CW: insignificant mention sex
Being the only lesbian alter in the system is disgusting.
Yesterday I had the best sex of my life, and for the first time I experienced excitement, tenderness, and pleasure instead of shame, fear, and disgust. But I can't go to this red-haired beauty, because we have a boyfriend, and I can't leave him, because it would morally destroy our host. Okay, I treat him well as a person, he's dear to me, but I'll never understand how you can date a man and enjoy it.
Well whyyyyyyy
Disclaimer: this is not cheating. Our (or rather their) boyfriend knows that I sometimes have sex with girls, and he doesn't mind. This adorable red-haired girl also knows that we are busy (to my great regret, God, I love her, I really need her)
