⭒✧⭒ 𝒴𝓊𝓃𝑒𝓂𝒶𝒟𝓇𝒶𝓌 ⭒✧⭒

It doesn't take a lot of words to mean a lot, and hearing my mom tell me how proud she is of me, of my strength and resilience despite everything I fight through life...

It meant a whole lot, especially now

Thank you to my fiancé for commissionning me for their Vtubing model and trusting me for this process. My very first Vtuber model 💜

A vtuber illustrator is usually their mama/papa... Am I my fiancé's mama now ?

I'm getting more and more sick seeing how "subscription" is becoming more and more the norm to use anything.

Softwares ? Subscription. Games ? Subscription.

Soon there'll even be subscription for computers at this rate.

We are less and less owners of what we buy, we slowly start not owning nothing and that bothers me.

I don't care if I don't have the latest updates for my solo game or my software if it works for me as is. If I want it updated, I can pay for the update. What I hate is slowly and slowly NOT HAVING THE CHOICE.

I want to have the choice between owning my version, even if it becomes obsolete, or not owning it but having access to all updates and options.

I want the choice to pay one time and own this version instead of having to pay indefinetly for something that'll be removed from me the moment I cannot pay for it.

Nsfw for patreons

🇬🇧 Like it says, I'm opening up to 3 slots per year for NSFW for my patreon's nude potato tier.

Illustrations will be skeb, in which I decide of the style and rendering for each request, while the vroid models will be toon/cell shaded.

I will not do :

Rough NSFW

Kinks

Any controversial sexual subject (no, sexuality isn't a controversial subject, be gay be happy)

More than 2 characters per illustration

Please be respectful, and feel free to support me either by joining this tier, or any other membership.

You can also commission me on vgen or ko-fi.

My D&D character sheets are now in my shop !

[Verse 1]

Was born so gentle and pure, just a soft flame to smother. Make of them a failure. Burnt what made me secure, Make sure the fairy suffer. Leave not a single cure.

[Verse 2]

I could not bear the truth, Dreams were only a treason. They led me on for so long. Burning out all my youth, to be left without reason. Why is it now so wrong ?

[Chorus]

At 23 parents created a family, Simply born last century. At 26 I’m still a failure, So goddamn insecure. Close to 30 my life's in ruin, Don't know what I'm doing. What am I not doing ? Feels like I’m dying.

[Verse 3]

Too damn tired to do anything, Although my mind is so fierce. The voices just won’t stop. World just cut off my wings, My body became my curse. Twisted murmurs like syrup.

[Verse 4]

Can’t tell anyone the truth, else they get dragged in fracture. Stop smiling I must suffer. My mind only just refuse, Something I must endure. I only am an impostor.

[Bridge]

Soon I will hit a crisis, Nothing ever seems easy. My life feels like tragedy, why am I so fucking needy ? Starting to break down, I am about to drown.

[Final Chorus]