Sexy Sad Scientist

Welcome to this blog. Here is a complementary tea and blanket! Put on some music and stay a while, won't you? You can call me Sci or Ocelli! This blog is mainly for the purpose of rambles about whatever podcasts that I am currently listening to. You'll mainly be hearing about The Magnus Archives/Protocol or Malevolent on here but other fandoms you may occasionally see are:

Welcome to Night Vale

The Penumbra Podcast

Murdle

Stardew Valley

Dungeons & Dragons

Lego Monkie Kid

My Little Pony (usually in relation to whack crossover aus rather than by itself)

Undertale (rarely but usually during Christmas)

Some other Catholic, religious, or spiritual stuff (like tarot, runes, sacred geometry, etc.) I find interesting!

Always feel free to send in asks about things! More than happy to answer! TAG GUIDE:

#ocellirambles - a catchall for miscellaneous thoughts about a whole number of things (usually fandom related). I forget to use this one... a lot-

#ocelliasks - what it sounds like! Asks!

#ocelliexpansionpack - a lovely set of systems and characters that my friends and I have made for the TMA universe that I would love for you to explore. You can start with the Multi-Avatar System, the Eye's Great Chain of Being, and Spiders for the Web Avatars. If you are a fan of Malevolent as well, let me direct you to my TMAlev Masterpost! Here is a separate guide for the tags for my fandom religion/spirituality breakdowns!

I absolutely 100% forgot to take a picture of the order before (it was all the Maltober stickers and another print) but my @potato-lord-but-not order came in just in time for a poster update!

A close up of the new sillies <3

And this did not just include Malev! I did have to pick up things for my other favorite fictional priest to put on my Nook (and, well, an extra Oscar for that too)!

Thank you, thank you, thank you, PL for getting this out! I super appreciate you. Here is a link to their shop if you also would like some sillies for your own!

Awe that means a lot ;^;

Ok! Hanged Man!

The Hanged Man is another one of those cards like Death or the Devil such sounds reaaaallly bad but are actually alright! It’s the twelfth card in the Major Arcana. It depicts a man hanging contently upside down on a T made of wood. One leg is free and tucked behind the other and the arms are tucked behind, forming a triangle. The colors in this card represent enlightenment, passion, and knowledge.

This is the card that says “wooooaahhh there, bud. Pump the breaks.” Whether voluntary or involuntary, your world needs a perspective change. You’re getting caught up in the world’s going and going and you’re filling your time with the busy busy. It’s time to take a step back and reassess. This can come in many forms. It’s often in the form of just stopping something entirely. Kinda like how you would step away from some kind of task since it’s frustrating only to return with a clear mind. Sometimes, it’s just in the form of slowing down. Rather than tackling something with as much as you have and allowing the frustration to set in as no amount of grinning and bearing it causes it to get finished faster, take each thing a step at a time. Allow it to be a process.

So, in short, the Hanged Man is a card that says that you need to take a step away for a moment. In doing so, new ideas or a new perspective will be gained and you’ll be able to move forward more productively and towards the path in your highest good! You can do this voluntarily by recognizing the need for a break on your own. However, the world has a way of making you stop (usually quite abruptly) if you resist it or are too stubborn to see the need. Rather than the Tower, a foundation shaking reset, or Death, a metamorphic transformation into new ways of going things, the Hanged Man is simply a pause or a slowing down in order to see things in a different light.

*taps mic*