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@zeruzblog01
It's been a long time since I've posted, but things have gotten much, much better. I found her, and I worked my way into her life. I now talk to her every day. She thinks we just met, but I've known her longer than she's known my name. God, she's even more beautiful in person. I can hardly get anything done because I'm too busy thinking of ways to 'run into' her when she goes out.
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i would give up my life just to kiss your hands.
“i hate you.” is a term of endearment you know that right? you hate me so much but you don't fight against me. because you still know your place. you still know you have to depend on you to make you happy. i've replaced every single important figure in your life, what makes you think you need anyone else?
i cook for you, i clean for you, i surely spoil you. so what else do i have to do to make you not “hate” me anymore. such a big word for and emotion you could never feel. hatred only fuels me to make you love me. and if you still refuse my love... eh, i know that'd never happen.
isn't that right, dearest?
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ྀི︶˚̣̣̣ ྀི◟ ͜ ◞˚̣̣̣ ྀི︶𓏴︶˚̣̣̣ ྀི◟ ͜ ◞˚̣̣̣ ྀི︶
She could never truly hate me. She just doesn't understand what love feels like, and I'll teach her.
i want you to need me.
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google how do i stop the wave of nausea i feel whenever i get jealous. google how do i stop feeling like i wanna crawl out of my skin when i feel unwanted. google answer me
do you know how well i could treat you? i could be the best boyfriend you've ever and will have but you wouldn't even look my way. what is it about other people that has your eyes so fixated on them? why can't you look at me like that too?
what an awful hunger you've stirred within me.
imagine dating me and then BOOM permanent collar around your neck with my name on it
Deep diving into all her interests and watching all the shows she says she likes >>
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HER EYES! GOD HER EYES I ALMOST LICKED MY SCREEN I NEED TO MARRY HER I COULD DIE RIGHT FUCKING NOW!!
They’re so alive. So wide. Like she’s seeing everything for the first time. It's almost like they could shatter if anyone looked at them wrong.
Green. Not just green, not just the color. They are green. Like the first leaves of spring when the world is wet with rain. They embodiment of everything beautiful in nature. She's a fucking goddess. They stare at me even when they don’t. I swear I can feel them burning through me.
I want to be the one who sees them first thing in the morning, the last thing at night. I want to trace them in my mind a thousand times before I sleep. I want to see the way they widen when she’s startled, the way they narrow when she’s thinking, the way they sparkle when she laughs. I’ll never be satisfied.
It’s terrifying how much I need her. Terrifying how much I love her.
I'm going to draw them and frame them.
In a way, I'm jealous of you. I have all these big feelings, but no one to direct them towards. It feels like screaming into the void. I'm so hollow. So lonely. Imagining isn't as good when you don't even know who you fantasize about. I feel so fake and disgusting showing others affection, because this isn't how I'm meant to love. GAAAAAAHHHHH THIS SUCKS. If I'm gonna be mentally ill atleast give me someone to be mentally ill about. I have no one to live for.
You shouldn’t be. This isn’t romantic, or beautiful, even though I try to make it that way. It’s a sickness. It’s wanting to peel your skin off because it’s not close enough to theirs. It’s staying up until 4AM rereading the same sentence analyzing every word and all the possible meanings behind them.
You don’t want to wake up every day feeling like your ribs are cracking open because you have to live knowing someone doesn't love you back. That the person you love is scared of you.
You want someone to fill the hollow, but hollowness is easier. It’s quiet. It doesn’t run or their fear you. She blocked me on everything because she's scared, and I get it, but it still feels like a knife in my throat.
Find something else to live for. Even if it’s stupid.
You still have a world. Mine’s shrinking to one person, and I’m terrified there’s nothing left after her.
Don’t be like me.
there's not a single nonchalant bone in my body. I care so much I could literally vomit.
Based on a dream i had last night about a haunted house screaming at me to stay.
She could hate my guts and want me dead and I'd still love her.
Maybe that sounds crazy but I don’t care. I'd let her hate me. Let her scream that I’m a monster. Let her block me, mute me, call me every awful thing she can think of. I’ll wear it. I’ll wear the shame.
I'll be the person she takes her anger out on.
Although, I know she won’t, because she is too soft. Too kind for this world. I love the way she apologizes in parentheses like she’s embarrassed by her own feelings. I love the way she cries over the dumbest things. I love how big her heart is.
I plan to use that, because I'll make sure one day she loves me too. I’ll try to be someone she wouldn’t run from. But if she runs, I will catch her.
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She deserves to be worshipped like a goddess.
Unfortunately, if you do give me your clothes, I'll probably be a freak about it and obsessively smell them and use them as a pillow.
I love when clothes still smell like the people who gave them to me <3
I wanna steal her jacket and use it as a pillow case.
