hii!! im idunno, you can call me icarus! :3 part of a system, other headmates below the cut!
vash the stampede my beloved <3
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he/any, aroace & gay/MLM! im also a vash the stampede yumeshipper!!! <3 im big into trigun, both versions + the manga! im also a hellenistic polytheist (meaning i worship the greek gods) but i dont talk about it much on here
i’m into a lot of stuff honestly just ask!! im AuDHD and happy to yap with anybody. my dms & asks are always open to anybody for anything!! :D
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i’m pro recovery but not forced recovery! move at your own pace <3
im also a recently discovered system of some kind, most likely OSDD. only know of 2 alters so far and i don’t know too much about them yet
nicholas (host) he/him, gay- #the fog 🖤
ethan (co-host?) he/him, aroace- doesn’t want to post :)
icarus (the one running the blog!) (trauma holder) ⭐️- #i really dunno anymore
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when you look at a psychiatric diagnosis and you see that it has a 3:1 diagnostic rate of women to men, it's more likely to be diagnosed in trans people than cisgender people, and it's most prevalent in hispanic people out of any ethnic group. you really do have to consider who benefits from a label that amounts to "Biologically and Pathologically Hysterical". yknow.
it’s not a “stigmatised” disorder. it’s a disorder that was designed to stigmatise, to shame, and to oppress. acting as though the diagnosis is a stigmatised one is missing the part where this diagnosis is in fact meeting the exact purpose it was designed to fulfil
OP's tags from both the original post and the reblog were too good to hide.
that's really exactly it.
as someone who could very easily qualify for a diagnosis of bpd or cptsd, and even very often resonates with both, everything described in bpd is just a demonization of the same patterns of behaviour described by cptsd. it is just describing you as evil for struggling with being hurt so much, and in doing so, takes the focus away from the person hurting and puts it onto how it inconveniences everyone else.
we really need to be critical of how these labels come to be, because they are deliberately created, and they are created by people with biases. they are so often just a tool of oppression, another extension of a discriminatory machine.
I hope it isn't derailing, but I think this is also really illustrated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder. "narcissist" was a word for an asshole before it was a word for a disorder. rather than describing how someone might struggle to relate to others or be open to true connection, and centering the person who needs to heal, they instead called everyone who struggles with that an irredeemable dick and dressed it up in medical expertise so you wouldn't think to question it. frankly I think it's silly to call for treating "narcissist" like some sacred medical term instead of looking at how fucked up it is that they called a disorder that???
it was ages ago, but there was a post on here talking about just how many "disorders" and diagnoses boil down to "shitty bitch disease". and well, once you see it, you never stop seeing it. anti-social personality disorder? shitty bitch disease. npd, shitty bitch disease. obstinate defiance disorder (come the fuck on) well that's shitty bitch disease. bpd is maybe the most classic example of this. you don't need to listen to her, she has shitty bitch disease. pay no mind to the fact that this label somehow only makes it onto the most marginalized. don't worry about that, because you don't need to listen to those people anyway. they don't have reasons or pain or bad days or feelings or any of that pesky stuff that real people have to explain their actions. no no, we haven't abused them, not at all. haven't you heard? they were broken from the start, and I can prove it. see? they have shitty bitch disease.
sorry but this is probably one of the worst fucking takes ive ever seen in my entire life as someone diagnosed with cptsd AND bpd (AND im a person of color)
yes minorites are disproportionately diagnosed. thats because the disorders are stigmatized and minorites are stereotyped :/
my brain just legit functions in a different way and I came to that conclusion on my own. i sought out help and am very happy that i was able to get diagnosed. i have these problems because of trauma i experienced as a child. i have a legitimate condition. fuck off.
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very very very scared to talk to my therapist & friends about my recently discovered very likely plurality because like what if i accidentally made it up and i just have a very active imagination
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very very very scared to talk to my therapist & friends about my recently discovered very likely plurality because like what if i accidentally made it up and i just have a very active imagination
hey, not that we're in a particularly advisory position, but if this helps you at all: its really hard to accidentally make up being plural. The only way you could actually do that is look at a bunch of plural things and then go "i think... i want to be plural. Okay who can i make up as my headmates?" Its an active choice, youd know. We know people who have done this, its not possible to do on accident, but also my advice personally; FRIENDS FIRST AUTHORITY FIGURES AFTER. talk with the others in the system and see what they think too, and this goes for everyone.
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