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Some people NEED to learn how to gatekeep anime sites. I'm lucky because I have Crunchyroll but even the anime site I was GATEKEEPING GOT KILLED DON'T PMO!!! Stop telling everyone about what site you use. It's not difficult to find anime sites without social media. START GATEKEEPING!!!!

Don't do it there's no internet anime or video games after death btwwww

what if i’m just a phase and you’re too nice to tell me

i can't tell the truth to the people who "want to help me" i went to a psychiatrist recently and i had to answer a bunch of questions. and i lied because i don't want to get hospitalized

"are you experiencing any suicidal thoughts right now?" yes "not really "

"have you ever attempted?" yes "no"

"do you have a plan for how you would do it?" yes "no"

"do you hurt yourself?" yes "no"

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fake bl00d fake everything

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fake bl00d fake everything

Gotta remind myself of this shit too. Since it's the only community I'm like actually active in... Man I got hella sh brainrot, truly. Self minimisation is an issue all on its own but REMINDER most self harmers actually don't go past dermis! Like the vast majority of those that engage in such behaviour to begin with. Have to remember this.

Due to algorithms I come across old (as in '10s) tumblr sh community stuff and it's moments like these where it's like, dang people were making a big deal out of a cut that gapes any at all. And honestly why shouldn't they? Like what's the worst cut most people are likely to get, a scrape or papercut or shit like that. Plenty of people have and will never see past the multiple layers of skin. That's the normal thing. Here I am boohooing about how I see my muscle and it's just "soooooooo small" "baby shit". Shut up actually because that's crazy. Who the fuck thinks that dude, that shit ain't normal. Internet really loves to normalise being desensitised and all that stupid bullshit but you're just outta touch with reality, like actual reality.

I ordered a bunch of bladez so excited to cvt with them when they arrive