Orthrus / #1 Oswald lover

• What are the children of Angels and Demons like?

• In what environment were they raised?

• Do they have traditional clothes? If so, how are they visually and when do they use them?

Haiii :D 👋 'n thx for asking ☺️ I'm doing well <3

|| Children ||

First off, the children of Angels and Demons are know as “Chicks/Cherubs” and “Hellions/Implings” respectively! (I didn't know what seemed better for either, so I choose both of them!)

Chicks have more bird-like attributes during this time and will often chirp, beep, etc. before they start to speak. And we already know demons are mute as babies, then develop clicks and squeaks later in life! :]

I am working on remaking my old artwork (Ogs know this one, god I hope I have gotten better at art)

You're probably wondering: what happened?

Well I haven't been feeling so good lately and.. I've been thinking of it for awhile.

You all aren't going to see me again, probanably not tomorrow. And i don't think in real life either because I wont be there.

I love all of you guys, truly. And I won’t lie.

All of my friends helped me when I needed it. But I don't know exactly what I need anymore. All I feel is pain.

It started when a best friend of mine died, she never got to turn 10 years old when i did, she died at 9. 9 years old. I loved that friend so much.

I can say that I was SA'd by someone my dad would call my uncle, and that man still lives in my town, coming to my house every day, eyeing me up and down, staring at my rear whenever I get up. And my father never listens.

I cared for someone out there, I cared for him so much but he groomed me into drawing things I shouldn't have. He made me draw things that would make me look like a bad person.

I got sexually harassed and touched innapropriately at school many times. Principal did nothing. Father said he would do something but never did.

I've cared about someone alot, who i loved almost too much, but they don't like me back the way I do.

I'm not a man. Im a stupid little girl.

Everything hurts, and I did this to myself, I don't want anyone to feel bad for me.

I've hurt myself way too much.

There are cuts and scars all over my body that can't go away.

I have already lost about 5 friends already today.

I want to see my grandparents again. I want to see my old cats, I want to see my best friend i had when I was 9.

I just want the pain to stop.

I don't know what to do anymore.

I'm so sorry to those who care about me. I care about you all. But i can't live on like this, im severely damaged. Inside and out and I can't go around like this anymore.

It was really nice knowing you all.

Just wanted to let you know that you've made me feel safe in loving myself for who I am and trusting others. I have harsh trust issues and your the one who brought that out of me to exit a comfort zone.

Your my first friend on this platform besides my other friend BBQGrape.

Please keep going on for us, for all of us. For your friends, the ones who cherish you.

And im sorry you have such a shitty family, to be honest I hope karma comes their way.

Please take your time, eat, sleep, hyrdrate.

And do not come back until you feel well.

I don't care if it takes weeks, months, or years, you deserve every moment to heal all over.

And I know too that @orangeglueeeee would think the same.

You can't keep going on like this, so just rest for a bit.

Yes I have reblogged bug posts but only because of how cute people potray them.

Now why do I fear bugs? I quite have no idea myself, possibly because of the fucked up facts I hear, and how sometimes they can be bigger than usual.

for example

So uh

it died.