remembers i’m not supposed to doubt myself. it would be morally good for caleb widogast to kill himself.

whenever i have a favorite character i start saying hmmmm they should kill themselves maybe? which probably says nothing important about me

radical empathy for the ugly thing and acceptance of it yeah maybe but healed is the wrong word and done with it is also not right and happy idk idk idk

i read so many posts that go aww so sweet so heartwarming that he healed from horrifically murdering his parents and his cat and i’m like well maybe he shouldn’t do that. i’m not sure.

in my ideal and cathartic mighty nein ending caleb probably dies tragically and unresolved but in that same ideal ending nott gets everything she has ever wanted which includes caleb so i guess he has to tragically live out his forever unresolved trauma and guilt at her side. which is still good.