Oh Hi

gets corrupted and unsaveable like a text file

u can be boiling alive in your mind for months and then on a random tuesday ur head gets so clear and life is worth living again and you're like damn what was all that about then

reverse solipsism: everyone else has a vibrant interior life but I'm just a passive observer

*banging my fists on the 4th wall* let me out of this narrative!

me if i was bioluminescent and confused: "whats glowing on..."

unfortunately i do think i am in fact doomed forever but at least there’s movies and music and idk probably some other things too

My life is a constant cycle between "I need to rest before I burn out" and "I'm wasting my potential, I should work harder"

do you know who i am? *silently rips a plank off of myself* no? oh. its okay. *starts hammering a new plank in place of where the old one would be* soon i might not either.

Being like. Post-suicidal is so strange. Like hiiiii everybody im new I spent a good chunk of my life languishing and have like 3 or 4 lived experiences. But now I'm ready to fuck and party or whatever. Can we be friends. Im so happy to be here. Can we be friends

im trying to copy and mimic how to be a human and failing so incredibly miserably

its so fucked up the way dust collects on machines

Recency bias is a bigger problem than it used to be

If life is a never ending loop of dirty dishes and laundry then that means life is a never ending loop of home cooked meals and comfy clean clothes

you should put me on your desktop and run me as administrator

died and i came back normal. more normal than before even. such a regular guy it’s freaking everyone out. i’m ironing my shirts & doing the sunday paper crossword puzzle and the people i love won’t stop crying