everything i do is haraam

i have paid half my rent this month (6800/14000INR) because i had to incur personal expenses such as travelling, paying my brother's sem fees, and some other things. i was able to rent a fridge because it is impossible otherwise in this stuffy room (only a ceiling fan) and food was becoming a bigger expense if i was buying stuff to cook only immediately /eat immediately. so this is where i am at

i did try to give tuitions but the location is far from my office so i can't balance both everyday + the travelling back and forth would be an extra charge (i already cant afford transportation to my work, i only have enough for two days)

andi got some work on here, and then i sold one of my vintage record covers (i dont have a record player i just had a really good old hindi film poster that somebody offered to buy)

so this is where i am at, and it is a matter of urgency. i was able to stock up on food because somebody gave me a giftcard i added that to the goal money too) so i am not worried about my cats, at least for a week or so.

i dont really like explaining my situation in complete detail because i am... well... embarrassed/ashamed and also aaaah it feels bad but yeah!!!!

any and every help literally matters a lot right now. i am willing to do ur homework, write ur assignments, or any other service i can offer (if ur in india and need help with things i can help with that too!!!!) so that is all !!!

paypal.me/aandhi1975

ko-fi.com/aandhi

also i write a substack. if u like it u can send me some. or at least read it and share it if u like it. that's all.

https://aandhi.substack.com/

I never imagined I would have to write these words, but I am terrified that I may lose my mother at any moment after everything she has endured.

Her doctors have told us that her treatment can no longer be delayed, and we urgently need $700. To many, it may seem like just a number. To us, it could mean the difference between having more time with my mother or losing her forever.

Every day I watch her grow weaker, and there is nothing more painful than feeling helpless while time slips away.

If you are able to donate, no matter how small the amount, you could help give my mother another chance to live. If you cannot donate, please share this post. It may reach someone who can.

There is still hope, but that hope grows smaller with every passing hour.

My mother urgently needs treatment, and today is the final day to pay for her medical care. There is no time left to wait. Every passing minute brings us closer to losing her.

I am begging you—if you can help, please donate now, no matter how small the amount. If you cannot donate, please share this appeal. Your kindness could be the reason my mother gets the chance to live.

We’ve fought so hard to get this far, and now only $358 stands between my mother and the urgent heart procedure she needs 😔

If just 14 kind people donate $25, my mother can finally get one step closer to the urgent heart procedure she needs

I keep refreshing the fundraiser, hoping to see another donation, but nothing changes. Meanwhile, I return to the hospital and see my mother still waiting, still in pain, still asking me with her eyes for hope that I struggle to give.💔😔

I’m begging you with all my heart , Please… don’t tell yourself, “Someone else will donate.” What if everyone thinks the same way?

Be one of those 14 people. Your $25 may feel small to you, but to me, it could mean one step closer to hearing the words, “Your mother can finally have her procedure.”

Please don’t let our hope fade when we are so close. If you can’t donate, please share our story. Every act of kindness brings my mother closer to the treatment she desperately needs. 💔🙏

Please… be the reason I can tell my mother, “You’re finally going to get your operation.” 💔

Current process: USD 17,948 / $18,306

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Vatted by: @sar-soor

For two years, war interrupted my education and future plans.

Despite everything, I completed my Bachelor's degree in Computer Systems Engineering and continued supporting students through educational initiatives in Gaza.

Today, I am taking the first step toward my Master's degree.

🎯 Goal: $300 ⏳ Deadline: 6 Days

This amount will help cover university application fees and the first steps toward graduate studies.

Missing these deadlines could mean postponing my dream for another year.

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If you cannot donate, please share this post.

Every dollar brings me closer to continuing my education and helping others through it.

I never imagined I would have to write these words, but I am terrified that I may lose my mother at any moment after everything she has endured.

Her doctors have told us that her treatment can no longer be delayed, and we urgently need $700. To many, it may seem like just a number. To us, it could mean the difference between having more time with my mother or losing her forever.

Every day I watch her grow weaker, and there is nothing more painful than feeling helpless while time slips away.

If you are able to donate, no matter how small the amount, you could help give my mother another chance to live. If you cannot donate, please share this post. It may reach someone who can.

There is still hope, but that hope grows smaller with every passing hour.