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Neil spat in his face

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I don't think andrew and kevin are as close as kandrew shippers think they are
Hi there,
This is an interesting perspective! And in some ways, I agree with you. Iâll discuss more under a Read More (obligatory disclaimer: if this premise already sounds God Awful to you, you donât need to read it).
op i shan't let u hide this goldmine in the tags
Oh, thank you! I'm glad the tags are also liked haha. I do think Nicky's relationship with the other Foxes are fascinating (and the fact that Nora once said Matt & Nicky would become closer after becoming dorm mates & this would help Nicky settle a little bit b/c he would have someone closer in age who he doesn't feel Responsible For Fixing to talk to) but also I would love for them to have a conversation about the homophobia Nicky experienced from the Foxes. B/c I think the fact that the Foxes seemed super okay with Andrew/Neil must have made it seem a bit more personal to Nicky that no one (outside of Andrew who told Seth not to call Nicky a slur) wanted to defend Nicky. This is also a really interesting aspect of Nicky & Andrew's relationship - for all that Andrew keeps Nicky at arm's length and for all that Andrew lashes out at Nicky... he's also the one who consistently defends Nicky from homophobes which I mean when Nicky thought Andrew was straight that must have been something but I also wonder how Nicky's thoughts would have changed when he learned Andrew was also gay.
sorry i never responded to your text, i've been busy being paralyzed by my own inability to do basic tasks that are piling up.
"are they lovers?"
worse. it's a sports anime
sun bleached flies by ethel cain is a neil josten song and i will die on that windowsill
We all know how it goes The more it hurts, the less it shows But I still feel like they all know, and that's why I can never go back home And I spend my life watching it go by from the sidelines And God, I've tried, but I think it's about time I put up a fight
But I don't mind 'cause that's how my daddy raised me (how my daddy raised me) If they strike once then you just hit 'em twice as hard (hit 'em twice as hard) But I always knew that in the end no one was coming to save me So I just prayed and I keep praying and praying and praying

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One thing Nora missed on was Neil not knowing Polish. His fatherâs name is Wesninski which looks and sounds like a Polish name, and I do think that it would be even more menacing if Neil, hearing Polish in the wild somewhere, would immediately freeze and try to run.
His father, the Butcher of Baltimore, speaking to his only son in their mother tongue, which survived even generations after Wesninski emigrated to the USA. Just as the Moriyamas the Wesninski hold a tradition too, and thatâs speaking Polish and Polish only in their closest circle.
Neil whimpering in Polish when he has his worst nightmares but also craving pierogi and barszcz czerwony from time to time, cos he needs to feed Nathaniel
Immediately canonising Nathaniel yelling Kurwa across the court in my Perfect Court AU no hesitation that's canon now
I think an early and overlooked aspect of why Andrew starts liking Neil is simply that Neil is the first person to casually engage with him on his level
Nicky, Aaron, and Kevin love him but they donât really get him in every day interactions. Itâs a lot of â⌠Ok, whatever you say, Andrew.â
And we know the upperclassmen tend to just outright dislike anything he says or does and uses it as proof of him being heartless and violent
Renee gets the closest because she does get him and goes along with him but they ultimately have very different views of life
Whereas Neil, before he even likes Andrew at all, just matches his energy.
âIf I canât get an answer from you, Iâll get it wherever I can. How about I start with your parents?â
âGood luck,â Neil said, feeling cold all over. âTheyâre dead.â
âDid you kill them?â
He [Andrew] said it so casually, like he was asking for the time, that Neil could only stare at him for a minute. It was such an unreasonable leap of logic Neil didnât understand how he even thought to ask it. Then he remembered who he was talking to and asked, âDid you kill yours?â
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âNeil said. "I'm not afraid of you."
âThat's why you're so interesting," Andrew said. "How aggravating."
He sounded amused, not annoyed, so Neil said, "I'll try to be more boring in the future."
âHow considerate.â
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And for a guy who desperately wants connection and has never fully gotten it, it must have been as close to fun as Andrew has getting to bounce back and forth with Neil. He could threaten to saw Neil in half with a rusty blade and Neil will just be like âHotdog or hamburger style?â
ppl who overemphasize the andreil height difference make no sense to me like. itâs 3 inches and andrew prolly wears his fuck ass platform boots while neil prances around in sneakers so worn out he might as well just be wearing socks. be fr theyâre practically eye to eye neilâs just got a complex and points out andrewâs height every other sentence
reblogging this until i die
drops this and bolts
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idk i just think their relationship is one of the most interesting in the entire series
Neil-Aaron-Jean friend group, all matching each other cunt for cunt and making people cry. Tell me this wouldn't be a peak friend group... they're ending everybody's self esteem ong!!
thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.
sorry to put your tags on blast on this insane breach containment post I have since muted, but you're right and you should say it.
It is defeatable. Go for the throat.
neil josten having a yuzuru hanyu body type is canon to me
what if i said the great divide by noah kahan is just andrew and aaron minyardâs confession to each other
what then
personally always heard the end of verse 2, prechorus and chorus as Cass apologizing to Andrew. but somehow, this is worse. impressive work man wow ruined my whole night so fast
yeah well now after a few more listens and too much free time it also speaks kevjean to me. especially the chorus bridge and outro. i hope youâre with someone who isnât scared to ask fuckkkkkkk me
anyway my brain hates me and the feelingâs mutual

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the way Neil is canonically super creepy and scary to Jeremy, but Andrew is just some dude
âthis fandom is a prisonâ yeah well every time i hear or attempt to say the word please iâm having war flashbacks so cheers