nothing will keep us apart.

i want to be the first and last thing you ever truly love.

you are a valid yandere even if you want to become less intense. it hurts to be attached to the wrong people, to wait for the replies of someone who'd never respond, to get obsessed with people who'd never reciprocate. you are valid even if you describe yourself to be "softer" or more subdued. you are valid even if you don't want to hurt anymore. you are not out of place.

beating someone up and kissing the wounds i left would actually cure me

i frequently fantasise about being loved.  the thought of matching my schedule to someone else’s is so appealing  .let’s wake up at the same time,  let’s eat together at the same time,  let’s do everything together and then go to bed at the same time  .i don’t need anything more than this

i yearn for a mutual obsession. i don't want to feel like i'm the only one with something wrong in my head — i want it all to be mutual. i want our obsessions mutual, our fighting to be mutual, our hurting to be mutual. i want someone to be just as upset as i am when they hang out with other people or when i do. i want someone who's unafraid to voice their jealousy to me — someone who wants to induce jealousy in me like how i do to them. i want someone to call me out on my bad behaviours and still covet them like i would to theirs. god i yearn for a love that brings me great anguish!!!

and if i invite you over to beat bruises in the shape of hearts on my body && carve your name into my skin? what then?