Edging Inspiration

The presence of clothing on a female is not only of little importance on a female.... it is unattractive.

Clothing covers the female body and allows the female to appear as if it is a normal functioning member of society. Hopes, dreams, independence, etc when it should be naked and on all fours in the presence of Men in stead. Clothing covers a female's natural form and often conceals how its tits hang, how wet its cunt is and even helps to cover its scent when it's horny.

March - May 2019 consisted of no orgasms and only edges, if I remember correctly. Yes.

Desperate doesn’t begin to explain how I felt. I remember I was humping counters, sofas, pillows… anything to have even a moment of relief from the relentless need between my legs.

And my Dominant partners at the time enjoyed probably the most obedient and most desperate-to-please version of me to ever exist. I was brainless. My mind was so focused on serving and my cunt kept me in line because I didn’t want them to extend the torture.

You’re in utter disbelief that someone would actually deny an orgasm.

Then comes the anger and frustration. How dare someone try to keep you from your orgasm! Perhaps some attitude will need correcting at this stage.

Soon you’ll be begging. Bartering. Negotiating. Trying anything to prove that you deserve that orgasm.

Maybe you’ll cry when you finally realize that it’s truly out of your control. You have no influence. Your body and its pleasure are no longer a priority or even relevant to the conversation.

And when kept denied, you’ll realize: you’re better without an orgasm. You’re a better sub, better plaything, better toy. You’re more obedient. Your partner knows what you need better than you, and you realize they were right: you don’t need to orgasm.

Then the addiction starts.

The neediness in your body settles as a new default state of being… you would feel empty without it. Directionless.

“Yes dear…you deserve this.”

You fantasized about being a cuckquean and finally admitted it to your husband. You both fantasized about it together while fucking, and you got off hard when you saw how much it turned him on.

He told you about an attractive college student he’s been tutoring, becoming thrilled as he expressed he sensed mutual attraction. He revealed that it was very possible he’d be able to fuck her and you were so drunk with lust that you just kept pushing for it.

The hotel room was reserved, roses were purchased, wine was stocked. The hotel is about an hour away and you’d be at home, waiting for him to come back to you tomorrow. He texted you to tell you they were at dinner. You got so fucking wet that you got in bed with your toys and started teasing yourself. You were swollen and throbbing, anticipating the moment you now for certain that he’s devouring her body and exploring pleasure with her.

Suddenly, he sends you a tiny video of her. She’s naked before him…she’s stunning.

“Thanks, dear. This means a lot to me. I didn’t think I’d be this turned on about it, but now that I see her this way in front of me, I need to have her in every way possible. I hope you enjoy it as much as I will!”

The reality of it hit you, hard. The deep feeling of regret started crushing through you in waves. You felt panic, jealousy. He’s going to fuck her. She’s so much hotter than you and he knows he’s leveling up. How could he ever let that go? You know damn well he’s going to fuck her far better than he’s fucked you in ages.

As promised begged for, this is my orgasm denial notes game. Every note this post gets within the next week adds a day to my denial.

My last orgasm was months ago and i'm hornier then ever. I want to get worse. I want to focus on my Dominants pleasure instead of being selfish and always begging him to let me cum. Permanent denial is so hot, but my big girl brain is afraid of it. YOU can convince the dirty little slut within me that craves denial and pleasing others that her desires are valid. That she can get her wishes. That she should get her wishes. Corrupt me into permanent denial. Please. Add to my demise. Make my answer to "do you want to cum?" be a "no!" every time. I'll be forever grateful 💖

SPAMMING IS ENCOURAGED, PLEASE SPAM!!!! PLEEEEEASEEE!!!

Every single note this post has until september 8th 2024, 8 a.m. Eastern Daylight Time (EDT) is a day added to my denial.

There is one joker: i am gifting one orgasm to my Dominant to keep and – if he feels like it – gift back to me, possibly at some point in the denial if it gets too tough. Knowing that he's very sadistic, he'll probably not pick a point where i'd want an orgasm but probably wait until i've made peace with being denied and then force me to have it 🥺 or he'll just dangle it above my head, forever 🥺🥺 i want him to have that kind of power over me (that's my true gift to him heheh)

I might add rules about how i can cut days off my denial later on, but currently please make me suffer and hate all of you 🥺

Love and big thankies,

Someday, when i'll think back to that year, i'm going to be thinking "2025: the year i spent denied", that's some serious commitment, oh my god. I'm going crazy thinking about it, i'm really really excited!!!!

I don't cum

Edging keeps me needy and wet

Cumming is bad for me

Good girls edge

Bad girls cum without permission