#spacesystem

I'll put stickers on it!

I usually try not to interact with people so they don't get mad. If necessary, I use simple gestures or write short messages in notes, if possible.

Then I had a sharp aversion to Christianity, I wrote quite a lot of poems dedicated to renouncing it, and condemned everyone who wore a cross. I'm still terrified of churches. That's when I discovered Satanism.

But the era of Satanism has also passed over time. I tried to study Buddhism, was interested in Hinduism, even looked towards Slavic paganism, but over time I returned to Christianity and even almost fell into religious psychosis. I went to a kind of church for a while.

There have been periods of atheism too, but mostly I'm of the opinion that all gods exist, from Allah to Poseidon, and we just choose which one to worship.

And so, after the second period of Christianity, Hecate called me to her. I used to dislike Hellenism, but it practically forced me to study ancient Greek myths. I won't go into details, but this call is very strong and I want to follow it.

And I am not ready to give up Jesus, I perceive him as a father and I love him very much, but the path of a Christian is not close to me, and I accept Hellenism as a religion with much more enthusiasm. Can I honor Christ and Hecate at the same time and how can I not offend any of the gods?

I literally k___ed them in my source and that was my life goal (I'm fictive), because all pedophiles should burn in hell if they harm children, are going to do it, and generally interact with children in any way, considering their attraction to be normal. This is NOT normal.

But at the same time, part of our system does not see anything wrong with this???? and even trying to have relationships with adult men???? Bro, I understand that you didn't have enough parental love, but this is too much.

I hate my body for making decisions for me. I hate all the maps that put up "pride" flags and say they're just part of the LGBT. I'm really made for hate when it comes to this.

When you're 18-19 or younger, the most you can get is anxiety-depressive disorder (which, apparently, I have instead of PTSD). But even if you are older, you will most likely be diagnosed with schizophrenia and will be silenced with completely unsuitable pills, and even if they prescribe suitable ones, you simply will not get them in pharmacies because of the terrible shortage.

Seriously, schizophrenia is diagnosed indiscriminately, and it doesn't matter what your symptoms are. And if you get a normal diagnosis in adolescence, then you can easily get it removed: for example, our doctors believe that there can be no autism in adults if an adult functions normally on his own.