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give dean and cas getting old together, dean being shocked he has lived long enough to see more and more lines appearing on his face when he looks in the mirror and even more shocked at the ones appearing on cas' skin because they mean cas really chose him, he chose a life, a human life, with dean, like dean really is worth leaving everything behind for and there is nothing dean can do but kiss every new line that appears as cas smiles at him

“why did you write this man as a service top” because i have eyes. and common sense. And also god spoke to me

Adding a relevant source on the polonium-210 in tobacco and how the industry tried to keep it quiet

dean apologizing to cas in a prayer because he was absolutely terrified and wrecked that he would lose his angel to purgatory again without even telling him how sorry he was about everything, his anger and nastiness that festers inside him, and even getting on his knees and hitting the ‘of course i forgive you, im sorry it took me so long’,, it would actually be so much kinder to shoot me point blank atp