based on??" thats a great question cuz idk!! either!! erm maybe its stupid horribly self centred and indulgent headcanons based off the voices in my brain + my horrible sense of self, identity and gender/sexuality ............. or. just funny lookin cartoon characters who knows i have no idea

No Transition but i got diagnosed schizophrenic on a tuesday like. 3 weeks ago i cant remember the exact date and i dont care. i also do believe that im a system and have been working with my psychiatrist and therapist to work on myself and my potential system. been doing research on that topic and everything around it since september of 2024 ok yeah

Im not gonna go in details about. idk everything? like my life, my diagnosis, my traumas etc... idc for that. I have professionals i can work with; i have friends i can talk to; i dont want to go back to being that 12 year old kid getting way too personal with random people on the internet

Just. Im just trying to say that I've been trying to figure myself out for half of my life now and it is just now slowly.. very slowly getting clearer. I have found communities i feel safe in, friends i can trust, medical staff that give me help (staff that will change soon since i'll turn 18 in july but still) and family i can be open to. i like living, for the most part but no no yes I Like Living.

It's really, really hard sometimes but damn it does it feel good after those days of sorrow. I'll be on new meds soon-ish to treat my schizophrenia, i'll get financial aids cuz of my inability to work once im 18,, i can actually see a somewhat clear future for myself!

i thought i'd be gone at 14. then 15. then 16. then 17— And now im almost 18! Maybe it does get better idk