RIGOROUS SELF CRITIQUE

Like if there's no god all acts are lawful....It’s not worth one little tear from one single little tortured child, beating its breast with its little fists in its foul-smelling lock-up, and praying with its unexpiated tears to its “Dear Father God!” No, it’s not worth this, because those tears have remained unexpiated. And they have to be expiated, otherwise there can be no harmony. But how, how can they be expiated? Surely it isn’t possible? Or is it going to be done by avenging them? But what’s the good of avenging them, what’s the good of consigning their murderers to hell, what good can hell do when the children have already been tortured to death? And how can harmony exist if hell exists too? people saying is god is was kill bill It's literally the brothers karamazov

i went in blind to is god is but it turned out to be a great double feature bc im reading the brothers karamazov rn lmfaooo

anaia tried hardest to save their mother and still her mother favors racine and calls anaia weak and calls herself ugly for scars that anaia has too scars she got from trying to save her mother. im dizzy.

just watched is god is....i kinda loved how every performance was coming from a completely different movie lol janelle monae making me laugh sterling k brown scaring the shit out of me. mallori johnson with enchanting romance drama eyes.

i once went on a date w a 5'2 roided out cuban guy who told me his favorite thing abt being a man was dating women which is cute but definitely a lie bc if i had a dick i would not give myself erectile dysfunction just so i can impress the guys in my gym

so you want a toxic gay relationship where one is an example of humanity for the other and he spends his whole life aching and wishing and dying to imitate him but he can't because he's a fake empty person who's attached himself to a man with intrinsic vitality and charisma and power and he destroys himself over his inability to achieve what he thinks of as real personhood? and you haven't seen black sails?

because honestly if you can sum up the whole thing in a single scene (which they did. exhaustively) why are we even here... ok niall wishes he could be ruben and ruben gets off on being an example of masculinity. like so what. i liked mona tho

sorry half man didn't do it for me you guys